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K-Joy is love &lt;3

It's simple. Our journey is meant to be traveled from within. ***EVOLVE***

About Me

" DREAM THEN PROCEED, THE LIFE YOU WISH TO GRAB AHOLD OF."Myspace Backgrounds
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I learn through Life’s experiences. Doesn't everyone? Or do you continue to make the same mistakes, wondering why do I travel different paths and reach the same destination- life is everything and more then what we see. My childhood taught me to mother my mother and myself. Seeing white powder on peoples noses was as normal to me as seeing my own white powder from eating a donut. Of course the difference is obvious. All before the age of 9 I lived in 19 homes including a Car and at one point My only shelter was my moms arms. At the time that was all I needed and wanted. I wouldn't change my past for the world. I am a strong person, because of it. It's made me wise and aware in many ways. By the way I’m a procrastinolic. That’s a procrastinator and an alcoholic. I'm proud of neither of them, but soon enough I will kick them both to the curb. Let's see... I can't stand people who make fun of people or put people down. It breaks my heart. God did not create life so we can make others feel pain. He created life so we may Love one another. It's interesting how we can have an effect on other peoples moods. A simple smile to a complete stranger can be uplifting and maybe even the highlight of their day. At least it has been for me. So I often smile at strangers and silently say a prayer for them. I love God and believe in God, but I'm not religious more spiritual. I believe we are spiritual beings having a human being experience. I believe in standing up for what I believe in. I also feel that people who use curse words sound like trash, however I can't seem to fucking stop. I'm writing a book called Come For A Joy Ride.. You should buy it! It's going to be Great, but don't ask when I will be finished. I am procrastinator remember!!! We create our own happiness.. I often say stupid things just to make people laugh. I love to read. I love creativity. I love to dream and love everything about them. Our imagination is everything. I imagine a world of green bears jumping on your roof tops eating clear gummie bears. Joking. Peace is the way for intellectuals. War is the way for the ignorant. Why create war and hate, When you have a chance to create peace and love.. I sometimes feel people are robotic and need to be free thinkers. Think for your self. Live for your self. Live YOUR life.. I have a problem with authority. I don't need some power tripping control freak to tell me how to live my life. God gave us free will. I am human and make mistakes, but I learn. Anything else you want to know.. just ask =) Peace and LoveI do Believe in Love,Peace and Joy. Promoting Happiness. Intrigued by Discovering more about myself through My Spirituality. I DESIRE to to be A good person. Like Everyone Though I am human And we all Have Two Sides. I have my Wild side. Ever since I was little I have been Called The Wild Child. Not just Because I prefer being BareFoot compared to Wearing shoes, Or Because Of the fact I have curly hair, and Enjoy hugging tree's or Being A fairy Or root for halloween. LOL.. But Because, I Have a side that Likes to Play my own rules. A sense of freedom and Strength. Only, I am realizing who has the strength and freedom. Alcohol use to have All the Strength. I have tooken some back Though. And wish to eventually, Have all the srength back. I'm almost there. That's why I can taste My freedom. Weakness lacks strength, TRY HARDER AND BELIEVE! I am often weak, because I don't try. A procrastinator... Not good... I often forget to call my friends and tell them how much I love them. Or how much I admire all of them In their own way.. I LOVE YOU GUYS! Another downfall of mine, I ask people to keep our planet clean, But do I pick up trash at least 15 minutes a day..? Not Everyday! Yet some people do it everyday. Some for money, for food and water. Or substance of their choice. Yeah they do it for survial AND for them selves... A way of life. Am I ungrateful? Or is it good to notice these things I can change..Hmmm.. I say another thought to take into considereration. UMMM I like Hemp.. =)
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So whats the deal with the Big Dipper you ask? It's kind of a cool story actually, Part of my heritage is Native American. The Blackfoot tribe, and I actually have freckles in the shape of the Big Dipper on my right arm. Which developed over these past few years. So anyways I walk into this Native American store and I am reading a book. About The nativie Tribes and their connection with the Star constellations. Actually My dear friend Priscilla found it and handed it over to me. Smiled and said here you might like this. So I was reading and I came to find out. THAT. The Blackfoot Natives star Symbol was the Big Dipper. I just thought that was kind of awesome. perhaps even A sign to get to know and respect. My heritage. I am all ready fascinated with Astronomy. However This brought me to absorb my self into The Native beliefs of Animal Toetems. In other words how Animals represent certain Characteristics. Of their own and unique personality traits. yeah so If your not sure what to talk to me about. Ask me about a certain Animal you feel connected to. And I'll tell you what I know.. So yeah about the Big DippEr.. I'm actually missing one freckle, the end of the handle. But I'll let you know when It's ALL there. Hopefully, It's not skin cancer. While I sit here and think It's soo cool right? YEAH..~~~***DREAM***~~~ The word DREAM is More than a word. To DREAM is a feeling. A RUSH. I love to DREAM. I love to DAYDREAM of the perfect life. I love to close my eyes at night and DREAM. DREAMS Have had great meaning in my life. The word deja vu seems to come to my Mind frequently. I BELIEVE we have much to learn through Our dreams. I also know that we Face many fears in our DREAMS.I Love those DREAMS. Thats when you need to remind your self. Hey Im Dreaming. IT's okay, and take knowledge and understanding of what is happening. Then as your DREAMING, Turn it INTO a FANTASY. Use your Imagination and see Your thoughts turn into REALITY. It's A DREAM remember YOU can IMAGINE anything you want. SEE my obsession with dreams??? Do your self A favor, and think about what I said. About reminding your self it's just a DREAM. AND The next time your facing a fear in A dream. Which you may recongize as a NIGHTMARE. And you really want to wake up, BUT can't. Use this desire of escaping. To wake up in the sense you say "HEY, It's okay im dreaming". Then take control of this Dream and Turn it into your FANTASY. Rather your a HERO or a PASSIONATE LOVER. Once you grasp a hold of this. EXPLORE your DREAMS. EXPLORE your MIND. ~YOUR MIND IS YOUR ART.~ Invest In a DREAM journal. You have so much CREATIVITY in your BEAUTIFUL MIND. And DAYDREAMS...Or just being LOST in thought, Turn those into VISIONS of the perfect life. Using The same Energy, And Will that you used in your DREAMS. Use it to ATTRACT what you want in life. LEARN about THE LAW OF ATTRACTION. Check out this link!!!( Which you can learn alot about from this link) MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/metawealth''DREAM THEN PROCEED, THE LIFE YOU WISH TO GRAB AHOLD OF". - K*JOY It says awaken to a higher consciousness. Well, it does to me anyways. Remember what i wrote up above about dreams? Practice it, and check out that link. And check out my top 7. And educate yourself. Understand that I'm not asking you to change your beliefs or pressure you to make a difference in the world, but just asking you to take knowledge of the top 7. And see where it leads you.

