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Thanks for the the sweet B-Day comments! This little pion needed all of those. MWAH to you all :~D

About Me

.. width="425" height="350" .. YEAH...that's dorky ole me alright!.. width="425" height="350" ..Ok, so I have this sickening obsession with music. And yes, if it asked, I would marry it, but since same sex marriage isn't even allowed in this country, I doubt that will happen. I am not afraid to say I am a hermit, have been for a year now as of the first of October. It's not that I am agoraphobic...entirely, it's moreso that people i have welcomed into my life have stabbed me in the front, back and side to side. I am a "project chick" I have many mental disorders and diseases that everyone( girl or guy) think won't bother them....come to find out..it's because they thought they could change me...mold me into the friend,family member or partner that was up to their standards. I am who I am and I sure as heck would have changed these things about if I had the power. I have been in therapy since I was in the sixth grade and with group, congnitive and "shrinky dinkin'" nothing has worked. Add that to the fact I am a Rx guinea pig for one of the most famous Dr.'s on this side of the Mississippi. You can hide a lot behind a smile...but eventually, you can't put up that mask anymore...you grow so tired of it...that you retreat to seclusion to protect what's left of your heart from being broken into even smaller pieces. So, after the most horrific comment/slam given to me by a person i thought was my best friend, I decided it was much easier to be lonely than have to worry about establishing relationships and when the ball would drop....when they use my vulnerabilities and weaknesses to hit me way below the belt. On a brighter note, I have found a fantabulous circle of myspaceinvader friends (although they come and go to often because they are functional and intergrate into society) that, though they are miles and miles away and i am unable to see or touch them, are near and dear to my heart. I still have faith in the human race....it's just that I think most of us are trapped inside "the box," quick to jump on bandwagons, and afraid to take off our masks and be true to ourselves for fear our society will lead us to think otherwise. I consider myself, like everyone in this world, to be one HUGE work in progress. Missy said the same thing on her UNDER CONSTRUCTION ALBUM. If we would only acknowledge the fact that we are HUMAN and are learning as we go....maybe there would be a bit more tolerance....censorship is OUT OF CONTROL. I understand CHANGE has always been feared...but it and death are the only things that will ALWAYS happen. So I admit to buying into it...but now...I have nothing to lose....so I tell it how it is up front instead of putting on facades like the myspace "web celebs" do.ANYONE WHO USES "MYSPACE" TO TRY AND PROMOTE THEIR WEBCAM SCAMS and BORDERLINE KIDDY PORN SUCK...YOU GUYS have jaded an INDUSTRY that was already controversial and now have unecessarily stirred the pot yet again. THE SUCCESSFUL, BUSINESS, AND PROFESSIONALS MAKE SOOO MUCH MONEY, THEY WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO PUT UP THAT STUFF ON A NOBODY LIKE MYSELF'S PROFILE....I SEE YOUR ANTICS AS NOVICE,LAUGHABLE AND OFTEN BEYOND ILLEGAL. MAYBE IF YOU READ A PROFILE EVERY ONCE IN A BLUE MOON YOU WOULDN'T SEND ME ADD REQUESTS THAT NOT ONLY SHOW YOUR PROFILE PIC WITH CHILDREN PERFORMING SEXUAL ACTS, BUT ARE DEDICATED TO YOUR PERVERSION. I HATE EVEN HAVING TO BRING SOMETHING LIKE