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I'm a fairly emotional person. I hold my friends and family close to my heart. I love to dress up. I love retro glamour. I love to dance. I have a pretty boy obsession. I like my men feminine.

(BrianMolko Obsession).
I have my heart on my sleeve and glitter in my eyes. I am full of hopes and dreams, I take my soul with me every step of the way. I want to go places. I am determined and strong willed. Passionate and fiery, loving and kind. Placebo Obsessed.

Easily infatuated. Pretty Boy Addicted. Picky and thoughtful. I throw caution to the wind and thrive on spontanaity. Creative and artistic. Acting is my passion. So much love to give. Always wanting something more. Lost in a haze. Enwrapped in the unknown. Forever searching. Pin-up Couture. Sparkles and fairytales. I am Lissy. <3 xxx
I Am Doll Parts.
I Am Doll Eyes Doll Mouth, Doll Legs.
I Am Doll Arms, Big Veins, Dog Bait.

"There's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst..."
I want to live in a land where social conformity doesn't take over, where sexuality is fluid and where people can be who they want to be without fear of rejection.I want to reach all of my goals and ambitions. I want to lose my inhabitions but keep my pride. Ijustwantaneasylife.

I want so many things but I try to strive for each and every one of them. To get somewhere in life I believe you need to work for it sometimes, although i also believe in fate and if its meant to be it will be. Sometimes however I believe we should take fate into our own hands. I'm ever so impatient but it is true that sometimes patience is a virtue. Everyone wants something, but when you get what you want, it's not always what you wanted..But we learn from these things and shouldn't live in regret of what could have been but live in hope of what could be.
"I resist my temptation in order to feel I am free" - taken from 'my legendary girlfriend' by Mike Gayle.
My friends and family are what keep me going at the best of times, I love and adore each and every one of them, words couldn't even start to express how much I appreciate, love and need them.

I like body art, this is my tattoo:
I adore dancing and letting myself free and being me. I love clubbing & travelling. I want to delve inside the:-
Atmosphere.
Dancing.
Beauty.
Attraction.
Lust.
Music.
- Everything.

Letmedrowninsidethismomentforever.
::I REGRET:: I regret regretting things, I believe you should learn from things, and move on.
"Don't let your past dictate your future but let it be a part of who you become."
::WISHES:: For someone to always be there to save and love me.
::I LOVE:: Feeling happy and forfilled. Affection. Customised clothes. Unique styles & creative artistic styles. Inspiration.
I absolutely adore, admire & lust after feminine pretty boys and strong independant beautiful girls.
::I HATE:: Feeling helpless/not knowing what to do with myself, cliqueyness, feeling lonely/left out. Missing out on things. When people are distant. When I have trouble forfilling and finding myself.
::I SEARCH:: For inspiration wherever I go.

Teddies make me feel secure.
Obsessions taunt me.
Infatuations are inevitable.
Miracles are magical.
I believe in self respect and consideracy of others as well as myself.

I'll play your game. Just pull me under.

I truly respect and love those closest to me. I can't stand one sided relationships. I need more than I can give. I'm not always as strong as I'd like to be.

I let you in under my skin.

People have their good and bad points. Both are important to me. They are what make people whole. Perfection lies within the eye of the beholder. You can't define whats perfect and what isn't. It's the beauty of attraction.
I try to be open-minded but I'm also a hypocrypt at times.
I'm opinionated and strong-willed but open to new suggestions.
There are times when I can be a social butterfly & truly feel myself, but there are also times where I wilt away and can't find the confidence to be myself.
I'm passionate about so many things, I get excited about trivial things as well as more important things - just like a kid. I can be meture and immature but I try to keep a balance.
I like to have fun and go crazy but I also have a need for serious meture conversation about what really matters.
I'm expressive and I'm very aware of my surroundings.
I'm vein, and I believe vanity is a good thing to an extent...I care about the way I look and how others percieve me but I also care about the way I percieve myself, if I feel I look good then I feel happier in myself.I'm insecure but I'm also self confident at times.