I'd like to meet:

My soul mate.. Wouldn't you? Actually, I want to meet everyone in this world that actually cares about strangers and not just them selves. People who want to make a difference in our world. And of course those who do. People who are open minded as well as open heartedLove is spontaneous, love is living life in the moment. With no desire to recapture the moment, or repeating it, but meeting each moment in life afresh. True love is found when you allow it to unfold in its natural course.

Music:

Music soothes my soul. With out it. I would be lost. Not that I'm not at times... But yea..Music is more to me then just the sounds. It's about the vibe The artist puts out. Music is the energy and the connection between you and the song. Listening to A great song. Is hypnotizing. It's like being stuck into a vortex. I have to say my favorite type of music for sure.. IS Trance~ It makes me feel the way it sounds. My mind is in a trance. Music is Heart and Soul..I often find my self lost in the music, and the lyrics become silent as I create my own.

Heroes:

God, for his strength and guidence. My MOM, she made her mistakes, but turned her life around... You can read all about her in my book.. =) In a way, this sounds self-absorbed.. LOL but in all honesty. I am sometimes my own Hero.. In life you find there are times, YOU can ONLY count on your self. I have helped myself out ALOT.. So yeah, why not admire who you know and trust the most!?!AND AT TIMES...YIN YANG, BALANCE! YEAH BABY.. LOL.. HEY IT'S GOOD TO BE BALANCED. RIGHT? RIGHT.

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PASTENSE

I cannot help how I feel, or how I have felt. Within me these are feelings, I have dealt. Presently my attention they are not given, but deeply in me, these words were once a part of me, and in a way ...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 04:25:00 PST

Lovers, and the language they speak

Lover's and the language they speakTruth is all her heart desires, speaking every word with thoughts of honesty on her mind, and truth pouring out at the tip of her every word. She breaths in deep unt...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 05:39:00 PST

I am not alone, but A Loan

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  Alone is one of the most misunderstood emotions known to the human existence. Emptiness resides in one's life causing on...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:42:00 PST

Questioning Beauty

Beauty is often misunderstood for what is seen on the exterior. Inner beauty is what leaves an inpact in peoples lives. I would rather be known for my beauty not seen. So cliche, but in all honesty i...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:39:00 PST

Embracing a dauntless mind

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  A spark ignited by the most flammable poison to one's self. Fear an emotion born to over rule a dauntless mind. A substa...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:47:00 PST

Adapting

So here it goes... As you can tell, my myspace has changed ALOT since the beginning of this year. It all started off with the obvious, NEW YEARS EVE. Please don't remind me, no seriously, don't. You k...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 04:06:00 PST

Forgiveness

Forgive and Let go.. It's time for you to set your self free. Allow your soul to soar through life with happiness and joy. Break free from that pain you hold so tightly to. It's not protecting you onl...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:23:00 PST

TEMPTATION

Let's evolve beyond temptationBreaking free from lustToss those thoughts to the dustForget about the bust My hearts on fire for loveConsisting of purityWith out insecurities Loves our GoalLets p...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 03:34:00 PST

TRUE LOVE

TRUE LOVE IS SO PURE, IT'S  UNTOUCHED. TRUE LOVE IS NOT INFECTED BY ONES LIES. TRUE LOVE IS NOT LUSTING OVER ANOTHER. TRUE LOVE IS SACRED. TRUE LOVE IS NOT VANISHED, BY TEMPTATION. TRUE LOVE EXIS...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 12:08:00 PST

life, love, you , me and the world

In life it is better to take a road with no answers, then a road with all the answers. A life with out mystery, has nothing to offer. Think about it. if you had all the answers and knew what to expect...
Posted by K-Joy is love <3 on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 02:46:00 PST