Jerrad - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am a delusional fool seeking like minded souls in this world, if you were to say I am angry, bitter, jaded, sociopathic, abnormal, and weird you would be right. If you were to also say I am kind, thoughtful, compassionate, caring, heart wearing on my sleeve, sappy pushover that would also be true. I like the sublime, the bizarre, the unkempt, the unique and all around those who seek to topple the views and norms of society either brick by brick or pebble by pebble, every little bit counts. We should all relish in our own dementia and enjoy the insanity of others instead of conforming them to the perspective which would better suit our needs, so if any of this inane blather is interesting read further, if not feel free to go where your heart fancies . . .

My Heart Beats

My Interests

..I love to travel so far Ive been all over Mexico its an awesome country with a very deep, rich and romantic culture. I have also traveled to Costa Rica, Spain, Africa, Ireland, France,the U.K., Canada, Australia each place special and beautiful in so many different ways.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Dont cry for my cause I'll find my way, You'll wake up some day.....

Movies:

Garden State - Moulin Rouge - American Beauty - Labrynth - Dark Crystal - Mean Girls - 50 First Dates (hey ya gotta luv drew =)... and lots more

Television:

Desperate Housewives addict here =) Star Trek TNG & VOYAGER

My Blog

Real Eyes Realize Real Lies

It's hard to explain, inherently it's just always been strange. Neither here nor there, always somewhat out of place everywhere...ambiguous. Without a sense of belonging to touch somewher...
Posted by Jerrad on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:35:00 PST

What love can do...

I wanted a lover to show me the way love goes, to know what it felt like, to let something take control to live the expression: I'm head over heels this time, unafraid to be open and thinking I'd be j...
Posted by Jerrad on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:30:00 PST

I still believe...

Yes, I've been bruised, grew up confused, been destitute, I've seen life from many sides, been stigmatized, been black and white, felt inferior inside, until my saving grace shined on me. Giving me p...
Posted by Jerrad on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:20:00 PST

When can I rest?

I was a wayward child with the weight of the world that I held deep inside. Life was a winding road and I learned many things little ones shouldn't know. But I closed my eyes, steadied my feet o...
Posted by Jerrad on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:18:00 PST

Hello!!! Hello!!!

Hello!!! Hello!!!Does it ever feel like no one is with you, no one sees it your way, everyone's against you, but it's your life, gotta keep the faith hold your vision you will find your way. I may no...
Posted by Jerrad on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:37:00 PST

No More Complaining by Mila J

He done let me down a again Thats odd Always hurting me He dont never stop Must be something wrong with me Im lost Cause I cant quit letting him in my heart How many times am I gonna let him apologiz...
Posted by Jerrad on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 09:36:00 PST

~The Great Below ~

My world has faded. I've lost so much. I wanted to keep falling into it all. Wanting to think I had it all. To hide my horrors. My friends have removed their hands so I fall in deeper. N...
Posted by Jerrad on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:22:00 PST

If only these were confessions on a dancefloor...

X your confessions [ ] I am bisexual. [x] I am homosexual. [x] I've run away from home. [ ] I listen to political music. [ ] I collect(ed) comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm sad. [x] I open ...
Posted by Jerrad on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 04:25:00 PST