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fuck if i care

no thank you.

About Me


my name is josh.
i am slave to the kaycee jane.
that is all for now. :)

My Interests

foot fungus, hair, george, bob, bunny rabbits, snakes, spyders, kaycee, iced tea, i like cups, windows are fun, cabinet doors, bowls, speakers, i like humidifiers, i like ductwork, killing things, boxes.

I'd like to meet:

george.

Music:

sometimes. :) i like to fall asleep to it.

Movies:

no.

Television:

big.

Books:

helter skelter, which snake is the longest, goosebumps, clifford, bob, george, telephone, we're bananas in pajamas, shovel.

Heroes:

bob, george, hoover vaccum cleaner, wendys, fruit dazzle, razor scooter, box, poop, things that come out of my nose, fried chicken, collard greens, cancer, printer, bicycle pump, chair, contacts, nibble.

My Blog

dont know

diving deeper into the depths of insanity not quite shure how to get free  tangled in a net of hate and insecuritys thought it was done with but the past keeps fucking with the present never knew...
Posted by fuck if i care on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:07:00 PST

ok some shit has been going down

ok this is whats going on someone got the password to my myspace and started emailing the women on my friends list at random in which they replyied in ager because the person that did this attempted t...
Posted by fuck if i care on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 12:41:00 PST

love of my life

have you ever wanted to help someone but the words never come have you ever just wanted to hug the pain out of them squeeze so tight that it just disipates have you ever just wanted to know what made ...
Posted by fuck if i care on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 11:10:00 PST

shit shit shitty shit

lost again and battling my own mind everyday pain got way too much to fight with serenity gone with a bat of the eye head shakes and trembling starts the room spins never right always critisized why ...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 02:46:00 PST

never shall i see the light of day again

ok wtf i am so tierd of being the nice guy that gets shit on i mean i am a hard working indivisual and all i want is respect to be me and not have people trying to get me to conform is that too fuckin...
Posted by fuck if i care on Fri, 19 May 2006 12:24:00 PST

yan and no

ok all here i am again lokking at the comp screen and stitting here wondering why im not dead sometimes i think about this alot people at my house are mad at me for reasons that i cant control so oh w...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:36:00 PST

not quite shure

sometimes i look in the miorror and loose sight nothing is real and every one loves me my eyes close and a breath of fresh air hits my lungs then i turn and open my eyes and reality hits i get scared...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 01:37:00 PST

pain

give me pain give me pleasure i want this pressure to preform under these circumstances beat me fuck me place that hate under my skin chaos and sodomy razor blade contraseptives corroded victim of de...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:55:00 PST

fuck god fuk religion

bath in blood my minions of darkness bow at my feet warship my words for i speak the truthdont dare question my athority ask the others waht will happen i have the power the means and the ways to make...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:45:00 PST

no more

is this the lesser of two evils is it the truth that only time will tellis it a fact that you should follow your heartnothing is for shure but should i give up everything or hsould i fight for my love...
Posted by fuck if i care on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:31:00 PST