THIS UP, IT SADDENS ME,BUT IT'S GETTING MORE THAN OLD, ANNOYING AND PERVERSE; IT'S DOWN RIGHT DANGEROUS AND JUST WHAT THE MEDIA HOPS ON IN THEIR PURSUIT TO USE SCARE TACTICS ON PARENTS' ASSUMED RIGHTS TO BE "MYSPACE MONITORS" AND ROB THEIR CHILDREN'S PRIVACY JUSTIFIABLY. THAT BACK-FIRED ON ME AS A TEEN, TURNED ME INTO AN IDIOTIC REBEL JUST BECAUSE I FELT THE NEED TO FLAUNT MY "FREEDOM" DON'T GET ME WRONG....I BELIEVE IN THE RIGHT TO FREE SPEECH & HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GOOD OLD FASHION PORN...SO IF YOU THOUGHT JENNA J. BEING IN MY TOP 8 LIST WAS ME BEING ONE HUGE HYPOCRIT, YOU'RE WRONG. SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT THAT RUNS A LEGIT BUSINESS!!! AND I AM SICK OF ALL YOU CREEPS WHO GIVE OUR GOVERNMENT THE BAIT TO CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR EVERY GOSH DARNED THING WE DO THESE DAY. YOU AIDE IN TAKING AWAY ALLLLLLLL OF OUR PRIVACY AND GIVE THEM THE EVIDENCE THEY GREEDILY SNATCH UP TO VALIDATE WHY THEY CAN TAP OUR PHONE LINES, MEDICAL RECORDS, ANYTHING THAT ONCE WAS COVERED UNDER THE LAWS TO PROTECT US. WOW, I JUST WENT OFF THERE BUT I'M SO SICK OF EVERYONE THINKING IT'S OK TO LOOK INTO THE PERSONAL LIVES OF THOSE WHO WISH TO MAINTAIN THEIR PRIVACY. I MAKE MY PROFILE PUBLIC BECAUSE I FIGURE IF SOMEONE WANTED THIS INFO....THEY'D FIND A WAY TO GET IT ANYWAYS...DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHY THEY WOULD WANT IT BUT STILL...IT ALSO REINFORCES I FEELING THAT WHAT WE DO OR SAY ISN'T ACCEPTABLE. SO I GUESS THERE'S MY RIGHT TO FREE SPEECH AND WHY WE ARE LOSING IT BLURB THANK YOU KINDLY :D I SHALL REPAY YOU WITH SOME FUN SHIT BENEATH THIS AS I CONTINUE TO UPDATE MY PROFILE. MWAH!SAY... wasn't I supposed to be writing something else here.... GETTING BACK TO WHAT MAKES ME...ME...MUSIC! AND I GOT IT AT THE DOLLAR STORE! Sooooo......... Definitely my drug of choice is Music ( sure I take some prescription drugs but if I had a choice I'd take Nancy Reagan up on that Just Say No THANG ROTFL......................When I think about what defines me or means the most to me in my life it's so simple. MUSIC. I love every aspect of it and feel that it can become you...inspire you....giving you that outlet in this complex, stressful world we live in. I have to dance when I hear it. It's as if it's in my bones. I was an addict from the start. Right now, I'm focusing on the dancing and singing aspect of MUSIC. My favorite styles/forms of dance are HIP HOP, "tha WHITE GIRL POP & LOCK," funk & and an attempt to Ka-runk, liquid....anything that goes along with Hip Hop, Techno ( TURNTABALISM...perfect for those with ADHD like ME chickadee!...jungle, trance, drum & bass, house, speed garage, anything but happy hardcore), Pop, R & B, Rap. Anything that makes you bob your head til' your neck hurts. As for the singing aspect, I do anything my voice permits but will have nothing to do with country!! There is so much more to me but that's a good start. Those little guys drive and inspire my every action. I hope you all can relate or this grrrl thinks you are missing out on the most amazing gift we've been given. MUSIC, MUSIC, MUSIC....thank you for everything!! HAHA....here's a place you will never find my name unless it's scribbled in pencil over someone deserving :) I hate hate hate them....but everyday....there they are...POOF! I think I may have an addiction to eargasms. But, since I am a girl and all....one just isn't enough so I listen to music SOOOO much....I bleed it. Is that a bad thing? Speak up...I can't hear you!! Yes I am..thank you for asking!

