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gretchen

what comes is better than what came before

About Me

* like yoko and friedrich: YES
* burning inside / just a-yearning inside / the fire of life
* really excited much of the time
* almost impossibly devoted to/in love with my friends, but probably the worst correspondent of all time (and properly ashamed of this vice)
* ready for the now, for the imminent, for the heat to arrive. ready to be shown something and to meet it and match it and bow to it and then destroy it and see what is left worth keeping.
* but really, more than absolutely anything else right at this moment, i want to be tubing.

My Interests

I HAVE 11 INTERESTS:
* iced green tea, sweet apricots picked fresh from the tree
* the sun again, the birds, the windows open
* cold porchin' with my vanya vo
* the ecstatic moment (and learning to live with its denouement)
* found things
* things-for-themselves
* record/book/thrift shopping
* running
* music & music & music & music
* loving los angeles before i leave
* biographies yet unwritten

I'd like to meet:

* beautiful monsters
* america
* someone who will dub the entire conet project recordings for me
* (who even says "dub" anymore? i want to meet that person, too.)

Music:

* mythical beast
* growing
* liars
* built to spill
* myra lee
* that "revival" song that's constantly on morning becomes eclectic
* the found sounds used by cocorosie are pretty much perfect
* drone drone drone -- please be live and please be drone
* living room jams late at night after the kids have gone home (peel away the mask, let the muscles relax)
* the highway as instrument

Movies:

folks haggling over the price of potatoes and alpaca hats at the farmers' market
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real horses and actual birds and the way they move through the world

Television:

* marea koetje
* molly zuckerman
* sarah utter
* anna oxygen
* wynne greenwood
* william eggleston

Books:

liner notes and program descriptions and titles picked at random from the stacks and stacks beside the bed (the luxury of dormant matriculation)

Heroes:

they (we) are ready, but we (they) are slow

My Blog

growing

i'm listening to growing and remembering what the earth feels like, heavy and turning and struggling against its sun. m left today. we drove together to the airport and mentioned her departure only ...
Posted by gretchen on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:43:00 PST

funny thing with blood

i return from san diego, late and exhausted, too tired to give anything of myself but so ready to receive something from the ether. i think i can feel it like an electrified wave, moving through the a...
Posted by gretchen on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:07:00 PST

the music of a million hydrogen bombs

The Santa Anas have arrived, licking through valleys and across plateaus with a swollen and dry tongue.  It is the season of nosebleeds and headaches, the time of year when my voice becomes deep ...
Posted by gretchen on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:33:00 PST

when student becomes master

after four (five?) years in the los angeles metropolitan area, today hosted my first pseudo-celebrity sighting.  everyone who comes to visit me in this parched land where the sun hangs like a blo...
Posted by gretchen on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:43:00 PST

beautiful things

if it should come to pass that i am kidnapped by a team of hooligans and, eventually, maybe years later, my body is recovered breathing and sentient, i figure there will be three ways that you might a...
Posted by gretchen on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:13:00 PST

one billion tastes and tunes

well after midnight and i am as awake as i have been in months. on a whim, i decided about an hour ago to show my roommate's schwinn the night, so now i am tooling around claremont and its sister cit...
Posted by gretchen on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:59:00 PST

the eel

i am almost ready to tell the story of the eel. soon.
Posted by gretchen on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:03:00 PST

industry

last night, something so strange. there is a place along the 210 freeway where los angeles county conspicuously concedes a limit to its sovereignty and, through expanses of undeveloped land, the road...
Posted by gretchen on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 01:54:00 PST

why i suddenly want to have copious amounts of sex with shaun white

because i love a witty burner.  (or, if "witty" isn't quite fitting, i at least adore a grassed-out renard rouge who glamorizes and anthropomorphizes the fauna of the world as much as i do.) ...
Posted by gretchen on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:29:00 PST

the simultaneity of stillness and vibration

it's ojos rojos on repeat -- deep under the surface of the ear where soundwaves hit hours ago but vibrate still -- as we traverse cold washington hunting land dappled with rain and half light across t...
Posted by gretchen on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 04:08:00 PST