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Niabi Caldwell

burning in water drowning in flame

About Me

had I reached my goal, my ecstasy would have been all softness, a case of internal combustion of which she would hardly have felt the heat, even if she were wide awake. But I still hoped she might gradually be ungulfed in a completeness of stupor that would allow me to taste more than a glimmer of her. and so, in between tentative approximations, with a confusion of perception metamorphosing her into eyespots of moonlight or a fluffy flowering bush, I would dream I regained consciousness, dream I lay in wait.

My Interests

I'm very interested - indie films and filmaking, fashion and kitties, vintage motorcycles and lambretta scooters, music making and the poetry that flows from that process.

I'd like to meet:

filmakers, producers, film festivals, fashion designers, musicians.... people who are making and doing and creating and inspiring.

Music:

The click of fire, love sighs, trains, embrace, motor.

Movies:

essentually I love art films, foreign and indie films. this is the short list:The Legend of Billy Jean, House of Yes, I am curious (yellow), Man on a train, Movern Callar, Secretary, The Professional, Girl on a bridge, E.T., Nadja, Ma ve en rose, Eternal Sunshine, Gone with the wind, Roman holiday, Amelie, The usual suspects, Donnie Darko, Labyrinth, Fallen Angels (and all films of Wong kar wai), A woman is a woman (and all films by Godard), Wild at heart (and all Lynch films).I also like kooky documentaries like: Hands on a hard body, and Dancing outlaw I and II, Spellbound, Devils Playground etc.

Television:

netflix!

Books:

Bukowski, e.e. cummings, anais nin, Henry Miller, Rainer Maria Rilke

Heroes:

Franz Marc. "Everything has appearance and essence, shell and kernel, mask and truth. What does it say against the inward determination of things that we finger the shell without reaching the kernel, that we live with appearance instead of perceiving the essence, that the mask of things so blinds us that we cannot find the truth?"
Hal Hartly "all pain is desire."
e.e. Cummings i will wade out till my thighs are steeped in burning flowers I will take the sun into my mouth and leap into the ripe air Alive with closed eyes to dash against the darkness in the sleeping curves of my body Shall enter fingers of smooth mastery with chasteness of sea-girls Will I complete the mystery of my flesh I will rise After a thousand years lipping flowers And set my teeth in the silver of the moon
Pat Benetar "we belong to the night we belong to the thunder..."
Rainer Maria Rilke "...the patience within yourself to endure, and enough innocence to have faith."
Charles Eames "(to find) uncommon beauty in common things"
tao te ching "those who know don't talk. those who talk don't know. Close your mouth, block off your senses, blunt your sharpness, untie your knots, soften your glare, settle your dust. This is the primal identity."
Quentin Crisp "neither look forward where there is doubt nor backwards where there is regret"

My Blog

A note about comments...

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Posted by Niabi Caldwell on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 11:15:00 PST