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About Me

here's the jist of it obsessive, possessive manipulator with an unquenchable lust for power and a penchant for degradation. ruthless, intense, sexual sadist. self-destructive, sexually obsessed. icy, remote, mysterious. aggressive, cruel, jealous, harsh, dark, powerful and alien. homicidal maniac.i don't like to sit still for too long but i'm too damn indecisive to decide where to go when i go out. i enjoy colorful people who are just about as moody as i am. i'm anti-social and find it difficult making new friends... unless you talk to me first.. ..and then you can deal with me after. i haven't found anything more fulfilling than listening to good music and singing to myself when i think no one's listening. i draw at night when my brain is in overdrive... i've always believed in living for today, who's to say you'll even have a future? i'm still struggling with getting out of bed and growing up. if you want my opinion, don't be suprised if i hurt your feelings. i'm really not as much of an asshole as everyone first assumes i am, i hope? if i saw an animal on the side of the road and it was injured... then i saw someone get run over by a truck, i would run to the animal. i'm quick and witty when need be. i hate when people drive in the left lane for too long. i hate when people ask a million idiotic questions that i've already answered. i hate that people take the fun out of things because they feel if you're not 'intheknow', then you know nothing. i hate poor grammar and spelling. i have a few thousand pet peeves so i'll never have the time to explain to you why i freak out about the smallest things. i have no patience most of the time. i have an irish temper as large as the number of little brown dots on my skin. i swear that i'm a cat in this human figure. i am just as selfless as selfish. i'm hyperactively overanalytical! i enjoy being a pervert and i've read too many mass murderer/serial killer books. oh.. and whoever brainwashed these millions into believing that a woman with no curves was sexy, needs to be bitch slapped by a fat girl.
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My Interests

i'm the frickin' beastmaster for christ's sake!, body modification, rollarcoasters, cars, skateboards, toys, horror, gore, shockshockhorrorhorror, bettie page, Dali, lovecraft, sylvia plath, cosmetics, black, pink, red, ghosts, witches, occult, pagan, evil, movies, books, skulls, bones, skeletons, jones soda, house of shock, punk, hardcore, metal, singing, guitar, piano, laughing, adult swim, doodling, nunzilla, disinformation, blue orbs in jars, balloons, flowers, cacti, bamboo, insects, arachnids, black widows!!, praying mantids!!, seeing eye to eye, your opinion/my opinion, cigarettes, dark sunglasses, pale skin, freckles, irish, chino, dark crystal, tim burton, night at the beach, anti-sunshine, spf 100, living dead dolls, strawberries, my mom, stars, nights, psychobilly, ska, cheer up emo kid.... beer, dark rum, smoking cigarettes in a smokey, sleazy bar with good company, my librarian glasses, lips, kissing, anti-bush, nail polish, good art, painting with my fingers, coffee, salt, gum, driving, falling asleep on steve's shoulder when he's driving, buffalo, giggling, dobeedobeedo ugh, mooruffs, shit kickers, mud, neediness, crankiness, happy nappy, autopsy babies, oddities, bald heads, black eyes, giger, strange socks, froggy socks!

I'd like to meet:

the man who invented the tampon AIM=Flystellar

Music:

bloc party, interpol, the bravery, siousxe and the banshees, blondie, pat benetar, joan jett, dresden dolls, horrorpops, nekromantix, tiger army, the killers, buzzcocks, joy division, peter murphy, bowie, the smiths, b-52s, berlin, gang of four, modest mouse, mars volta, at the drive in, romeo void, rancid, pixies, ramones, iron maiden, ac/dc, dropkick murphys, floggin molly, social distortion, rasputina, the clash, poison the well, the replacements, new york dolls, ms ani difranco, bikini kill, bad religion, motorhead, negative approach, art of noise, arcade fire, missing persons, ministry, KMFDM, thrill kill cult, sex pistols, talking heads, the stooges, the cult, new order, radiohead, portishead, the meatmen, husker du, depeche mode, dinosaur jr, janis joplin, ABBA (oh yeah!). converge, the dwarves, reverend horton heat, the cure, king missile, the go-gos, coldplay, slayer, franz ferdinand, morrissey, marvin gaye, the doves, pretty girls make graves, the exploited.. (to name a few)

Movies:

the dark crystal, labyrinth, muppets take manhattan, peewee's big adventure, day of the dead, dawn of the dead, land of the dead, shaun of the dead!, brazil, metropolis, cry-baby, garbage pail kids, legend, beastmaster, clash of the titans, shawshank redemption, evil deads, army of darkness, hellraiser, excorsist, rosemary's baby, (((Vincent Price rocks me.. so there, anything by him))), the grudge, the ring, texas chainsaw masacre, house of 1000 corpses, night of the living dead, weird science, pretty in pink, ET, pulp fiction, psycho, the fly, return of the fly, house of wax, lord of the rings, harry potter, devil's rejects, wizard of oz, schindlers list, charlie and the chocolate factory.. (again, just to name a few..)

Television:

CSI, Forensic Files, Family Guy, ATHF, Simpsons, Futurama, good 'ol Cosby Show re-runs, Letterman is my hero, the Daily Show, Sopranos, Sex in the City... I'm a huge Discovery channel buff.. i watch tv when i can, that's about the extent of it. ...ok, i'm going to come clean now and admit my love of Will and Grace and Friends. *blush*

Books:

i'll read just about anything. I'm a nerd, need I say more?

My Blog

if..if...if

if i can't be happy... can't i at least be content? i can hardly bare the punishment for being who i am anymore! ...just my thought of the day! xo ...
Posted by cute when sedated on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:55:00 PST

there goes the fear again...

do this... ...drink.. close your eyes and spin. then, maybe.. (but just MAYBE) you'll have spun into another portal and you'll be able to forget why you sta...
Posted by cute when sedated on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:29:00 PST

here's the thing...

..people need to stop wishing they could be me. i mean.. now really.. who the fuck would want to be me? then again.. ..i am pretty fucking amazing. :)...
Posted by cute when sedated on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 08:43:00 PST

for real this time!

i'm posting this real blog because my fucking foot fell asleep and i can't stand up right now. maybe i'll take the time right now to let everyone in on some things. one.. if i've been the slight...
Posted by cute when sedated on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:26:00 PST

everyone is sleeping..

i really have nothing better to do than a survey (see below). everyone is sleeping, including all the animals -'cept the bird that hates me- and i'm waiting for the dealership to call me about m...
Posted by cute when sedated on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:01:00 PST

frickin' hilarious!

1. YOUR REAL NAME:Melissa2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)Melizzle3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)Red Panther4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and...
Posted by cute when sedated on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:20:00 PST

some real news...

let's see here... steve's car was involved in a hit and run. his car is trash now, makes him bummed out. he finally got a rental today so at least he can be mobile and feel partially norma...
Posted by cute when sedated on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:20:00 PST

help! addicted to surveys!!

Part 1: The Birth of YouWere you a planned baby?: nope, and my mom is the first to warn me about birth control.. hahaWere you the first?: second to lastWho was present at your birth?...
Posted by cute when sedated on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:59:00 PST

i know i have no life....

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list, go to your own myspace account, paste this as a bulletin. Then...
Posted by cute when sedated on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 07:02:00 PST

forgive me please!

it's 6am.. i don't feel like doing much of anything else.. my apologies for my recent lack of formal information. ;) 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?don't recal...
Posted by cute when sedated on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:25:00 PST