My Interests

WELL I HAVE BEEN ON MYSPACE SINCE 10/05....AND IT HAS BEEN QUITE AN INTERESTING RIDE. HOWEVER, WHEN I CAME HERE, IT WAS FOR THE MUSIC.....THEN IT CHANGED. IT BECAME A PLACE FOR SITES ABOUT MAKING YOUR PROFILE SOME SORT OF PIECE OF "ART,"WHORING,WEBCAM SPAM,INFINITE TWEAKS,AUTO COMMENTS,COMPETITIONS BETWEEN PERFECT STRANGERS...IT EVOLVED INTO TRUE VIRTUAL REALITY....IT HAD BE ADDICTED FOR AWHILE...I CAN'T DENY I BOUGHT INTO ALL OF IT...BUT THEN THE "UNEXPECTED ERRORS" TOOK OVER...AND THE SITE ACTUALLY BECAME A SOURCE OF FRUSTRATION AND ANXIETY...I HAD TO EMAIL EVERYONE BACK,SEND COMMENTS,READ BLOGS....BUT I COULDN'T KEEP UP WITH ALL THE NEW FEATURES...AND NEITHER COULD THE SERVER. WHAT I DID LATCH ONTO WAS BLOGGING,LEARNING ABOUT HTML,TAKING DORKY PICS AND THE OTHER SITES OUT THERE. MYSPACE'S REACTION TO OTHER SITES (LIKE YOUTUBE) HAS TRIGGERED THE MONOPOLIZATION OF THE NET....THE NEW VIDEO UPLOAD FEATURE RING A BELL? SO I AM GOING TO BE CONCENTRATING ON BLOGGING ON THE TOP 3 BLOG SITES, PLAYING WITH "YOUTUBE" AND FINDING A MORE USER FRIENDLY SITE FOR BANDS. WHERE THEY DON'T HAVE THEIR SONGS COPIED....PEOPLE PUTTING 20 COMMENTS IN A ROW ABOUT GOING TO THEIR PROFILES. IT'S 2 MUCH. SURE...VARIETY IS THE SPICE OF LIFE....BUT WHEN YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO CHOOSE FROM...THE DECISIONS BECOME DAUNTING...NOT FUN AND EXCITING. SO...I'LL CHECK BACK IN OF COURSE, BUT ME AND MYSPACE JUST AREN'T THE SAME ANYMORE....AND I NEED SOMETHING ELSE BECAUSE THIS ISN'T QUITE WORKING FOR ME ANYMORE....TO BE HONEST....I DON'T THINK IT EVER WAS. HERE'S A BIT OF INFO I'LL KEEP FOR NO REASON AT ALL: YES, I SING AND WRITE SONGS...BIG WHOOP.Please note that just because this is something that I am passionate about and love to do, it does not mean I am any good at it.....it's more of an outlet...a type of diary. Other things I love to do are "dumpster diving." Or GOODWILL HUNTING...whatever you prefer to call it. I sift through those dollar bins like a champ and always find at least one treasure. I haven't been recently as I am also INTERESTED in getting a job and it has taken up most of my freetime. Sadly, no job attained yet but it hasn't prevented me from trying. Whatever will be will be I guess. I wish I could control everything and know it all but these days...I have come to grips with the fact that I must do the footwork but that I've no decision or choice as to what happens as a result. If doing what you absolutely love and feel passionate about is deemed wrong in our world....I know one thing for sure....I DON'T WANT TO BE RighT!!! OK....one of my interests or a/effects of my selective perfectionism.....take a look at this picture . At first glance.....it brings a chuckle as we know how addictive the Internet can be but I would like to point out the errors....1. where are the seat covers. toilet paper and knozzle to flush that puppy? Umm...isn't this also extremely dangerous if you were 2 drop not a "pooop" into the "pool" but your "plugged in desktop."? At least keep up with the times....there should be a laptop here people and what about a cordless phone? And before I overanalyze this anymore ( thought it was a good opportunity to show my inability to not overthink EVERYTHING....with a toilet of all things :) but where is the handicap bar? Ok...I won't go on about it any further but I suggest if you really have to go to hold it or find a nice thick forest....watch out for the poison oak, sumac or ivey that grows in your hood. YO CHECK THIS FOOL....he has MOVES! I also love to sleep or stay up....it's a serious head trip.

I'd like to meet:

A soul that is better when with me,yearns for me when I am away,yet is always connected to me via our hearts. Someone who makes me feel good about myself,that encourages me,gives me constructive criticism,that makes me laugh. And someone who can teach what "love" is. And...vice versa.....where I do them,the same. But without effort. It would be so natural from the start.....it would just feel and always be RIGHT. So, I don't expect to meet that person but at least I know what I am looking for....wonder if you are looking for me?If you’ve never visited my profile…..you will learn that I probably write too much about myself and leave myself a wee bit vulnerable, however, I also speak the truth as I know it. MUSIC IS MY LIFE. I dance (some old dance team stuff from college)... ) every night in my tiny confined space I shall call my “home” and write songs that I’ve yet to put to music because I lack the equipment and finances to be able to go into a studio. I had a cable modem and laptop but the laptop died w/ all of my music erased and I couldn't afford to replace it or pay for my connection bills. The songs I did sing are of super poor quality as I simply sang into my 'puter's internal mic which crackles like coals in a dying fire. Feel free to read my blogs to find out just about everything about me. They delve into my head…my world..my confusion. My true love always has and will be every single aspect of music( sorry..it's the Tourette's again...again..again...) and those who contribute to this art that has been my safe haven throughout my short existence on this earth. I have been through a lot in a short period of time but then again…who hasn’t? People fascinate the hell out of me and each one of us is so unique in our own right and yet I am always able to find a common thread among anyone I encounter. That’s a great starting point for building a relationship instead of letting judgement and assumptions take over. Of course it’s important to weed out the people that will make you a better person and continue to absorb their positive vibes. AND those who rub you the wrong way? What a great learning experience you just had. Like a second in time, we are forever changed by the smallest of incidents. So instead of being like me and seeing the cup half empty…..work on perspective with me and you can never fail in life. I must look at my gifts not my weaknesses and/or learn to make them just that…my strengths and the person I have always wanted to be when I grow up. P.S. My URL is not sweety....I hate being called that. That's what my renty roos call me. It stands for sweaty...like what you become when you run a marathon,wearing a dick-E, your favorite pumpkin orange polyster suit, in the humid rain forest. Yes, I sweat a lot...so that's why I put it there....I AM A SWEAT-ErRr...Gross right? I hear you....that's why my wardrobe consists 95% of black attire....of course i only have like 10 things anyways. Call me white trash...but I rarely answer the phone ;~) Speaking of clunkers.... Ewwies...dancer's feet Must be "praying" for a J O B

