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.To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

About Me

I decided to change this a bit. It's hard for me to write about myself. I don't like to sound like I'm bragging, so I may leave out important things. I hate profiles where someone is so full of themselves. Their photo is all over the place. If you're an actor that may be fine, or a musician. But the local yokel? Come on! Or the ones that talk about me, me, me, . 'I think I'm so beautiful, so smart so bla,bla,bla.' And then they say that they are just looking for a normal person to fall in love with them. Bollox! Well, I don't think I look horrible, not Night of the Living Dead ugly or anything. And I really am looking for someone to, maybe not sweep me off my feet, but someone that makes me happy. And when they aren't around, my heart will smile when I do think of them. They'll make me laugh, even when I don't want to. And since I've really had it with having a broken heart, someone that won't break it. Someone that I would trust, not only with my heart, but with my life. And of course there would have to be a chemistry there. Not really a big order.And so that's a little about the me inside. Someone once told me that I'm an 'old soul'. I think I'm very normal, with a quirky side. But aren't we all? I like people watching, they're so interesting, don't you think? But I'm nice. I don't bite...hard.Take the quiz: "Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "

Ta me air meisce
Ta me air meisce - 'I am drunk.'You enjoy a drink - or five - now and then. You can usually be found in a pub - it doesn't matter which one, because they all look the same after a few drinks - or hugging the porcelain.
You Are A Hornbeam Tree
You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside.Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks.You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible.You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself.A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual. What is Your Celtic Horoscope?What Kind of Kisser Are You?
My outercourse activity is french kissing!
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Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
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You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be? what dark pic are you? 51 DIFFERENT RESULTS
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My Interests

Interests? Once again, ask. Way too many to mention everything. Writing poetry, sketching, painting, music, watching gorgeous sunsets, beaches any time of the year, the woods, lakes, streams, sunlight sparkling through the trees, starry skies. I like to walk on a beach and squish my toes in the sand, walk along the edge of the water, even in the winter, and study the tidal pools....I guess nature. Big cities, small towns. People watching. Magic!
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

You Should Learn French
C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up... What Language Should You Learn?
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mary
Birthday: December 10, 1905
Birthplace: East Liverpool, Ohio
Current Location: Roy Utah
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish...and some Cherokee
The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandals
Your Weakness: Intelligent guys with nice eyes
Your Fears: Flying!!! Someone get me over this!!!!
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, onion, mushrooms, peppers, anchovies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Becoming a reporter again, writing more poetry
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh shit!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes and bum
Your Bedtime: Anytime I want. I'm a big girl!
Your Most Missed Memory: So many. I'd say Ireland...Dublin, in my cottage with someone I cared about
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King...if I had to choose...or SuperMac
Single or Group Dates: Single...I like the person to myself
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea....or hot green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino
Do you Smoke: When I'm hot!
Do you Swear: Sometimes. Have to feel comfortable around a person first.
Do you Sing: In my car.
Do you Shower Daily: Sometimes more than once
Have you Been in Love: Oh yes!
Do you want to go to College: Been there, done that
Do you want to get Married: I really don't know
Do you belive in yourself: I try
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Loaded question...but no.
Are you a Health Freak: I try and eat healthy...but not a freak
Do you get along with your Parents: I did.
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them!!!!
Do you play an Instrument: Piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I don't think so....It's all a blur.
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes, a few too many times
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: god no!!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no, not in the past month
In the past month have you been on Stage: again, not in the past month
In the past month have you been Dumped: 2 months ago
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: It's snowing out there!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I'm not a kid!
Ever been Drunk: I lived in Ireland, what do you think?
Ever been called a Tease: yes, but I'm not.
Ever been Beaten up: physically and mentally
Ever Shoplifted: as a kid
How do you want to Die: I'm not going to
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Duh!
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland again..France, England, Scotland, Turkey
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Any really
Favourite Hair Color: Again...any
Short or Long Hair: Prefer longer hair....at least not shaved
Height: any taller than me
Weight: slim guys
Best Clothing Style: Mine or his??? either way I don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: A few
Number of Piercings: my ears
Number of Tattoos: nope...virgin skin
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.....forget it. Too many

