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Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing

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About Me



And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
Are immune to your consultations
They're quite aware of what they're going through.


Freak. Activist. Student. Best Friend. Little Sister. Weirdo. Metalhead. Silly Little Emo Kid. Whore. Actress. Secret Internet Fatty. Pierced. Singer. Tattooed. Loved. Lost. Forgotten. Pushed Away. Moved On. Fighter. Questioner.
Unable. To Fit. Into One. Single. Category.

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My Interests

I read comic books and listen to metal. Your probably wouldn't like me very much.

I'd like to meet:


I think I've got everyone I need.

Music:

AC/DC, The Agony Scene, All That Remains, Arch Enemy, As I Lay Dying

The Banner, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Bled, Bleeding Through, Bloodlined Calligraphy, Bullet For My Valentine, Burn The Priest, Bury Your Dead

Cannibal Corpse, Children of Bodom, Chimaira, Coal Chamber, Cold

.. Deftones, Dimmu Borgir, Dope, The Dresden Dolls, Dry Kill Logic

Flee The Seen, From Autumn To Ashes, From Zero

God Forbid, Godsmack

Haste The Day, Hatebreed, Himsa, Horse The Band

Iced Earth, Ill Nino, In Flames, It Dies Today

Jack Off Jill, Judas Priest, Julie Ruin

Killswitch Engage, King Diamond, Kittie, Korn

Lamb Of God

Marilyn Manson, Martyr AD, Matisyahu, Metallica, Misery Signals, Most Precious Blood, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, My Ruin

Napalm Death, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nodes Of Ranvier, Nora, Norma Jean, Nothingface

One Dead Three Wounded

Pantera, Pearl Jam, Poison The Well, Protest The Hero

Rammstein, The Red Chord, Remembering Never, Retard-O-Bot, The Rolling Stones

Scars Of Tomorrow, Sevendust, Shadows Fall, Sinai Beach, Slaves On Dope, Slayer, Slipknot, Soulfly, Static-X, Stone Sour, Symphony In Peril, System Of A Down

Taproot, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, Throwdown, Tool, Trivium

Unearth, U2

White Zombie

And so many more…

Movies:



Television:

Crossing Jordan, CSI, Law and Order: CI, CSI: Miami, CSI: New York, Law and Order: SVU, Criminal Minds. (are we sensing a pattern here?)

Books:

Basically, if it's written by Jhonen or about crime, psychology, serial killers, guns, forensics, or bloody deaths, then I read it. And comic books...I'm a comic book dork.

Heroes:


The REAL American Idol. Rock the fuck on, Bo. Rock. The fuck. On.

Jhonen Vasquez. What a beautiful man.

These two chicas. Every Wednesday I get real sad because I don't get to see them anymore...

Dan Jacobs, the sexiest man on the planet. Ever. Period. I wanna have like a billion of his babies. *sigh*.

The only man I'll ever love...the hottest Jewish elf ever to live...

Matisyahu. He puts the BA in Orthodox Jew. (Infact, he's so BA, that it doesn't even matter there is no 'b' or 'a' in those two words combined). As if I wasn't already proud of my Jewy-ness, he upped the amount.

My Blog

Deleted some old entries...

So I deleted a few blogs... I realized how stupid I am... I need to stop posting these things, really. I need to stop looking at his profile and seeing how happy he is. Cause I'm not. I'm not happy at...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Sat, 27 May 2006 10:16:00 PST

A reminder of what I'll never have...

It's not like me to give up this easilly, usually, but right now I am giving up. I'm done trying to be happy because it's looking like I'm not allowed to be. Everyones a liar, right? Everyones a fake....
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 05:33:00 PST

Sexuality is fucking confusing...

Alright, so today I was in Boston and this person gets onto the subway, and sits down next to me. Short spikey hair, moderatly baggy jeans, button up shirt, vintage tee-shirt, real pretty blue eyes, p...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 09:24:00 PST

I'm a fuck up.

I hate him for moving on a month sooner than me. I hate him for telling me he's been thinking of me three minutes before telling me he has a girlfriend. I'm boring. I'm forgettable. I'm replaceable. ...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Michigan..and such.

Last week I got my hair dyed back to it's natural color...so now I'm super boring looking. Mighigan was pretty cool ( if you don't know why I was there, then this will make no sense to you), I built 3...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Biscuts, Safety Pins, and Angst

Ahem. This morning I woke up, and found that one of my earrings had fallen out in my sleep. I did not know where it went and did not have time to find it. So I grabbed the nearest thing, which happend...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Teenagers + "Love" = Hate

I decided that I hate teenagers. I hate how they only care about themselves, I hate how they think with their libidos, and I hate how they think that they're the only ones going through shit. But most...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Do it. Pweeze?

Copy and paste and reply in a comment. Now. I love you. Please? 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6....
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...Anger...

I cannot stand when people are music snobs. I hate hate hate people that think that the kind of music that they listen to is the only kind out there. They make me so fucking angry! But mostly, it's th...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Is it supposed to hurt this bad?

I didn't think it was. I thought caring about someone was supposed to make you happy and smile. But this just...fucking hurts. Too much. More than I want it to. I don't know, maybe I fucked up. Maybe ...
Posted by Everything Inside Me Is Worthless And Embarassing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST