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marijo st-amour

l.i.f.e.i.s.l.o.v.e.. lust, & an ocean of all. .the color black holds way more..

About Me

the aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly,serenely, divinely aware .' henry Miller. i have a girlfriend,my dog lucy, but i am a lover, but my love for friends and people IS and sometimes they go away but my love don't die. cuz i know when something still travel inside and forever.life changes, ride's fast in a roller coaster going forwards times, but love translate, and wisdom only makes itgrow. capich ! a lot that i was(am) comes from another writer i adore; Duras dit; un ecrivain seul, c'est de la folie, car rien ne l'arrete, ...la solitude, j'avais peur mais jamais je n'ai fais un geste pour que quelqu'un vienne '' i am a little boy and a grand woman.. people tend to notice real fast i am a bit dark, emotionally heavy, it's called a heavy heart. but i also make people laugh with that supposily o so darken me !!!!... whatever i write what i want ...i am a compulsive writer . i am addicted to many little things in life. i am almost stable in my little moving summer, sweet chaos . i'll probably end up in jail one day for being a government's thief.i am just a little too careless of certain things.and care to the core for more. i love my friends more then anything, i wanna travel again. get lost and meet the west coast. i read poetry from 610 years before jesus-christ, this shit is fucking amazing..i want someone to tattoo me these word;LOOK ME IN THE EYES WHERE THERE IS NEVER ANY LIES..(i did now).i love scotch in the early day better then night. right now i do dream of a window by the sea. but that'll come later .
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My Interests

cinema , music , opera , art , water , form , sensation , perception , mental formation , consciousness . kung-fou !.... biking . flying . . . angels of lights ....whyskey. diving, i want to drive. to avoid toronto, dive i should dive.. edit all my journal, did i mention love .... ( hi hi hi )interest in finding someone to do film with .... someone crazy

I'd like to meet:

Anais Nin; In love there are no vacations. No such thing. Love has to be lived fully with its boredom and all that. ''The best way to fill time is to waste it.'' baudelaire; I have cultivated my hysteria with delight and terror. Now I suffer continually from vertigo, and today, 23rd of January, 1862, I have received a singular warning, I have felt the wind of the wing of madness pass over me.

Music:

so many .. but hell i am picky .. angels of light ., . classic, opera ( stabat mater ) i wanna meet people that will play instrument .. i need to hang out with a piano player , violin player .afghan wigs,twilight singers,16horsepower,old 80's, neil young, motown,PJ HARVEY , footloose music,moldy peaches, nina nastasia, mum,mi et l'au, arab strap,depeche mode, joy division,trip-hop, mazzy star, the cure, tjo, tom waits, too much to name ... ah i rediscover baxter, o and palace brothers. lady in red.

Movies:

wong kar wai. all of french avand-garde,fellini, bergman, my life without me, johnny sueda, my own private idaho, basketball diaries, cet amour-la. maelstrom, etc etc . footloose

Television:

only tobin and bleoo's installation with tv

Books:

beaudelaire, henry miller, anais nin, godspeed, micelle tea, written on the body , tipping the velvet .michael gira. erotics

Heroes:

beaudelaire, rimbaud, MARGUERITTE DURAS to the core... i don't even care that much about her books, but her life .. fuck ... nin and miller... mes amies.