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Contact TablesWE'RE ALL IN THE GUTTER, BUT SOME OF US ARE LOOKING AT THE STARS...'OSCAR WILDE'Well well well, gotta say about me is not all complex n s***, but if I was anybody else, and didnt have the family I did....Id probably be a monk.! A very bad one at that. I like to tell the truth but that surely doesnt mean I am sarcastic and "dont care what people think about that.I dont like to hurt anybodies feelings like that.At the same time, I am not a saint. Im actually very mellow, and some take that for granted...or try. My interest are many, economics and sociology and newly, race relations being the subjects I am trying to teach myself about until I get back in school. I watch Submedia.tv, NGTV.com, and BBC because, due to a random guy telling me about how so inaccurate they were about the 911 conspiracy....did I say conspiracy, yeah, every black man believes everything is a conspiracy..lol! I like that though, I like that.I am an aspiring actor, I am not always financially able to recieve the teaching Id like to recieve 'consistantly', so I do things like just living. Living everyday, and taking notice to it, how others live, what others think about what I think about, I talk to homeless ppl and mentally disabled ppl constantly because I can always sit and just enjoy the day more, and listen to whats on their minds about life. I LOVE me some theatre actors, because when they ask you whats going on in your life, they got this look on thier faces that projects "Im all ears, senses" I cant really put it in words entirely, I just love them to death, very muli-leveled, they are like "pro living" to me. I aspire to train the way they have, and learn more of who I am. And I know its not a skip down the yellow brick road, I know that much. At the same time Its fun, based on my past classes realizations and current living expeiences. ========================================================= I read about ironic polotics, still trying to learn the difference in a democrat & a republican and democracy; and autobiograhies of past classic actors lives. Because I believe if you aspire be a shiny delicious, fullfilling apple, you gotta read & soak in the story of the seed. Hope my obvious love of metephore makes dam sense. I am not always consistant with these hobbies, but I write poetry, keep a journal, draw, watch classic films, hike in the hollywood mountain trails and fryman canyon, comb the internet for polotics I am not aware of, and I am trying to write my first script or really story (still on page 1) since I CONSTANTLY daydream about things and doing what I want to do as an artist.And whatever falls under the ball of creative.I dig art like grafitti street art, music of all genres' from old school Ice Cube to System of a Down , from Stevie Wonder to John Lennon, from Sade to Earth Wind & Fire, from Goapele to Mudvayne. And I usually post song on my profile for SOME reason, unless it just makes me shake my ass....in private. HA! I love abstrct art especially which is also grafitti art. I wish I could get tattoos but I cant cuz of my aspirations, so I put 1/2 inch plugz in my ears instead; oil paintings, junk art, penitentiary tattoos & poems, if you want to see or hear anything that has a descriptive story to it, look that s*** up. Its very interesting. I once kept a journal in there from 1 year and 4 months...and I lost it, but what I gained from it was a lot of knowledge of self, and a LOT of stress relieved...at the same time Im constantly told I dont seem the type or 'look' like Ive ever had a grungy past.Didnt Martha Stewart go to jail? Who's Kenneth Lay? (smile) I gained a high appreciation of the stars in the sky on constant clear nights from that. As well as fully realizing that that squeezed a reformed and patient man out of me.Another reason I left my hometown is because of my perceptions. And realizing while I LOVE that place (when Im not living there) it is very very closed in on whats going on in the world & lost on thier own great attributes ,and small towns @ least mine) seem to train you to be too introspective in an unhealthy way...I didnt like that. I had to learn to live outside of myslef, and be more than being temporarilly emotionally handicapped and oblivious to what "ELSE" is outside my city. And most importantly, like john lennon, martin luther king, jf kennedy and others realizing that I had power Already within myself to make some changes within and in the world if I keep on pushin. And also realizing that what I aspire to do, dosent necessarily validate that, but makes me more economically efficient. So here I started,at 29 years old... moving to L.A. to be an actor.And learn just how MAny licks it takes to get to the center of my totsie pop.....does that sound stupid?...YEAH, a lil....so what. (smile) A drunk man is the best person to talk to, cuz if you can get through the stuff that makes you embarrased to talk to him, youll realized a lot of simple truths about you, and the goings on of simply your surroundings upon just that initial meeting,(not EVERY time.And also be able to help somebody for that short time, to not fall down and break his ass from all the laughing hes' doing.........hopefully he dosent wiegh more than me, since Ill be laughing too. Estas Ok? Im ok. ===