............HURT |
Mashed together like a painters colors on an isle and food on a young one's plate... my feelings, thought, wants and hates are made into confusion.... how can I live for so long thinking this way, fee...
Posted by Antonio on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 01:37:00 PST |
i f...ed up |
I thought I did the right thing..... I hate selfishness but was I selfish. I can't believe I out of all people could of scar people so deeply.... I messed up so badly... I got out now I..m lost. I fee...
Posted by Antonio on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:21:00 PST |
.....selfishness............ |
Is it discomfort I feel? Or distance......... if I remove myself am I acting hasty... or is this what they want.... iono I..m trying and trying but I..m tired do bending to support the habits of brat....
Posted by Antonio on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 12:31:00 PST |
just a thought |
Just a thoughtCurrent mood: depressedThis place causes deceit among us all ... it shows the true colors of our heart.... the actual blueprint of our thoughts... the cruelty of our ways... the hypocrit...
Posted by Antonio on Wed, 24 May 2006 09:46:00 PST |
Decisions |
Decisions.... decisions why so hard.My spirit is crying, "How long in the dark am I waiting"Loving you makes my heart burn, how much can I give... how long will it take.All this for one night, a choic...
Posted by Antonio on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 04:39:00 PST |
Can I...? |
Can I? Can I ever show you the love you need? Oh wait you have that already......Well can I heal the hurt that I might have caused... oh man someone's already done that...So maybe I can help you work ...
Posted by Antonio on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 07:23:00 PST |
Tired |
I'm Tired I 'm tired of sacrificing, and you give nothing but disappointment. I'm tired of giving love and only receive when I give you something. I'm tired of putting things on the line and you wa...
Posted by Antonio on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:27:00 PST |
Rest In Love |
What will come of this? When I'm able to breathe with not a care in the worldWhen I can satisfy you and ways only I can and that is enoughWhen I realize who I am in GodWhen I realize who really loves...
Posted by Antonio on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:53:00 PST |