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You Belong in Dublin
Friendly and down to earth, you want to enjoy Europe without snobbery or pretensions.
You're the perfect person to go wild on a pub crawl... or enjoy a quiet bike ride through the old part of town. What European City Do You Belong In? Which of My Favorite Pics Are You?
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I'd like to meet:

I'd say Kevin Kline. Don't know why. Marcel Marceau for an in depth conversation. On this site I'd like to meet friends. So far I haven't been too disappointed. I've 'met' some great people. What's left? Interesting people, intelligent people. People with the same interests as myself. Or people that are totally different than me. That's what makes life interesting. And mabye a guy. One that would have the maturity of a 50 year old, the stamina of a 20 year old, the humour of Seinfeld, the sincerity of the Pope, the kindness of Mister Rogers, the honesty of George Washington, the shoe size of Shaq, the intelligence of Einstien, the musical library of Paul McCartney, and the loyalty of a Pittsburgh Steeler fan. IS THAT A BIG ORDER? Seriously, a guy has to touch my mind before he can touch my heart. And it doesn't matter if you aren't Johnny Depp. People see what they want to see in a person.
Spike.

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You Have Your PhD in Men
You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. How Well Do You Understand Men?
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fairy-You're fun frivolous, and just love to
have a good time. Youre a great friend and you
are entertained very easily. You act
differently in various situations and can be
testy when rubbed the wrong way. You like
adventure to see places, meet new people and
get the full experience of life. Lifes too
short to sit around all day. You like to hang
out with your friends and/or your
boyfriend/girlfriend. You are fun to be around
and people enjoy your company.

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You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.
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You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for
Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful,
chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a
tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value
simple things in life, such as friends,
familly, and Nature.

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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality TestSome quotes from my favorite philosophersNiccolo Machiavelli (1469 - 1527) Italian dramatist, historian, & philosopher [more author details]He who blinded by ambition, raises himself to a position whence he cannot mount higher, must thereafter fall with the greatest loss. Niccolo MachiavelliIf an injury has to be done to a man it should be so severe that his vengeance need not be feared. Niccolo Machiavelli Men judge generally more by the eye than by the hand, for everyone can see and few can feel. Every one sees what you appear to be, few really know what you are. Niccolo Machiavelli, The PrinceSince love and fear can hardly exist together, if we must choose between them, it is far safer to be feared than loved. Niccolo Machiavelli, The PrinceThere is no other way of guarding oneself against flattery than by letting men understand that they will not offend you by speaking the truth; but when everyone can tell you the truth, you lose their respect. Niccolo Machiavelli, The Prince Michel de Montaigne (1533 - 1592) French essayist [more author details]A man of understanding has lost nothing, if he has himself. Michel de MontaigneDon't discuss yourself, for you are bound to lose; if you belittle yourself, you are believed; if you praise yourself, you are disbelieved. Michel de Montaigne Fashion is the science of appearances, and it inspires one with the desire to seem rather than to be. Michel de Montaigne He who establishes his argument by noise and command, shows that his reason is weak. Michel de Montaigne He who is not very strong in memory should not meddle with lying. Michel de Montaigne I prefer the company of peasants because they have not been educated sufficiently to reason incorrectly. Michel de Montaigne Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it. Michel de Montaigne When I am attacked by gloomy thoughts, nothing helps me so much as running to my books. They quickly absorb me and banish the clouds from my mind. Michel de MontaigneEven on the highest throne in the world, we are still sitting on our ass. Michel de Montaigne, 'De l'experience,' 1580-88Cogito ergo sum. (I think; therefore I am.) Rene Descartes Except our own thoughts, there is nothing absolutely in our power. Rene Descartes If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things. Rene Descartes It is not enough to have a good mind. The main thing is to use it well. Rene Descartes, 'Le Discours de la Methode,' 1637One cannot conceive anything so strange and so implausible that it has not already been said by one philosopher or another. Rene Descartes, 'Le Discours de la Methode,' 1637 The greatest minds are capable of the greatest vices as well as of the greatest virtues. Rene Descartes, 'Le Discours de la Methode,' 1637 It is only prudent never to place complete confidence in that by which we have even once been deceived. Rene Descartes, 'Meditations'