My Interests

Acting, Romance, The New Romantics, Decadence, Extravagence, Cute Stuff, Wine, RosÃ©, Cherries, Strawberries, Fruit, Tea Partys, Sea, Picnics, Long Walks, Fresh Air, History, The Victoria Era, Big Hair, Hairspray, Piano, Hair pieces, Extroverts, Introverts, Music, Gigs, Glam rock, Pretty Boys, Glitter, Sexy girls, Ebay, Dressing up, Creativity, MAC, Cabaret, Makeup, Pin-up couture, Pinup models, Modelling, Rockabilly, 1940/50s era, Little shop of horrors, Rocky horror show, Hedwig&the angry inch, Scarlet Diva, Retro/Vintage Fasion, Self-expression, Charisma, Expression, Desire, Affection, Bags, Shoes, Velvet Goldmine, Party Monster, Plays, Writing, Love, Friends, Family, Theatre, Musicals, Debauchery, Dancing, Singing, Spontanity, Independance, London, Stay Beautiful, The Dev, Camden, Hampstead Heath, Glam-ou-rama, Sin City, Discord, Bierkellor, Shopping, Primark, Money, Passion, Beauty, Freedom, Flamboyance, Opportunities, Erotica, Show girls, Burlesque, Living in the moment, Life itself, Love, Placebo, Brian Molko, Asia Argento, Angelina Jolie, Marilyn Monroe, Dita Von Teese, Bettie Page, Performing, Happiness, Sensuality, Sexuality, Walking, Parks, Elegance, Sophistication, Grace, Coyness, Nancy boys, Vivienne Westwood, Beauty, Glitter, Lingerie, Corsets, Bows, Suspenders, Designers, Fasion shows, Americas Next Top Model, Optimism, Platforms, Talent, Fake eyelashes, High heels, Glamour&glitz, Partys, Clubbing, Drinking, Pubbing, Leopard print, Faux fur, Charity Shops, Health, Second Hand retro shops, Mystique, Suprises, Requited Love, Directing, Amateur theatre groups, Bisexuality, Seduction, Gigs, Clubbing, Kisses&snuggles, Meeting new people, Intrigue, Photos, Countryside, My dog Buddy, Dog walking, Forests, Nature, Holidays, Adventures, Presents, Travelling, Inspiration, Feeling content, Confidence, Books(reading), etc. <3
I like to love, I love to be loved.
I like affection, I need expression.
I love foreign culture, especially German, Italian and French.
My amibition is to be an actress on stage or to appear in films...I want to direct one day as well, and maybe write a novel or film script.
It's just infatuation.
I'm obsessed with beauty. I'm obsessed with inner and outer beauty and the beauty in scenery..in nature...in music...in all sorts.
~ Clingtome, for we're creatures of the wind. Loveme. Love me. Letmeflyawaywithyou. For my love is like the wind. Saveme. Wild is the wind. ~
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I'd like to meet:

I've already met some of the most special friends I'll ever make. I love meeting new people aswell..well depending on the moment/mood but usually I'm quite happy too.
I'd specifically like to meet passionate expressive people. Or calm caring kind people. Affectionate people. People that give as much as they take. Independant people. People i can rely on. Flamboyant people.

Otherwise Brian Molko would be exceptional =D.
Asia Argento and Angelina Jolie would also be amazing to meet =).
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Music:

PLACEBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hole, Marilyn Manson, The Dresdon Dolls, The Distillers, No Doubt, Morrisey, The yeah yeah yeah's, Cyndi Lauper, Jack off Jill, Blondie, Garbage, Queen Adreena, The Cure. Crystal Castles. Turbowolf. Combichrist. Icon of coil. Code 64. Smashing Pumpkins. David Bowie. Suede. Shiny toy guns. Mansun. Shiny toy guns. Lovage. Manic street preachers. Backyard Babies. Buck cherry. Zico chain. Hinder. Dragonette. Kylie Minogue. Fischerspooner. Nina Simone. Tori Amos. YELLE. AFI, BT, The Buzzcocks,Dead or Alive, Felix Da Housecat, Goldfrapp, The Gossip, INXS, Janes Addiction, King Adora,Ladytron, Le Tigre, Manic Street Preachers,lovage, portishead, Robyn, Massive Attack, Miss Kittin, Motley Crew, Aural Vampire, VNV nation, Biff Naked, Bjork, The Clash, Devision, Fictional, Fischerspooner, Gwen Stefani, Kill Hannah, Muse, Motoboy, Mansun, New young pony club, Porcelian and the tramps, Scissor sisters, Royksopp, Stone Sour, Billy Talent, Trash Palace, Velvet Revolver, Wolfsheim, Zeromancer, TREX, Rachel Stamp, Ladytron, Freezepop, New Order, Nine Inch Nails, IAMX, No Doubt, Peaches, The Pixies, REM, Rob Zombie, Scarling, The Smiths, Stacey Q, Suede,Timo Mass, The knife, matinee club, Thom yorke, Sneaker pimps, Tiger Army, Trash Palace, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Adam & The Ants, Bow wow wow, Air, Aphex Twin, and the list goes on...!
I like alot of other bands too, but there are too many to name! I'm very open-minded. My all time favourite band in the entire universe is Placebo. <3 <3 <3. I adore them so so much! 'Its just infatuation.'

