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IF A GIFT IS A CURSE THE PAIN IS A BLESSING

IM NEVER HERE TO PLAY ANYBODY! ........................................................... I WAS PUT

About Me

LOVE & COMPASSION!
SUN & THE MOON THESE 2 ARE TOGETHER!
If they're ever separate they will forever be Imbalanced.

Im on that path like every other king is in search of his God sent Queen, If I can eveR! Find her.
Like any cool king, I desire A "Beautiful QueEn" not too beautiful thought, because the more beautiful they are the more fucked up attitude they have.
But yeah I desire a Beautiful Queen, with a faithful mind of an Angel who can tell my old school fake ass homiez to Go FuCk Themselves when they try to BaCk stab me by CReEpPin behind my back just so a muffuaqa can get a fuCk out of her.
0ne who can share her fears & as well I can & trust to share everything with, from the Best of our happy times to my most iratating of formadable threats that bother us. she would know everything about me & And I would know everything about her.
After all that's what lifes about Aint it? KeEpin each others heart on the Straight & Narrow path Right?
"May Everyone be Blessed this Fall"
Nothing defeats the Lo0k more then Calmness on your childs face!
Me and my lil boo
Wild Waves 2oo7 (Ya-know? spending time with ya lil one doesnt get any better then this. in Seattle W.A. I loved it, you know im going back there this sumMeR! fa-sho!
Check this 0ut! Aint we fly though!
if not all.. Most of my Fun times are spent kiCkin it with my lil boo.
My Beautiful Princess!
Someone I Worked on Loving before said I make being a daddy look so0 easy!
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You are BLACK PLANTHER

Black Panther 100%
Robin 78%
Superman 60%
Wonder Woman 60%
Green Lantern 60%
Supergirl 50%
The Flash 50%
Catwoman 40%
Iron Man 40%
Batman 35%
Spider-Man 5% You are a wanderer with
remarkable Mental & Physical strength.
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CAPRICORNZ ARE BOSSES BY DIVINE NATURE!

c apricorns USUALLY STAND ALONE SINCE THEY CAN NEVER FIND A COMPATIBLE LIFETIME PARTNER. CAPRICORNS ARE VERY LAID BACK INDIVIDUALS BUT WILL GET-UP IN YOUR FACE ONCE THEIR BUTTONS ARE PUSHED, OR FIND FAULT WITH YOU.

CAPRICORNZ LIKE COOL PASTURES AND HATER-FREE ZONES. THEY ARE RULERS AND GAURDIANS OF THEIR "POSSESIONS & LOVED ONES" THEY ARE LUCKY IF THEY EVER FIND A LIFETIME MATE COMPATIBLE WITH THEM.

A CAPRICORNZ POSTURE IN LIFE ALSO HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HOW A CAPRICORN CARRIES THEMSELF.

AS A CAPRICORN I MUST "STAND TALL" AND PUT WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY AND ALL THEIR BULLSHIT EXSCUSES, AND OPINIONS BEHIND MY BACK.

ITS A TRAIT THAT IM STARTING TO RECOGNIZE AND PUT INTO PLAY BECAUSE THEIR IS NO SENSE IN LISTENING TO SOMEONES EXSCUSE IF YOU KNOW IT DOESNT INTER-TWINE OR AGREE WITH WHAT YOUR HEART IS FEELING.

PEOPLE ARE GONNA SAY WHAT THEY WANNA SAY TO YOU. BUT WHAT YOU GOTTA REMEMBER IS OUTTA EVERYTHING THAT THEY SAY; YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION, AND LOVE THEM AND FORGIVE THEM OF THEIR INIQUITIES AGAINST YOU.

AND SO, IM LEARNING MORE ABOUT MYSELF; AND MORE OR LESS ABOUT INDEPENDANT PRIDEFULL PEOPLE, SO THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT FEATURES I POSSES THAT CAN HELP BENIFIT OTHERS WHO WANT TO UNDERSTAND HOW TO LIVE AND LOVE IN A POSITIVE UNSELFISH MANNER

I'd like to meet:



WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET

G OD

Alicia Keys!

Ya-Kn0w some people say you dont know what you have until you've been away from it long Enough!