Music:

Everything but country.Don't really like it. Love Aerosmith, Beethoven, Beatles, Iron Maiden, H.I.M., The Craft soundtrack, Doors, Nirvana, Hendrix, Zepplin, Motorhead, Motown, Marley, Steel Pulse, Irish Pub Songs, Hothouse Flowers, Santana, Lisa Loeb, Squirrel Nut Zippers, Tony Bennett, Kaiser Chiefs, Cradle of Filth, Gregorian chants, Xandria, etc.
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Movies:

French Kiss is my favorite. So much like me. Pretty Woman , War of the Worlds (new one), Vampire flicks, comedy. Recently have gotten on a Kill Bill kick. Still can't decide if I like I or II more. Once in a while I will be in the mood for a foreign film. With subtitles. There are so many good French films. And the Japanese films are very beautiful.
Pirates of the Caribbean!

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Television:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (why did they take it off), Angel,(same here) Seinfeld, (again....do I not like any new shows) Father Ted. And I really miss Podge and Rodge. Used to watch it all the time when I lived in Ireland. Brilliant! I mostly watch movies on TV, not too many TV shows.

Books:

Poetry (Dickinson and Poe ) and Non fiction. I like for a book to actually teach you something. A craft, or your life.DESIDERATA .................Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.

Heroes:

Are there really any heros left? Oh yeah there are. The people that helped in 911. True heros. And my children.....I've learned so much from them. Thanks guys.
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My Blog

myspace friends

I'm pretty bored tonight. My son has some friends over and I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep too soon. So, I go on myspace. No one is here. So I decide to look over the blogs that I've writt...
Posted by mary on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 11:21:00 PST

Poem

Your image haunts me day and night I hear your voice, I feel your skin. Fellings that I thought were gone Come flooding back again.   The wine of hope you offer me Inebriates, intoxicates my sens...
Posted by mary on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 12:20:00 PST

Are We Killing Ourselves?

This isn't a poem or a story about how I'm sad or happy. It's something that I feel passionate about. It's our planet. The one we take for granted. The one that we feel will sustain us forever. Globa...
Posted by mary on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 09:09:00 PST

Tag!

The game starts with "7 things/habits about you." Those who are tagged need to write a blog of their own with 7 things/habits about themselves as well as state the directions clearly. When you are fin...
Posted by mary on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:03:00 PST

I've moved

I've finally moved to another apartment. At first I was upset because the first apartment I looked at had a den and cool lights. But I missed out because I was too late getting the security deposit in...
Posted by mary on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:30:00 PST

I am so happy!

After such a bad year last year, I can say that finally things are starting to come together in a way I never imagined last year. I'm a very, very happy person. And I have to say, it's about time...
Posted by mary on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:33:00 PST

Life

Sometimes life gets so confusing, doesn't it? You wonder where it's going to end, or where you'll end up. Just when you think you have the whole thing figured out, something happens that makes you rea...
Posted by mary on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 08:31:00 PST

What am I?

Someone asked me the other day if I thought I was feminine. I said, "Sure". But I've been thinking about that. And I really don't know. I like to play baseball. Hands gripping around the bat, feeling ...
Posted by mary on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST

New Year

It's a new year. Forget abut new year's resolutions. I don't think anyone does that anymore. But I do plan on making some changes. I have a new look (I think) and it's time for a new attitude. Or at l...
Posted by mary on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:12:00 PST

What a year!

The year is just about over. One more week. I have both anticipation and trepidation about the new one coming up. I think that it HAS to be better than 2006, but then again, I think about everything t...
Posted by mary on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 06:49:00 PST