So I was just sitting here thinking.... Think about this myspace thing. Take my 300 "friends" for example. I bet you I know 10% of them, if that. And I would probably consider about 2% of them friends. So I thought about it, and I began to realize that the friendships I have in my life are so beautiful. The relationships that I have developed mean so much to me. And I realize that now more than ever, whether it be a relationship, or a friendship, or my family. I find myself doing something, or saying something, or just acting a certain way, and I have discovered that Carter Walls is only as good as those he surrounds himself with. Because my friends, family, and relationships have defined me as a person. Some people help you grow, some people teach you lessons, and some people that you don't think do anything, do the most important things....like make you smile, maybe. I don't know, just a thought. Go ahead and meet new people and you will start to realize that the friendships that you have in your life did not happen over night. They take time, and they endure tragedy, share in success, create stories you will never forget. They are time tested, and they are true. That's why they are your friends! So I emplore you all to take a second to think about the people you have in your life, and to stop and truly appreciate each individual for what they have helped you with, or been there for, or whatever it is they do for you. And make sure you stop and think about yourself in that persons life, and your effects on him/her, and what you can do for them. And another thing....people often talk about the "annoying" person that wants to be friends. But I am telling you, do not brush anyone to the side like that. Especially someone that is there to love you. If all that person does is give you love, you would be a fool to ignore, or cut that person out of your life. You know....in this world man....with all the shit that we see everyday, who are we to deny anyone because they love us? As my girl Janis used to say, "Get it while you can!" And it's true. And while you are at it, try and make just a little bit more time for that guy or girl, take 2 seconds and let them know that you are there for them. Or call up a friend and let them know you miss them, or love them, or that you have time and you are thinking about them. Sound kinda stupid? If it is stupid then let me be the stupid, sensitive punk that I am, because it is important to me to make sure my friends know. Those who are reading this know where they stand with me (and if not, feel free to ask). So many people have touched my life in one way or another....for better or worse....some I have known forever, some I just met....some I have shared everything with, and some not so much....and some I am just thinking about....but they have all given me love at some point, and I want them (maybe you) to know I love you for that. And I will always be there if they need me, because that is a debt that I owe to them, for being there for me.So I just wanted to say thank you for teaching me, helping me, letting me teach and letting me help, thanks for listening, supporting me, defending me, encouraging me, and just being there.Love your boy,Carter
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."