..Then I Thought about it? Hmmm? Man i've put up with so much shit with other bitches from other cultures that it aint even fuCkin Funny!

And when I really think about it, "I aint really never had a problem with my own sistaz, I mean I just never gave them a chance since I saw how my mom was with me, and the Fact that I used to argue with sistaz in School.

But it's Funny how over time those same sistaz that used to pick on me in school who I thought were fine back then And are still Fine till this day Actually "Come holla at a brotha"

Sistaz and me can actually can hold a decent conversation, and Communicate now.

The understandings there Already too. (no need to trip)

I mean Man:

A. I dont have to Grow them Up!
B. I dont have to Deal with imature bullshit,

c. And AGain, I say, i dont have to FuCkin Argue!And it's funny how they understand everything I be sayin about other chicks. And they start sayin what all the other sistaz have been saying all this time.

Nigga?, What the FuCk is the Problem Sistaz need A brotha like you, And you deffinitely needa a sista. Especially In your Corner that you can trust.

[As im Laughing:] I said, "Well What about yo azz then!?"

The sista was like boy you krazy (lmmfao) i have a cool brotha but, i can see that you are a natural. Then she said, Be patient your "Black Queen" will find you.

SO imma see whuss gone happen!

Movies:



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Television:

Eddie Griffin

Heroes:

MY HERO
"THE HEAVENLY FATHER" is my hero!
And he aint just some White-dude either for you fucking Asshole-Idiots who are all caught up in Color or Race! He's here for everybody no matter what color he is. He did what he did for our mistake right now and for future mistakes. but dont take it for granted ...or... let him die in vain with dis-belief!
Im All about helping People who are in the "SAME BOAT" as me.
[Dad said:] For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father's glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what he has done.
Dad... has asks us to look beyond immediate gratification, because the immediate loss is worth the ultimate gain, even though the loss is completely repulsive to our flesh.
This ultimate gain is given on that day when He will reward each according to his works; if we live life blind to this truth, we really will lose our own soul....
[NOTE:] Now dont get me wrong. im not gonna argue over buddha and God. They both make perfect sense to me and I know they wouldnt argue with each other because for 1 God Controls nature and Buddha Respects it.
You kill a Fly buddha would be pist at you and give you insight on respecting life. but God sets the Numbers of days we live.
[NOTE:] (we as humans are the ones who destroy life wether it's with a plastic fly swatter or Bug spray.
So i respect both in theory of thought and the other in theory of Divine power!
but i gotta give all the credit to God because he is the Ultimate Un-explainable!
0bama!
I would Enjoy meeting the first man, that's not afraid to face fear and step up as citizen and correct the things that Republicans have been fucking up for years!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: (LeM) ..oR.. Shad
Birthday: Jan 3, 78
Birthplace: Portland
Current Location: My house
Eye Color: cholcolate brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 6'0
Right Handed or Left Handed: ambi
Your Heritage: Creole, Black, Chinese, White
The Shoes You Wore Today: Adida chucks

Your Weakness: The Queen of my life who'd Love me like God has chosen her to love me with Compassion!

Remember God gives you the free will to Love freely but if you dont want to do it the way he's called you to then you'll miss your opportunity and will never have it again, because those who choose to Love us Genuinely are Hard to come by.

Your Fears: #1. Letting " GOD! " down!
#2. Losing my Princess!
#3. Losing A God sent Woman I Love who supposedly loves me she says to some nigga I call a friend who'd sweet talk her behind my back if he had the chance just so he can fuck! BitChazZ nigga & DiRty asS Bitch! .

Your Perfect Pizza: yuk

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
I'd like to support Obama in winning his campaign for Change!
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Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "MY MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ONLINE IS AN ILLUSTRATION BUT I STILL SAY IT TO PEOPLE ANYWAYS.

Thoughts First Waking Up: Man I wonder what imma have to argue about Today!? ..
Your Best Physical Feature: I dont know you tell me?

Your Bedtime: AFTER MY QUEENS GETS HERS Lmmfao!

Your Most Missed Memory: going to this resturant in vancouver off the water with my baby!