Movies:

Velvet Goldmine,
Gia
Rocky Horror Show
Red Dragon
Sixth Sense
The Others
Sin City
Pretty woman
Hackers
Spirited Away
Hairspray
B monkey
Cabaret
The Little Shop Of Horrors
Hard Candy
The heart is deceitful above all things
Hedwig & the angry inch,
Party Monster,
City Of Angels,
Fight Club,
Scarlet Diva
Silence of the lambs
Love bites
Sweeney Todd
Marie-Antoinette
Earth Girls Are Easy
Transformers
To name but a few. Those are some of my favourites.
I like many many many films..I love mystical adventurous films, fantasy films, mythical legends, sci fi, romances, horrors, anything with Asia Argento in it =).
Etc.
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Television:

KING OF QUEENS
THAT 70'S SHOW!!!
Scrubs

Cape Wrath
Nearly Famous
JEM

<3 Sugar Rush <3

Big Brother
Fairly Odd Parents
Desperate Housewives,
Skins
The Grim Adventures Of Billy And Mandy
Brat Camp
Dismissed
Punk'd
SPACED!
The Jamie Kennedy Experiment
Footballers Wives
Documentaries - esp on 60s/70s/80s culture.
AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL!
I like trashy T.V, I also like a mixture of musical channels, cartoons, reality T.V, detective mysteries, love stories, thrillers..etc.
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Books:

*The Honest Whore by Thomas Dekker*
Cat On A Hot Tin Roof by Tennessee Williams*
*Tipping the velvet* by Sarah Walters
The Nightwatcher by Sarah Walters
*My Legendary Girlfriend - By Mike Gayle*

*Easy*
*Invisible friends - By Alan Ackybourne* *The mennyms(all versions)*
*Princess diaries(all versions)*
*The hobbit*
*The caterpillar*
And so on.
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Heroes:

RYLZ. "Music video Asia Argento directed and starred in for the italian drum and bass band RYLZ (ex Casino Royale), in 1999 just before she went on making her directorial debut Scarlet Diva. It won best video in Italy that year.":
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Brian molko...
The way he sings and speaks, his attitude, his opinions, his honesty, his intelligence...hes really metured throught the years with with his music along the way they've grown together and got so far. For being the most beautiful man I've ever laid eyes on.
My Mum..
For being so caring loving and putting up with me...so considerate and lovely and selfless..I love her so much, I don't know what I'd do without her, shes amazing.
Asia Argento..
For being the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. For being talented in every way possible, for reaching her dreams and being determined and not giving up. For being head-strong and brave, for bring an inspirational intelligent and creative person. For being someone I could fall in love with straight away.
My friends. For being inspirational and for supporting me and showing me the positive side of life. My friends for forever being there and being the most genuine people I've ever met. My friends for giving me happiness and love. I love you guys!
Marilyn Monroe.
For being an enigma. Glamorous, beautiful, classy, elegant, child-like, care-free, pure decadence.
Angelina Jolie - For being one of the rare Hollywood actresses that is out and proud about her bisexuality. For being passionate and strong willed, determined and courageous. For starring in some of the sexiest films of our time, i.e - Gia, Hackers and Foxfire. For being one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen. For being unusual and not being afraid to be herself and stand out from the crowd and be different. For standing up for what she believes in. For inspiring me to achieve all the things I want to achieve and more. For her tattoos and her gritty personality.
<3
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My Blog

I’M IN SKINS!!!! (video enclosed)

Check me out, I'm a star ;)! hehe. xxxxxx...
Posted by Alicia on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:36:00 PST

The Ark :P sexy music vid!!

Band of the moment! Look hot hot the guy is!!! Yummy. Reminds me of something out of Velvet Goldmine ...
Posted by Alicia on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:58:00 PST

University offer!!!!

I GOT INTO MIDDLESEX UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!! So fucking happy!!! I burst out crying as soon as I saw..my mum was so worried haha, I was just so so happy...so overwhelmed...I mean, only a handful of people ...
Posted by Alicia on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 08:33:00 PST

Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG. I'm going to university in London next year.Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!Fuck! Wow. Wow wow wow wow wow.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Im gonna be living and studying ...
Posted by Alicia on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:40:00 PST

Wooohooooooooo! :D

Omg I have a new job...at Ann Summers!!!!!!!! Im so excited, Im buzzing. Its gonna be such an amazing environment to work in, such fun and such interesting customers hehe :P. Omg Im just gonna love it...
Posted by Alicia on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 07:00:00 PST

Blow

WOOOO!! I just bought my tickets to Birthday Massacre and theSTART, so excited!!!! Omg Im so so excited hehe :D:D:D. Especialy about birthday massacre *swoons*. Ive never acually looked at photos of t...
Posted by Alicia on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 10:09:00 PST

The Fame. The Vanity. The Glitz. The Stories.

The bitch sacked me.Good riddance! I've had an emotional time with this job, I've had highs and some reali bad lows - it was awesome meeting some of the people but I dont think Ill be keeping in touch...
Posted by Alicia on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 05:22:00 PST

Stuff.

I have the biggest bitch of a boss in the universe. Her attitude and manner is disgusting. She is bullying me. She is highly unproffesional and has no respect for anyoen but herself. Shes arrogant and...
Posted by Alicia on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:33:00 PST

Better now..

Ok I feel a bit better now I've spoken to my sister on the phone. She calmed me down and takked me through things, about how my manager has good intentions and is training me to be proffesional...abou...
Posted by Alicia on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:38:00 PST

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am exhausted. Drained. Overwhelmed. Frustrated. Angry. Upset. I can't fucking cope with this anymore. I have been working far too much and its really getting to me now, I was coping fine at first bu...
Posted by Alicia on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 09:37:00 PST