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xTESTED AND TRUEx

too my friends I'll be there for you!

About Me

I'm 27 years young I recede in Denton, Texas I work,go to shows, rap, masturbate, and try to think of letters and columns to get printed in Profane Existence magazine. I've been involved in the punk/hardcore scene since 92 I'm a fifteen year veteran of the scene I've played for numerous bands, I just recently started a hardcore/punk distro mailorder and I'm in the proccess of working on a web/myspace page, running ad, and stocking my inventory (most crucial) it is getting the final touches and then it will be unleashed on yo unsuspecting punk ass. I have a beautiful daughter named Ramona who is not with me I've been in my share of unstable relationships and am very sick of it. I was born and raised in Ventura, California, and grew up on the West Side of Ventura Avenue and also stormed the streets of Oxnard. I've been through shit that most 65 year old people will never go through I've seen hell,hades,doom and gloom but I've always managed to break through it all and keep going. Love me or Hate me there is no in between I'm down for my true friends and to my enemies you need no statement documented here you know whats up! THAT INCLUDES THE DEAD INDIVIDUAL WHO SHOT AND KILLED MY FOURTEEN YEAR OLD NEPHEW AT SCHOOL CAUSE HE WAS SCARED OF A LITTLE BIT OF HEAT. I hope you find Jesus cause if you ever get out he probally won't be able to save you believe that. thats it!

My Interests

PUNK/HARDCORE, STR8 EDGE,METAL CORE,THRASH METAL,OLD SKOOL HARDCORE, LOOMPANICS BOOKS, RECORDS, PATCHES, WRITING, ACTION MOVIES SKATEBOARDING (old skool) toys old heavy metal, shows, and I LOVE KIDS also protesting (direct action) zines survival manuals and cool counter culture websites also punk/HARDCORE videos,most above all else my gorgious daughter Ramona Jjayde i am uninterested without her.my daughter's mother Stephanie Flynn who I would still do almost anything for, self defense, Breast Brigade, Profane Existence, zines, collectives, printing, recording, sharpie t-shirt making, bandanna thrash, skateboarding, flannel core, crust core, thrash core,grind core, metal core, apple cores, fag core, and your mother core. circle pits, ninja kickin and dance floor splotlight, any and all porn with Jenna Jameson or anyones Mom in it, toxic ranch records (tucson az).MISERY LPS,bookstores, Misery coming to tucson and drinkin the whole FUCKEN city into the concrete(never happen) going on tour with DISRESPECT, MISERY, or "The Waste" Anarchist black cross, pigwatch oops i meant copwatch, Independent record stores and punk houses worldwide, oh and i almost forgot the impeachment of the redneck crime family in d.c. and the destruction of the m.e.d.i.a, and television (brainwashboxes) worldwide, also witnessing the slow painful murder/rape of Brandon Mclnermey the little piece of shit scum that murderd my little nephew Larry (boo) King in Oxnard, California last month. R.I.P. lil Man.

I'd like to meet:

ANYONE FROM VENTURA/OXNARD CALIFORNIA WHO IS IN TO PUNK AND HARDCORE OR FROM TUCSON ARIZONA THAT INCLUDES COOL BANDS THAT ARE FOR REAL D.I.Y. AND NOT FAKE WANNABE ROCKSTARS,THE PUSSY ASS FUCK AT THE THROWDOWN DOWN SHOW @ SKRAPPY'S IN TUCSON AZ WHO IS IN THIS WANNABE JOCK (COCK) HARDCORE CREW/GANG CALLED 24 CREW, KATON FROM HIRAX,MAX WARD,ALL THE DRUNX IN MISERY AND DISRESPECT,AND PAT BROWN FOR RUNNING THEM COPS DOWN, THE DUDES WHO ROBBED 8 BANKS IN TEXAS AND SHOT 6 PO-POS AND DISABLED A GHETTO BIRD WITH RAMBO'S GUN CABINET. ANYBODY WHO EVER TRYS TO GIVE ME DRUGS AGAIN.OR STEAL MY RECORD COLLECTION FUCK OFF AND GO DIE.

Boston Beatdown pt.3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OhmnXH1RP0

F.s.u. fuck shit up crew boys from death before dishonor (the original line up)

Music:

