Max

What an incredible contradiction is love. We feel, we share , we choose, and we select but yet we loose. Yet when once we have something and enjoy it more than anything, the loss of it is profoundly difficult. I once loved, and loved with an intense passion, despite the fact that he whom I loved will no longer accept it, yet it seems the boi I loved almost 3 yrs ago , and was with for three years prior, has finally died. I dont know who he is anymore, and have been left with but memories of what was, and what will never be again. When I came out of a 3 yr relationship that could be described with a great number of various and conflicting adjectives, but on the whole you could say it was one of the most valuable learning experiences of my short existence. I often offfend people but I learned to keep the truth out besides I hate those who portrait themselves as victims when they should reflected on their past and what they done to others and only seem to find fault in their past experiences and others. To me impressing upon people a certain image of myself is not of any importance at all, rather it is that I am who I am , how ever over complicated and contradiction my life I'm a real good Scorpio and a Latin dude from Stockton, California looking to meet guys from around the area to hang out with. Love dancing, clubbing, watching movies, and sometiems just staying home watchign tv or chatting online. Have been very fortunate to have the opportunity to be in 49countries, is been the most valuable experience of my life. Having had the opportunity to see the world first hand is been the best education I have ever had, no book can ever teach me what my eyes have seen, what my hands had touch and what is feels to be right nex t to a historical monument, like The Pyramids of Giza, The Roman Colisseum, The Great Wall of China, Teotihuacan or the Iguazzu Falls in Brazil, or to walk over the Sydney Bridge, or been inside of the St Peter Basilica in Rome. I Love to take pictures my collections has over 9600 pictures from all the places and people I have met in my life. July 2005 went to Washington DC for the second time and got to see city what I missed in 98, plus meet the nicest Russian boi ( Vadim P ) , On Labor Day Weekend my best two friends David and Raul and of course myself suffered the consequences of Huracan Katrina cancellling our visit to New Orleans and returning to DC just in time for the hottest foam party ever (Sept )5). In September 2005 I went back to Italy and saw Venice, Florence, Rome, and Pisa but also visited Bologna, Aprilia, Milan and Perugia for the first time and also arrived in Portugal to see Lisbon, Sintra, and Fatima. Not to mention I saw the Golden Gate Bridge of Lisbon, flew over Paris and got a great pics of the Eiffel Tower from the air. I went to San Juan Puert Rico (Nov 05) and came back fascinated with the beautiful island and its people (Daniel McDonald). November was excellent I got what money can never bougt a surprise birthday party (Thanks David and Raul it was something to remember for life and best of all I never expected (Clint you did a good job making me give you a city tour) , and of course Halloween 2005 was hotttttt . To end the year 2005 and start 2006 I came to Puerto Vallarta Jalisco, Mexico with some friends, it was the best New Years Weekend ever, not to mention I met and hang out with the son of the governor of Nayarit, and did parasaling for the first timeDo you ever question your life? do you ever wonder why? Do you ever see in your dreams the castles in the sky?... Im just Stocktonsweet.....but I can bite you If you provoke me so be careful if you mess with me in a bad way because I will get you sooner or later. Disappointments are like thunder waves that could even rock a smooth sailing vessel,they are like road humps,they slow us down a bit but we do enjoy the smooth roads afterwards-just dont stay on the humps too long- MOVE ON! Most of the times we felt down weary because we dont get what we want but I have learned hat we just need to sit tight and relax because God is thinking of something better to give us.When something happen to us, good or bad consider what it means... theres a purpose to lifes events.It teaches us how to laugh more OR not to cry too hard. After all time is the only real gift in your life. How you spent it it is the important. I like to see places and meet people every, after all there is always something new to learn is an never-end journey. I'm not sure what I'm looking for, but I'll know when I find it. I'm outgoing, easy to get along with, and very laid back. It takes A LOT to upset me, really. I smoke, I drink, and on RARE occasions. The question of whether life is fair or not often crossed unto each and every thought of each and everyone of us,though it may differ the way we perceive it and affects us at different levels yet there is only one thing that awaits ahead of us if we let our selves get drawn by such kind of perception-"bitterness" definitely will lead our lives astray.