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Cheelara~Michelle

Licking the razorblade of life

About Me

I HAVE A HUGE LOVE OF LITERATURE AND BOARD GAMES. I COLLECT BOARD GAMES AND BOOKS.I LOVE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES TOO. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND GETTING AND GIVING COMMENTS. I WRITE SO PEOPLE WILL COMMENT ON THEM TO LET ME KNOW HOW I AM DOING. I HAVE A VORACIOUS APPETITE FOR ATTENTION. I AM IN COLLEGE MAJORING IN PSYCHOLOGY. I LOVE ALL THINGS DARK AND GOTH, HORROR MOVIES. I LOVE TO LEARN ABOUT PEOPLE AND HOW THEY THINK, I LOVE READING ABOUT THE MIND IN ALL ITS DIMENSIONS BUT MOSTLY THE CRIMINAL OR DAMAGED MIND. I AM VERY OPEN MINDED AND EASY TO TALK TO , I MAKE FRIENDS EASILY AND KEEP FRIENDS FOR LIFE ONCE I MAKE THEM. I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES TAXING KIDDO'S. A GREAT HUSBAND AND A DEMENTED SECOND SELF. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME FEEL FREE TO ASK. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOLa tely I have become addicted to a place called IMVU. As you see on my page. I love it, I made many new friends, can sit and chat with them in a little virtual world. I make stickers and you can also make clothing, houses, furniture etc. There is an adult world there also , so if you are into the alternative lifestyle its alternative friendly.If you want to check it out just click on one of my banners . I will get credits for it, wooohoo also.
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I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet people for all over. I want to make friends. I love the Asian culture and art. I like to meet people who are out of the general audience. Those who live their own lives and take risks. I love punk, goth, emo, looks. Fetish looks, people who love reading and books, horror movies, video games, psychology and crime.
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Live life to the fullest and love the one you choose to love. Don't let anyone tell you who you should love only let your heart lead you. Weather they are the same or the opposite sex, black, white, red, yellow or a mixture never let someone else tell you who to love. No matter what religion you are you should realize the ultimate power says to love all not to love only white people or black people or men or women. Its to love all, so why judge someone by what sex they are or what color they are. If you love them then you love them and if someone loves you they should love you and not put you down for your choices. We do not even choose who we love our heart does that. XYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXYXY XY

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Heroes:

My two beautiful kids, My husband, Pearl My kids Grandma,My bestest friend in the world RUNE, Good writers and people who genuinely care.

My Blog

Success and failure

Sometimes things happen in your life that almost destroys you. Sometimes it comes out of the blue and sometimes you yourself cause it to happen. Things like this seem to follow me, it is like I am alw...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 06:24:00 PST

Depressing dribble

I look at the picture on my profile and remember. What a wonderful day, what a happy time. So exciting, so in love , so happy. What happened? Where did it go? When did I become so undesirable? When di...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:29:00 PST

Update

well Hello my longtime friends. I see I have been dropped by tons of you and thats just fine. I have not been here. But for those of you who want to know, I am alive and breathing Oxygen. I am in the ...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 11:09:00 PST

Can You Hear me?

Can you hear me? I am callingCan you see meI am fallingHelp me Im coming fastHelp meescape my pastRunningNurons firingRunningLegs are tiringCan you hear me?I am callingCan you see me?I am fallingPound...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:56:00 PST

Whew God I am glad thats over with

Well the latest is I have been hella sick. I decided I had had enough of this medication. Cymbalta, the supposidly new great drug for depression and physical pain. Well it cause my blood pressure to d...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:09:00 PST

Long Time No See

Well Hello again everyone! I have been MIA for quite a while since I have been spending all my time in School, woohoo its over thank you goddess, volunteering at Goodwill and playing on IMVU. Yes I ca...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Tue, 29 May 2007 05:16:00 PST

Much Much Better Now, Happy Post

Well things are finally looking up. I went through such a bad depression I was wondering if I was going to come out of it. Well I am over the hump now, not fully recovered mind you but much much bette...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:03:00 PST

Life so far

I wrote this huge blog and went to send it and instead hit the cancel button so I guess I was not suppose to post that one. I am such a moron as of late. Well since that last one was so depressing I g...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:31:00 PST

Update , huggles all

Hello my wonderful, loving, sweet, understanding friends. I am writing you to tell you that I really appreciate the understanding and messages you have been sending me even though I have not been arou...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 09:15:00 PST

10 ways to please a

My RSS .. user html start --> Just some tips I found 10 Ways to Please a Woman 1. Give Her Sexy Thoughts. Arousal starts first in the mind, send her sexy text messages / emails tell he...
Posted by Cheelara~Michelle on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:28:00 PST