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embanski

look to the past and remember a smile and maybe tonight we can breathe for a while

About Me

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My Interests


the girlies christinas b-day:)

jen,amanda and I.♥

The Gems=the sex
good times...the adventure night.

I'd like to meet:

Hi, I'm Emily.

"I'm losing all my friends, I'm losing all my friends to drinking and to driving."

"'it hurts to be around you. When I see you, even from across the room, it brings up a thousand memories. Not just of us, but of my entire life before. It's like I'm frozen in this place that I can't bear to be. I care about you so much. As long as I can remember, everything's always come back to you. I mean, even no matter what was happening between us. Even the thought of you is at least a constant comfort, but... I can't go back. It just hurts." --dawsons creek.

"I am not you friend. I'm not your lover. I'm not your family."

"Someone trying to find their way, someone trying to find their place, someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated or unsatisfied, or barely getting by, but that feeling's a lie and if you just hold on just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to make us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way, that someone is out there, and that someone will find you"

"i remember when we were just sixteen and dreaming, drinking in the basement, just shouting & screaming, listening to our favorite records all the while thinking, someday, we're gonna be there on stage all singing. remember breaking hearts and getting hearts broken"

"and she pulled you in, and she bit your lip. and she made you hers. she looked deep into you as you lay together, quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer. But you've already lost, when you only have barely enough to hang on."

"The only thing that I regret is that I never let you hold me back"

"I wanna touch you, I wana breathe you, say fuck you, I don't need you"

"So why do we breathe sex like lovers, but live like enemies? "

"Let's sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that everyother night doesn't seem so painful after all"

"show me where it hurts, show me what love has done to you."

"each line is ploted and designed to bring you down"

" empty moods fill me more then rooms filled up with friends,and maybe giving ups not bad but just part of letting go of you. The way the skies are grey reminds me that there's more to life then living."

" maybe it's love but it's like you say, love is like a role that we play "

"You always said this never hurt you, I always said you were a liar. "

" you kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work. With one last shot to make it happen."

" You're in my web now, I'll wrap you up tight until it's time to bite down.

" I just wanna hold you, touch you, feel you. Always. Kiss you, taste you, all night. Always.

" you'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time."

"it's your nightmare, make sure to handle it well."

"I didn't want you to mean so much to me."

"I said I'm sorry for the rain, and where it all fell down."

" summer secrets keep me breathing, my old routine stopped repeating, and I'll never forget anything"

" tell me what you've always wanted, and I'll give you love instead"

" I'll sign your name across my wrists, so everyone could see, who left me like this."

"He says that I'm the shining star in his sky. I feel like far away."

"You are the dark ocean bottom and I am the fast sinking anchor.Should I fall for you, Should I fall for you?You are the scar on my tissue that I show all of my new friends. Should I show you me, should I show you me?"

"I just hurt you and I never looked back, now I have no logic to defend"

"

Music:


Your 2005 Song Is
Mr. Brightside by The Killers

"It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss"

Let's just say you're happy to be done with 2005! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

My Blog

-the spill canvas

for what it's worth, ive always admired you, i'VE always thought that we could make it through. Now look what time could do, it took a masterpiece we built  and broke it in two. I always believed...
Posted by embanski on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:52:00 PST