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jessie

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About Me

im a clumsy disorganised mess who has been unleashed upon all the unsuspecting ill people of Bristol! im learning to be a doctor, and the day i make it will strike fear in2 the hearts of all unwell people in the land!! but seriously im a laid back fun loving kinda person, whos loves music, gigs, festivals, partying, drinking and smoking. (bad i know as im a med. student!!) just give me a fag, a lovely glass of wine, my best friend for a chat, lots of lovely sunshine (shunshine makes me grow!) some good music in the background, aaaaa bliss. .. .. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................Im also a twin, my twin kat is 7mins younger than me, and she is the most wonderful humanbeing in the world!! id die without her!! i'd also be lost without my brother who is the most perceptive, sensitive caring person iv ever met, who is also sososososo funny! he has me i stiches! love them both so much! can u tell? :P .. .. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................How would i describe myself? such a difficult thing to do! here goes; best points- i guess i like to think im a caring person, who can empathise easily with all sorts of people, and i dont judge. I like to look at the good things in people, and will only hold grudges if people continually intentionally hurt me or some one i care about. i havent got time for manipulative selfish attention seeking people who play games with people for their own gain. i pitty these lost people, there are so many more important things in life to spend your efforts on. Bad stuff- im pretty shy. i find lots of new people i dont know hard to deal with, so i may apear moody, but in fact im dying of shyness! i also have quite a bit of pride. i admit im proud of my accademic achievements. i guess i have to be a bit like this to be a doctor, u have to be confident, altho it doesnt come easy at all!!! .. .. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................how do i see the world? its odd, life is hard and difficult, but at the same time, theres lots of beauty to be found. Hard evil things are thrown at us, and we have no control over this. but we do have choises. U can either lie down and give up (which is a very tempting thing!) or u can struggle through and learn from them, that way becoming a better person. For all the numerous shite things that have happend to me over the last few years i know that i have grown, and are going to be a better doctor and freind for them. I dont believe in a god or any religion, but i believe in the goodness and beauty of people. Its such a cliche, but what u give out, you get back. If u have time for, and look after people, they will look after you. I feel that (most!) people have goodness in them, and if they behave in a horrible way, then its because they have gone astray coz of shit things that has happened to them. Its a big fat sad vicious circle. anyway i'll stop rambling. .. .. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................altho in bristol uni now, im originally a swansea girl! swansea is the best place ever (really!)and iv learnt that all the best boys in the world are from swansea, including the very best of them all, my boyfriend paul who is very silly and asks too many questions!
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My Interests

Music:

Trivium, mastodon, bullet for my valentine, sliptknot, killswitch engage, nine inch nails, team sleep, lamb, mogwai, pelican, prodigy, massive attack, kyuss, mars volta, my chemical romance, Avenged sevenfold, pixies, jerry cantrell, alice in chains, at the drive in, deftones, placebo, mad season, the cure, system of a down, corrosion of conformity, portishead, perfect circle, down, the cinematic orchestra, therapy, the breeders, soundgarden, bush, muse, faith no more, devin townsend, zero 7, erm... thats all i can think of at the mo.

My Blog

test thingy

hello, again avoiding the horrendous amount of work im supposed to be doing (dont think my motivation will ever return) so did this test thing katie did! :) Advanced Global Personality Test Results...
Posted by jessie on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:44:00 PST

sooooo hung over

hello, yay exams are over now, thank god, yesterday met rach at 1, and we started drinking, all day untill we staggered home at 2:30! cant believe we didnt die!we also got a free meal, we went to this...
Posted by jessie on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:11:00 PST

the past year

hello, avoiding more work, so blog about the past year (stolen from lucy!)1. Overall, have you had a good year?i guess its been ok. many highs and lows. but probably the least horrendous out of the la...
Posted by jessie on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 05:18:00 PST

boooooored!

so here i am yet again avoiding the vast amounts of work to be done! yes have evil exams in a few days, have managed to do fuck all revision for them, poo, also have a massive assessed presentation ...
Posted by jessie on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:10:00 PST

avoiding work, so quiz!

so, im on my own doing work and missing out on fun again, so im writing a blog! this is the only time i seem to do blogs really! i stayed in on my own last night and went to bed at 11. on a friday! ho...
Posted by jessie on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 08:09:00 PST

so many fannys

hello! think its about time i wrote a new blog, considering the last one was a bit depressing!! am feeling alot better about things now, feel that im back to my positive self again! so how am i?...&nb...
Posted by jessie on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 02:44:00 PST

why i should never be happy

hey there. am feeling pretty awful, so think im going to have a moan to make me feel better!am currently trying to do lots of work for my homeopathy course, but it aint working. just keep thinking and...
Posted by jessie on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 07:30:00 PST

life sucks

im having a moany blog!! its not fair its download this weekend, and all my friends and boyf are going, i should be there! :(!!!!! the line up is awsome, full of bands i love or have loved loads in th...
Posted by jessie on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 04:04:00 PST

correction

just read below blog, i said residancy job! what the hell? do i think im american? too much ER me thinks. i meant regestra job. hmmmm, is that how you spell it? im so bloody useless! anyway, hope you ...
Posted by jessie on Sat, 06 May 2006 12:05:00 PST

rambling blog!

so i thought id write an actual real blog on how im doing! well i must say that its friday night, at 10:10pm and im sitting in on my own with a glass of wine with the plan to go to bed very early. how...
Posted by jessie on Fri, 05 May 2006 03:03:00 PST