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Patricia

the dead are thirsty through me. -P

About Me

my name is Patricia Anne Killelea. i will eat your pets. i will drink all of your wine. i do not posture. i do not care what you think. i have biases and i don't mind expressing them. i obsess about poetry, music, and washing my hands. i am a graduate student. i play keyboards. i am engaged to be wed on June 30th, 2007. i am very proud of my Navajo mixed-blooded heritage. i experience the universe subjectively. i have 3 cats and they all hate you. i don't think i have all of the answers. i am attracted to beautiful things because beautiful things die. i will pee on your pillow. i am a strong woman and i don't take shit from anyone. got it? good. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law~LIKES~: POETRY,thinking, feeling, sex, music , philosophy, literature, AUM, feminism, literary criticism (even though i hate it), writing, robert anton wilson, purple things, crowley, metaprogramming, alchemy art, art history, neuroscience, octopi, quantum physics, quantum mechanics, sacred geometry, ranch sauce,latex gloves, unicorns, esoterica, mythology, linguistics, hermeticism, beer, psilocybin, gardening, cats, guinea pigs, my friends, my family, my fiancee.~DISLIKES~: conservatives, liberals, poor grammar, poor spelling, club kids, triscuits, nail polish, gun-toting hip gangster wannabes, horseradish, animal abuse, shitty poetry, emo, junkies, weiner dogs, tequila, shifty folk, people who whine about their problems and never do anything to fix them.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

far too many to list completely. several of my favorites include: Switchblade Symphony, Rudimentary Peni, Ministry, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Resistant Culture (support Native metal!), Absu, Bethlehem, GISM, Emperor, Kreator, Carl Orff, Immortal, Xasthur, Motorhead, Therion, Bach, Leviathan, Wumpscut, Crebain, Dark Throne, Einsturzende Neubauten, Mayhem, Celtic Frost, Metal Church, Roy Orbison,The Doors, King Diamond, Black Sabbath, Bathory, and many others.i do not restrict myself within genres.

Movies:

HELLRAISER-- ALL OF THEM. Critters I & II, Evil Dead series, Predator, The City of Lost Children, Altered States, Maybe Logic, Planet of Dinosaurs, Cemetary Man, Storm of the Century, Cat Soup,Tremors I, II, and yes, even III, Alice in Wonderland, The Wall, Fantastic Planet, The Last Unicorn, Pi, Basket Case, Hard Rock Zombies, Maniac Cop 3, Wuthering Heights, Pride and Prejudice, Cannibal Holocaust, Killer Condom, Jack Waters' films, Rabid Grannies, Suspiria, The Creature from the Black Lagoon, The Corpse Vanishes, Demons and Demons II, Netherworld, Despiser, Horror Castle, The Bat, The Gore Gore Girls, Something Weird, She Devils on Wheels, The Gate, Bloody Pit of Horror, The Wizard of Gore, House of 1000 Corpses, Don't Look in the Basement!, Seven Doors of Death, Quills, The Amnityville Horror, Night of the Living Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Day of the Dead, Nightmare on Elm Street series, Leprechaun series, White Zombie, Deadly Weapons, The Granny, Raptor Island, A Taste of Blood, The Gruesome Twosome, C.H.U.D., Ravenous, Carnisaur I and II, Horrors of Spider Island, Ticks!, Snakes on a Plane. cheap horror movies esp. w/ killer, giant bugs, or bitey creatures gone bad and rampaging, 60s & 70s nudie-slasher flicks. B movies. horror. gore. drugs. sex. MANY MORE.

Television:

why, when there are so many good books?

Books:

authors/ poets: Robert Anton Wilson, Aleister Crowley, john milton, ee cummings, sylvia plath, william butler yeats, lovecraft, aleister crowley, james wright, william blake, james joyce, oscar wilde, wordsworth, anne sexton, adrienne rich, charlotte bronte, alexander pushkin, t.s. eliot, W.S. Merwin, simon ortiz, charles baudelaire, rumi, kerouac, donne, jane austen, joy harjo, jonathan swift, alexander pope, dickens, sandra mcpherson, quinton duval,defoe, shakespeare, browning [both of 'em], dante, jaquetta hawkes, nietzsche, percy b. shelly, kant, j krishnamurti, walt whitman, jim morrison, israel regardie, william s. burroughs, hunter s. thompson, wilderness survival, literary criticism, hermeticism, neuroscience, philosophy, POETRY, the occult. much much more. I READ A LOT. if you read very rarely or if you do not value words, you and i will not get along very well, in all likelihood. oh, and i dont like plato.my poetry has appeared in the following works: Produce Anthology, Seele: Undergraduate Literary Review (05), Suisun Valley Review (03,06), Suggestivision Vol. II. more to come, ok?

Heroes:

HAIL ERIS! HAIL SHIVA! HAIL BOB!

My Blog

overflow

overflow I. hiding in the man-made light,she sinks toliquid, this hour. half-full will meanhalf-emptybefore long,80 to prove, this hour. what of:5 cubes melting,always a ...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 01:13:00 PST

birds

birds The feather worldis agitated by god. Light soars inat interesting anglesno more. So the night struts in,proud of the hidden.It makes speakinga tired thing. The need ...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 11:04:00 PST

it is normal

it is normal for a woman to bleed.interpret the dark around eyes,the failure in a step.she is a student of something--living, perhaps,failure in a step.success at bleeding.  so...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 11:02:00 PST

lifeplace

lifeplace..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   surrounded on all sides by quake-shaped earth that juts and bulges,   these flatlands know better, know ...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 03:59:00 PST

my dad and vietnam after akhmatova

a world in which i never was after Akhmatova's "You will not live again" i will not ever be born. i will not write this poem. instead, a single shot in the gut of a man who never became my f...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 08:57:00 PST

a new prayer

a new prayerfearful child she holds old prayers against oncoming nighthail marys flood the corners grapplewith shadows fearsfears suckled again again made limp by holy wordsand truths are eggs lurking...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:02:00 PST

RAW meme-orial pics

February 17th, 2007: Robert Anton Wilson Meme-Orial in Santa Cruz, CAhere are a few images. most of them didn't come out because it was so dark in there. the whole event was moving, silly, and awesome...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:53:00 PST

two worlds

the marsh caught on fire this week. here is a poem about the before and after.Two Worlds night 2-5-07  if it weren't for screamingwe wouldn't have knownthough all the firein al...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:55:00 PST

a conversation with victor jara's hands

A Conversation with Victor Jara's Hands         & nbsp;         & nbsp;       ...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 11:37:00 PST

three woman blues

three woman blues I. artificial lids too vivid edge the virgin plummets II. lazurite skies cleave dull wombs omens beneath the hue II. salvia widow knee-deep quiet motion means ashes do not s...
Posted by Patricia Anne on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST