Paradise Lost

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.... YES, I KNOW I AM THE FEMALE VERSION OF VILLE VALO, I HAVE HEARD IT BEFORE AND AM LIKELY TO HEAR IT AGAIN, AND NO, IT DOES NOT OFFEND ME... IT IS AN HONOR.
BY THE WAY, DON'T FUCKING SPAM MY COMMENT BOX OR EMAIL, IT IS JUST PLAIN ANNOYING AND I AM ABOUT TO DELETE A LOT OF YOU FUCKERS JUST FOR THAT
ANOTHER THING, DON'T IM OR EMAIL ME JUST TO GET INTO MY PANTS .... YOU WON'T GET ANYWHERE WITH ME AND ONLY PISS ME OFF.
Wouldn't you all love to know about me.... yes I would too if I weren't myself. I give everyone the same expectations as I do myself, which are not easy to meet. However, it is not the difficulty of what I request, rather the lack of it's existence all together in today's society. I merely ask for honesty, intelligence, humor, love of life and all of its pitfalls and glory. I ask for no drama, no biggots, no racism, no sexism, and above all else, I really require any and all persons that I associate with to have some form of humanity and lack of apathy, because inhumanity, narccissism, materialism, discrimination, ignorance and apathy seem to run rampant in society. It disgusts me.
**CATT AND I AT THE MINT
I require respect, Humanity at its best is both a vivid soul full of life, but also a soul with its own torments and tumultuous experiences that have bruised their hearts. One that has delt with both the best and worst that life has to offer may indeed be a bit more cynical and jaded than the rest, but to see their passion and sensitivity to humanity alone is worth my time far more than the average person that merely loves life because it has primarily been placid with them. Hardship proves to expand the human soul beyond those sheltered within comfort. ... and I have a certain attraction to that aspect of ones soul...
I am known to be rude, crude, blunt, tactless. I do not find it neccessary to lie to the weak for their benefit, it is a waste of my time. I will not propogate the "ignorance is bliss" saying. I am sorry. I sugar coat nothing in my conversations and interactions with others... there is no need to. If you can not handle the truth in life... do not speak to me. You will find me an asshole. Then 20 years down the road know that I am right... well... if your mental clarity has come to being that is. I am not an egotist, quite the opposite, I am very humble. I find myself merely the same as any other human being no better... no worse. We all have our problems, and our own ideosyncrasies... that is what makes each of us slightly different from anyone else. I place a high importance on being truthful to those that you choose to associate yourself with.
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I am a hopeless romantic, though I am not naive. I am forever wearing my heart on my sleeve because I believe life is far too short to limit yourself from the expanse of human emotions. I tend to give everything... but expect everything in return. I fall hard and fast, however if I am hurt, I may fall, but I will be damned if I let you know... and I move on as quickly as possible. No need to waste emotions or time on someone who doesn't give two shits about me. .. it just doesn't make sense. I suppose you can call it the "easy come, easy go" way of thinking, however there are a few that have seemed to slip past that little rule with me... and you know who you are. I am like a cadburry egg as my friends tell me: "hard on the outside, soft on the inside." haha. so true... but if you tell anyone, I will be forced to kill you. =D
If you ever wish to obtain my attention, I assure you that flattery will only hold my interest as long as it takes to hear the words from your mouth or read the writing, it never lasts longer ... trust me, it is no importance to me if you find me attractive I HAVE A FIANCE AND A BABY ON THE WAY, and I WILL NOT STRAY FROM MY FIDELITY TO MY LOVE. PERIOD.
Don't ever speak to me with disrespect or like a whore especially if you do not know me... It tends to piss me off immensely and has no positive effects.
I will not lie to you, not even to spare your feelings, so if I say something to you, I mean it, because I never say something for the benefit of others... I do not care enough to spare anyone's feelings, because I would rather know the truth of matters rather than be lied to and be happier... and so I relate the same way with others. So be careful... I can be an asshole. The truth hurts... and I am the messenger for the most part... entreat if you so dare.