Single or Group Dates: single

What kind of Queen do you desire?: "THIS ILLUSTRATION!" <~~RIGHT HERE FUCKIN SAYS IT ALL. EVERYTHING I'VE EVER TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO MY QUEENS FROM MY E'X FROM THE PAST, "RIGHT NOW!" & FUTURE QUEEN SO, IF YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND "THIS ILLUSTRATION" THEN YOUR NO GOOD FOR A KING BECAUSE THIS PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS!
(QUEENZ NEED TO THINK ABOUT THIS ILLUSTRATION BECAUSE THIS IS WHY THEIR KING LEAVE. QUEENZ DONT SEE THE INSIGHT OF THIS ILLUSTRATION, AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOUR KING IS WITH SOMEONE OF A DIFFERENT CULTURE)

A STRONG QUEEN IN LOVE WITH HER KING HELPS ALONG WITH GOD TO BUILD HIM UP IN EVERY THOUGHT & ASPECT!
A QUEEN "THINKS AHEAD" & "COMMUNICATES POSITIVELY" IN COMPASSION EVERYTHING SHE WOULD LIKE TO DO BEFORE CHIZZLING AWAY SO THAT SHE DOESN'T DAMAGE OR CHIP AWAY AT HER KINGS SPIRIT.
AS QUEEN DESIGNS THE KING OF HER DREAMS,
THE KING DESIGNS THE QUEEN OF HIS.
AS THEY BECOME COMPLETE TOGETHER IN WISDOM USING THE 3-INGREDIANTS (1)-COMMUNICATION, (2)-UNDERSTANDING, & (3)-PATIENCES THEY HELP EACH OTHER DEVELOPE OVER TIME INTO DIVINE LOVE & TRUST; AND WITH THOSE ESSENTIALS TOOLS TIGHTLY HELD IN THEIR HANDS AND HEARTS THEY WILL FIND THEIR RINGS EMBEDDED IN THE SOLID FOUNDATION THEY WERE FORMED FROM.
[NOTE:] AND THAT'S WHAT THE FUCK I AM TALKIN ABOUT MY BROTHAZ & SISTAZ IF YOUR QUEENZ DONT SEE THIS ILLUSTRATION SHOW IT TO HER SO SHE FEEL IT UNDERSTAND-IT & EMBRACE-IT SHE'LL BE SO "mInD fUcKeD" LOL
SHE WONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH A BROTHA LIKE YOU. BECAUSE THEIR IS ENTIRLEY WAAAAAY TOO MUCH LOVE OUT HERE TO BE TRIPPIN WITH YA QUEEN.

Chocolate or Vanilla: 10o% chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: yuk
Do you Smoke: ..
Do you Swear: working on it...
Do you Sing: You remind me of the babe what babe? the baby of the power?
Do you Shower Daily: " Capricorn " Duh i live in the water!
Have you Been in Love: Yep!
Do you want to go to College: yep! ... Actually im thinking about it.
Do you want to get Married: been there done that... thinking about doin it again!
Do you believe in yourself: DO I BELIEVE IN MYSELF?
UM, "HELLO?"

EVEN WHEN OTHERS DONT BELIEVE IN ME & SAY I AM TAKING TO LONG TO GET SOMETHING STARTED OR FINISHED I STILL BELEIVE IN ME.

Do you get Motion Sickness: yes!
Do you think you are Attractive: HELL MUTHA FUCKIN YEAH .... SHIT NigGa!
Are you a Health Freak: kinda
Do you get along with your Parents: " iffy "
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes! Especially if i have a fine lil Hispanic shorty with me!
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ..
In the past month have you Smoked: ..
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ..
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: yep!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yep... my baby's heart!
Ever been Drunk: nOPe!
Ever been called a Tease: yep
Ever been Beaten up: yep
Ever Shoplifted: yep
How do you want to Die: 0n top of you! ... if you my true love!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: God
What country would you most like to Visit: Greece, the Bahamas, or Figi islands
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: light-light brown
Favourite Hair Color: jet black
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: 5'3 to 5'6
Weight: ???
Best Clothing Style: sporty
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: a few
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: ???
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 3
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I'd like to meet A woman who can never be labled a Ho,When she's emotionally down and her spirit is Low.When that Ex-Flame calls; before his first word yo!; the first mind thought that comes to you is...
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