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About Me

A short video of the first moment I held Jude at the hospital.
Just a funny ass video...

...DID YOU LOOSE YOURSELF SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, DID YOU GET TO BE A STAR, DOESN'T IT MAKE YOU SAD TO KNOW THAT LIFE, IS MORE THAN WHO WE ARE--GooGooDolls...
im that chick next to you at a stoplight with music blaring from my windows and im singin along to the poetry that is pink floyd. A LIVE MUSIC JUNKIE, I FEEL MUSIC LIKE ITS BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS AND I NEED IT LIKE ITS THE FUCKIN AIR I BREATH... the 70's and 80's rawk... im probably the most passionate person you will ever meet in your life... i have a bleeding heart... im a pisces and my emotional range is so vast that i can feel sheer joy to ultimate despair... religions scare me, and holy rollers terriffy me... i think i was burned at the stake in a previous life... im brutally honest and I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT WHAT GOES AROUND, REALLY GOES AROUND... i was never the spelling bee champ (not even close, i spell it like it sounds)... wanna know me personally? bring a light of kindness and i'll let you in, naive i am, if you hurt me i cry, sound and sensitive you can have me at a handshake, pain is innate cause i wear it like the sea wear's a breeze, there's a fire inside me and it can dwindle but always burns bright, if you get close you have power over me, for i care much more about you... PS. i have retarded tendensies and for some reason or other im the most ungraceful person in the world...
THERE ARE THINGS KNOWN & THERE ARE THINGS UNKNOWN, & INBETWEEN THERE ARE DOORS -morrisonlayout from starboo.com

My Interests

MY SON JUDE:: candles:: fire:: stars:: writing:: poetry:: hugs:: airkisses:: reading:: books:: singing:: acoustic guitars:: photography:: pictures:: nudity:: tasty boiled peanuts:: movies:: being man handled:: going to shows:: starbucks:: sushi:: sugar free redbull:: red wine:: alcohol (JD):: applejax:: the friends i adore:: what thee imperial use to be:: romance:: day dreaming:: wishes:: coi fish:: elephants:: swimming:: the beach:: yard knomes:: art:: travel:: the world:: free:: flying:: falling:: racing:: getting high:: hold me:: love me:: beat me:: MaKe Me FeEl::

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I'd like to meet:

MY SOULMATES: TREY PARKER & MATT STONE...

Music:

um' this topic is rather vast, so i will just say that i was born in the wrong generation and the music that appeals to me most, and i say most cause all music appeals to me but, im influenced more by the 70's 80's era... and if you know me you already know this (im a tree huggin hippi)...

YES THERE ARE TWO PATHS WE CAN GO BY BUT IN THE LONG RUN, THERES STILL TIME TO CHANGE THE ROAD YOUR ON--Zeppelin...

Movies:

in no particular order---- ALMOST FAMOUS:: THE BOONDOCK SAINTS:: LOVE ACTUALLY:: across the universe:: THE DOORS:: all the brat pack movies:: everything will ferrell:: everything john cusack:: the Legend of BillieJean:: everything adam sandler:: everything musical:: anything QUENTIN TARANTINO touches:: everything ben stiller:: the lost boys:: EVERYTHING MAFIA:: every muppet movie ever made:: DPS:: WILLOW:: royal tennenbaums...

Television:

LOST:: PRISON BREAK:: HEROES:: law & orders:: american idol:: americas best dance crew:: next top model:: project runway:: planet earth:: top chef:: hells kitchen:: basically anything on Comedy Central

Books:

GREAT EXPECTATIONS by Charles Dickens... OH, THE PLACES YOU'LL GO by Dr. Seuss, but they're all great and i collect them... THE LOVELY BONES by Alice Seabold, this book is sooOOoo poetic and will make you feel more than you ever thought possible... and any and all of Anne Rice's books...

Heroes:

...EMANCIPATE YOURSELF FROM MENTAL SLAVERY, NONE BUT OURSELVES CAN FREE OUR MINDS--marley

My Blog

thoughts on the presidential election & the current state of the world by Eric Jenkins

President Bush has admitted to The Times that his gun-slinging rhetoric made the world believe that he was a "guy really anxious for war" in Iraq. He said that his aim now was to leave his successor ...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 12:40:00 PST

a matter of time

pondering, trying to get to the core of myself & understand my inability to say no to someone who is completely not good for me. i am referring to bobby. i said it. not that its hard to say or tal...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:50:00 PST

home? (an old poem of mine i thought i'd bring back)

can you stop memy heart breaksim not bakin a cakeim takin out the trash cause its sundaybut i gotta gosomewhere right nowtoo fast slow downwant another fill me upwhatcha drinkin me babycrawlin under t...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 02:48:00 PST

a lil’ recap of 2007

so much joy & so much pain, so who am i to complain... was my year grand? hmm, i would have to say the birth of my son was mos def the highlight of my life. tho the trials i went thru during my pr...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 01:54:00 PST

when the stars are out

when the stars are out... im such a clichea complete vagei feel weaki feel... alone. i wrap my arms around my sonhold himmake him feel safeloved where are the arms i so long forto hold me & wrap m...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:21:00 PST

a love undefined

i'll never fight over you, dont need to, why cant they seeim the fruit on the limbs of your magnificent tree but they'll never stop trying to spend time in your shade& you like the attention so i ...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:26:00 PST

to my friends...

i have been thinking a lot about how when one thing in your life changes so do the people around you... people who were good friends before i became an expectant mom have become more aquaintances (not...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 09:15:00 PST

ME

i am me, but that doesnt mean i know exactly who i am all the time or what i want all the time... you see, things change in our lives on a pretty regular basis, & feelings change, perspective chan...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Mon, 14 May 2007 09:57:00 PST

DO IT FOR ME NOW

I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roarIt seeps through the hall and from under the doorLike the shit that was saidI can't take it that wellI give and I give and I give and I give and I'm stil...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:45:00 PST

TAROT

You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All log...
Posted by ThE dOoRs on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 11:38:00 PST