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repus

simply complicated

About Me


repus --
[adjective]:
Fetish oriented
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repus Pills:
May lead to a scenario involving a crusade, twelve thousand condoms and butter
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You will go to jail for...
Making sweet love to a religious symbol
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As much as he says he doesn’t, he loves attention, the more, the merrier. While trying to seem as standoffish as possible, more people seem to gravitate towards him, and when he is alone, all he wants is the company of others. He says he has too many friends, but continuously leaves an impression of his presence upon a majority of those who happen to cross his path. One could either look at that as if it were a scar, or that warm, tingly sensation that occupies every square inch of our being when we have those fluttery butterflies in our bellies.
A truly amazing entity, he is, as I have watched over him for many a year. Riding through life like it was a hell-bent rollercoaster, tightly teetering back and forth on the edge of destruction, he is a beautiful mess. His intentions are as pure as a child’s innocence, but his actions sometimes prove to be dramatically drastic. I witnessed this vibrating soul do everything, from save lives in Death’s crosshairs, to stealing merchandise to support a drug habit. At this moment, he is swinging more towards the righteous side of life, but he has been on this path before.
I sometimes wonder if he will ever fully awaken. The sleep he was born into has been slowly washing away with every encounter to date, but his stubbornness to grow up and stop acting oblivious to his reckless nature has kept him under a certain naivety that cannot be dismissed. Occasionally, I find myself wishing I could just reach out and help to guide him toward the light, or slap the living shit out of him, but we could never come in any form of contact with each other. You see, I am always somewhere in the background, just out of reach, and all I can do is sit back and watch his life unfold before the both of us, for I am merely the reflection.
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My Interests

offensive shirts , sinning, breaking glass and making out in playgrounds, churches and graveyards. if you are really curious, click here.

I'd like to meet:

blue would be the colour that forms before my eyes every time the thought of you crosses over my mind, because it has been ages since i have seen your face and my intense desire fills up this empty space, to the point this lonely tone slowly begins to fade from it’s melancholy hue into an iridescent shade; the way fire looks through ice, opalescent purity: purple, red, yellow, orange, milky white and green. and i will close my eyes so i can fall asleep, just so i can dream of you, a dream i’ll always keep, because you are the light that brightens up my life and the one who i send love when i say my prayers at night.

Music:


billie holliday, nina simone, ella fitzgerald, tool, a perfect circle, faith no more, mr. bungle, tomahawk, lovage, at the drive-in, the mars volta, sparta, killswitch engage, mudvayane, dillinger escape plan, sigur ros, portishead, radiohead, led zeppelin, the beatles, the rolling stones, pink floyd, deftones, otep, the cure, skinny puppy, nine inch nails, marilyn manson, pigface, lard, revolting cocks, kidney thieves, collide, the beastie boys, operation ivy, nofx... to name a few... & of course, my dallass boyz: invain, boys named sue, eleven hundred springs, a dozen furies, mad mexicans, one minute halo, downlo, pantera, damage plan, drowning pool...

Movies:

donnie darko, happiness, brazil, vanilla sky, the wall, house of 1000 corpses, the devils rejects, the nightmare before christmas, edward scissorhands, willie wonka and the chocolate factory, alice in wonderland, the yellow submarine, se7en and anything by kevin smith, david lynch, terry gilliam and quentin tarintino.

Television:

i rarely watch television at all, but if i am indulging, it's usually stuff like...:........

Books:

many lives, many masters, the celestine prophecy, the prophet, choke, haunted, delta of venus, ishmael, house of leaves, the catcher in the rye, behold a pale horse, i never promised you a rose garden, the painted bird, i know why the caged bird sings, anthem, the fountainhead, the adventures of alice in wonderland, through the looking glass, the melancholy death of oysterboy and other short stories, don't try this at home, the long hard road out of hell, exit music and anything and everything by chuck palahniuk, stephen king and shel silverstein...

Heroes:

my niece, rhiannon...

My Blog

rip hrc-n-me...!

so, after just under 2 full years of putting up with an unusal amount of stress, i decided to turn in my 2 weeks notice at the hard rock cafe this monday. i figured that it’ll be busy through ne...
Posted by repus on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:45:00 PST

i’ve moved...

hey kids, i’ve moved again and my new place does not have an internet connection, so i will not be online as much anymore. i am now living with a family that i work with, so it is a much more he...
Posted by repus on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 05:27:00 PST

manson with ours

ours was fucking amazing, which i expected, but i've never seen them before tonight. they kept thanking the crowd for being so patient with them; i guess the manson crowds have been giving them shit, ...
Posted by repus on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:28:00 PST

much like the waves, up and down...

why is it that things seem so much better when they are good, but so very much worse when they are bad? what's even worse is how whenever something seems to be insignificant and small, it matters that...
Posted by repus on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 04:01:00 PST

people suck...

an un-rhetorical question to anyone that may be listening. why is it that people always want to sit at the dirty tables in any restaurant i've ever worked at? the place could be completely empty, but ...
Posted by repus on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 08:47:00 PST

silent lucidity...

for a couple of hours last night, i watched you sleep. aside from your natural beauty, you looked so peaceful and content; i couldn't keep my eyes off you. the more i observed your facial expressions ...
Posted by repus on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:33:00 PST

...yadot gab ym elots tihs fo eceip sselkcid emos

some dickless piece of shit stole my bag today... at the beach while i was surfing. i lost my phone, wallet with all my forms of id, including my SScard, TXdl and HIid, plus all of the important medic...
Posted by repus on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 02:40:00 PST

body parts and algorithms...

hey kiddies, i would like a little of your assistance for a shits-n-giggles project. i have written the intro and outro of a short story, possibly multiple. what i would like from you is ideas for the...
Posted by repus on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 04:50:00 PST

productivity...

yesterday was the most productive day i've had in a very long time. let's see..., i woke up and found my lesbian roommates something danky. went over to mikey's and got stoneder. we walked to the stor...
Posted by repus on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 06:47:00 PST

drying out...

My insomnia is really fucking with me right now. After more than 10 years of daily drinking, I have decided to take a break for at least a month. I haven't gone more than 3 days without drinking at l...
Posted by repus on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 03:42:00 PST