Music:

I guess you could say I am in a relationship....if music counts that is. We dance together, sing together, laugh and cry together....we are like peas and carrots...peas and carrots. I believe everyone who visits my profile will like at least one of the artist's I love so we then have a foundation to start chitty chatting :) BLONDIE, Thank Bob we have CD's now...I hated rewinding and fastforwarding because I could never get where I wanted. But at least we don't use 8 tracks anymore....unless your starring in the movie "Don't Be A Menace to South Central While Drinking Your Juice in the Hood." Although, his platforms with the goldfish inside were P I M P! Oh yes...my art-teest's : I HAVE A HUGE CONNECTION TO SARAH MCLACHLIN. IT WAS HER CD " THE FREEDOM SESSIONS," THAT TOUCHED ME AT SUCH A HARD TIME IN MY LIFE. IT'S A LONG STORY BUT I OWE A GREAT DEAL TO THIS STRANGER WHO HAS NO IDEA WHAT SHE STARTED....THANKS SO MUCH FOR SHOWING ME THE POWER OF MUSIC...AND THAT IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO OR WHERE YOU ARE....IT WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH YOU IN YOUR HEART...AND CIRCULATE THROUGH YOUR HEAD.Alana Davis, Snoop, Alicia Keys,PINK, En Vogue,Steve Miller Band,Blind Melon, Da Brat,PRINCE, Missy Elliott,George Michael,Cypress Hill,Neneh Cherry, Huey Lewis,4 non-Blondes,NIN,Craig David,Lenny Kravitz,Mos Def, The Eagles,Aretha Franklin,SEAL,President's of the U.S.,Puddle of Mudd,Salt n Pepa,Roy Orbison,Counting Crows,Blaque That's not true...it's my safer alternative ;) I am such a music freak it's crazy. What do I sing besides my silly little songs?? Well, here are a FEW of the artist's that I love....there are so many but I will name a few....and I love most all genres...turntablism (only I don't have a house so I like "Room" Music...LMMFAO! is my new fave because it plays like the songs in my head...medley's of many blended into one 5 minute set. Ok....singers/songwriter's of note: Fiona Apple, STP, Sophie B. Hawkins,Three Dog Night, Marvic Gaye,Run DMC,Dream, BECK, Sarah McClachlin,George Michael,Oasis, Steppenwolf, 2Pac, Britney Spears b4 she went white trash, TOOL, early Madonna, ABBA, REAL DJ'S THAT SPIN REAL RECORDS ,Wu-Tang Christina A,Biggie,Alanis,JANET JACKSON, JT, Ursher,Lil Kim,The Beatles, Lauren Hill, India.Arie, Natalie, K's Choice,Sublime,Shakira,Ray j.,Dishwalla,Paula Cole,MASE,Big Pun,Trick Daddy, Creedence,Prince, Love and Rockets, Fine Young Cannibals,Bel Biv Devo (now yah know), Luniz, Alice in Chains, Sneaker Pimps, anything remixed without a train wreck . YES....ALL THOSE VINYLS IN THE FILMLOOP W/ A TASTE OF ME, WERE ALL TAKEN BY ME. I NOT ONLY LISTEN TO THEM BUT SEE THE COVERS AT ART AS WELL AS THE SONGS THAT CAN BE SPUN ON THEM!!

Movies:

A few movies....I SAT THROUGH AND ENJOYED ACE VENTURA,BROWN SUGAR,SISTER ACT 2,21 grams,FRIDAY, National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, THE BIG LEBOWSKI, and the First Matrix. OK...listen up people if you see SUPERMAN wearing these kindly let him know these ARE MINE and that I said he was only allowed to borrow a TRIO of my clean THROX!

Television:

TV is not a luxury I have anymore anyways. I get a few basic channels and they are fuzzy so my boob tube is used for taking up what little space I have. I used to watch the shows that are in heavy syndication because I figured they must be decent to be on all the time. All I can think of is Sex and the City, Everybody Loves Raymond,Seinfeld,SNL re-runs,FRIENDS,Frasier,King of Queens.....but I was never glued to the TV...the appeal was that they were on daily and were only a 1/2 hour so my ADHD mind could power through them. One of the few luxuries I lost that I don't really miss much at all.

Books:

MANY...BUT WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT BOOKS THESE DAYS ANYMORE...ALTHOUGH I WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ONE. SURE IT WOULD ONLY BE READ BY ME ANYWAYS :) BUT... I LOVE BLOGS! Purrfect for someone like me who can't pay attention for a million bucks! ;)

Heroes:

Anyone who puts others before themselves without second guessing or asking for accolades in return. These are genuinely amazing souls that give so much....often their lives...simply because such values were engrained in them at conception....not through their upbringing and environment....they were pure before they set foot on this planet! I'm just poopy about this deletion thing....especially for this section...coulda spared this of all things....but I want to mention I SUPPORT OUR TROUPS...their family's,friend's,co-workers,anyone near and dear to them. But...the Bush Administration is a WHOLE different story that I may go into when I have time to rant about the precious lives of innocent people and sacrifices they have had to make because of those selfish and ignorant people "ruining" sorry...running our nation (into the ground)...although they dont talk about "those" fatalities much these days in the headlines...things like Paris Hilton's newest toenail polish or a piece of burnt toast that looks like "my mother in a headlock" and how much it sold for on Ebay....these seem to Top the News....where are our values? IDK!

My Blog

YouTube? YouDo? YouDon't? You....

 are now inside my blog. Welcome.      Due to my lack of internet access..(so I live in a commercial area and pick up the linksys default wireless at a speed of 1Mbps...2 if I am s...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:34:00 PST

Drugs are bad...umm k?

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Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:56:00 PST

If ONLY I had done the documentary w/ the A & E CHANNEL!

I WOULD GET MORE PEOPLE INTERESTED IN MENTAL ILLNESS OF AWARENESS. BECAUSE FACE IT, UNLESS YOU ARE A RECOGNIZABLE FACE, IT'S NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO CARRY OUT SUCH A HUGE DREAM   KNOWING THAT PEOPLE A...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 02:35:00 PST

Should I call the police? (This is a joke sillies...OMG...you think I am this much of a fool?)

Because my computer keeps performing illegal operations. But I don't know what type...could be involved with the mob or even doing surgeries without any license or training. If that wasn't bad en...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:24:00 PST

My first hater/debater...all the info inside..this is why I do what I do!

    So that's what Mr. Nathan had to say about me....it's always nice to be hated on myspace for this.....? I opened my heart in my blogs....I see that you don't have one....too bad so ...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:25:00 PST

TODAY THROUGH THE 7TH IS MENTAL ILLNESS AWARENESS WEEK!!!

    I HAD THE MOST AMAZING BLOG DONE I HAD BEEN WORKING ON FOR HOURS AND SAVED IT EVERYWHERE AND MYSPACE ERRORED. SO&INSTEAD OF GIVING UP&I AM GOING TO BREAK IT DOWN IN PIECES&.LIKE I JUST D...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:56:00 PST

FORBIDDEN...you aren't even in the TOP 100 today? I wonder why?

    I actually found this to be fascinating. Yesterday....she holds THE top spot on MOST POPULAR BLOGS....if you aren't aware....you can see the link above your blog home that says it's...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 10:21:00 PST

OK...I needed this and it's GOOD: FORBIDDEN BLOCKED ME! LMMFAO!

I view the top blogs....so sadly, I find hers at the top more often then I care to say. So...when she posted a blog called "AMEN" using a famous thinker's words that equate to the myspace "You just ha...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:03:00 PST

I am ready for the critics! Now EVERYONE will know,I am a recovering alcoholic&drug addict!

And.......I am speaking out where others are to afraid 2. I will be the talk of my hometown...they hated me as it was...now they have this to fuel the fire. I don't care because I want to help and edu...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:18:00 PST

IMPORTANT UPDATE regarding the group I started,neglected and am back with a vengeance!

     Way back in the day before myspace started to lose it's beauty....you know....the chance for talented artist's to showcase their work for free and have the opportunity to actually ...
Posted by SEREN-DIPPITY-DO-DAH on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 01:49:00 PST