WILL TO LIVE,FIGHT LIKE HELL(R.I.P.) EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF, FLAWLESS VICTORY, DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR, FIRST BLOOD, THROWDOWN, C.D.C.(COOL DUDES CHILLIN), LIONHEART, PALEHORSE, MUNICIPLE WASTE, NO MERCY, BOEWOLF, PHOBIA, W.H.N., SPAZZ, DAMAGE DEPOSIT, FINAL FIGHT, CHAMPION, BLOODY ROAR, TEMPERS FLARE, IN CONTROL, A.N.S., COMMEN ENEMY, xREPRESENTx, BLACK MY HEART, xOVER MY DEAD BODYx STEEL NATION, THE WASTE, CANNABIS CORPS, THE BEARDED EDDIES, SPARKLES THE UNICORN, FUCK MY BITCH, ANAL CUNT, YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP, SAPHEAD, MINDBENT, LIMBLESS TORSO,DICKLESS TORSO, NAKED AGRESSION, I OBJECT, THE THRASHIN OF THE CHRIST, SKELETONWITCH, THROWDOWN ,THE PIST,CAUSTIC CHRIST, CUT THE SHIT, ILL REPUTE, DR KNOW, G.B.H., LIFES HALT, R.A.M.B.O., FOLSOM, FIELDS OF FIRE, 7 SECONDS, MISERY, DISRESPECT, RAW POWER, AUS ROTTEN, NAUSEA, FLEAS N LICE, CONFLICT, TOXIC NARCOTIC, HIRAX, CODE 13, NUCLEAR ASSAULT, DROPDEAD, CHARLES BRONSON, RESIST, PISSED, PHOBIA, RESIST AND EXIST, HOLOCAUST, DICK CIRCUS, UPHILL BATTLE, HIT THE DECK, PETER PAN'S ARMY (RIP), HOLDING ON(RIP), AMEBIX, ANTISECT, CULTURE SHOCK, LINE OF FIRE(AZ HARDXCORE) SANITY IN DEATH, ARMISTICE, MOB 47, DISKONTO, KRIGSHOT, 9 SHOCKS TERROR, INFEST, STATE OF FEAR, DISRUPT, E.N.T., HELLNATION, CHRISTDRIVER, YOUR MOTHER, H.H.H., OUT-COLD, MAN IS THE BASTARD, PEACE CORPS, ACUSSED, FARTZ,D.R.I., CRUCIAL SECTION, AND YOU GET THE FUCKEN POINT FUCK NU SKOOL HARDCORE BANDS WHO WRITE SONGS ABOUT SHIT THEY DON'T LIVE OR DO OR CRYING ABOUT CRYING AND BIG MONEY LEARPIN LABELS WHO CONTINUE TO SIGN BANDS IN THE SCENE TO GET RICH OFF THE EFFORTS OF HARDWORKING D.I.Y. PUNK AND HARDCORE SOLDIERS WORLDWIDE YOU SLUGS ARE THE REASON OUR SCENE AND WAY OF LIFE WAS BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE, SO IT IS MY HOPES AND DREAMS YOU CORPERATE TURD BURGLERS DROWN IN A POOL OF LIQUID SHIT. D.I.Y. AND GO DIE.

Movies:

DETROIT ROCK CITY,ANOTHER STATE OF MIND,DECLINE OF THE WESTERN CIVILIZATION 1 AND 3, THE MUNICIPAL WASTE DVD (THE BEST), TOXIC AVENGER MOVIES, AMERICAN HARDCORE (OF COURSE), XXX PORN (HOMEMADE, OR THE ONES I'VE BEEN IN LATELY), THE PROTECTOR AND ONG BAK W/ TONY JAA. DON'T FORGET THE NINJA TURTLE TRILOGY (MANDATORY) AND "THE GOONIES".

Television:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxskAm0kRWk

Books:

AMERICAN HARDCORE BY STEVEN BLUSH ANYTHING FROM FERAL HOUSE, DIRTY ROTTEN PRESS, PROFANE EXISTENCE, GRAPES OF WRATH, ANIMAL FARM GEORGE ORWELL, 1984, GET EVEN GEORGE HAYDUKE ANY MOTHER JONES OR SURVIVAL MANUALS, MEDICAL TEXTS, MILITARY MANUALS AND POLICE MANUALS (DO NOT BUY THE ANARCHIST COOKBOOK BY WILLIAM POWELL ITS A SCAM) THE SOURCE BY ART BELL AND MIND CONTROL BY JIM KEITH, CRIMETHINC A GUIDE FOR BEGINNERS. PROFANE EXISTENCE BEST CUTS BOOK, AND THE FUCKED OFF AUTOBIOGRAPHY I'M WRITING ABOUT ME AND YOUR MOM. (SAY SOMETHING).

Heroes:

.Straight edge is a phase not a way of life Those you al praised now stay up all night At least i got the balls to tell it like it is You can hate all you want but it is what it is To many to name to laugh and clown And when your done falling off WE'LL PARTY COME DOWN! Stop me if i'm lying if you think i'm playing But in the back of your mind you know what i'm saying Do that 2-step dance with an "X" on your hand Cuz in a year or two it's a 12-step program I still got friends who live a pure life Stay on that path if you feel that it's right But dont point the finger cuz i drink and smoke Cuz i wont point the finger when your all sniffing coke To each to his own is what i always say And if you dont understand you will someday STRAIGHT EDGE IS A PHASE, NOT A WAY OF LIFE THOSE YOU ALL PRAISED NOW STAY UP ALL NIGHT STRAIGHT EDGE IS A PHASE, NOT A WAY OF LIFE LEARN FROM YOU MENTORS AND GIVE UP THE FIGHT! You feel, drugs kill Sell out motherfuckers now who's keepin it real Who's wrong who's right Gave up on your commitments now who's tweeking all night

My Blog

Boston Beatdown pt.6

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDXWDUbCsYM this is fuckin sick shit you all need to see this, the guy that is talking when this opens up is Brian from death before dishonor....
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:24:00 PST

LARRY MARKESE BEASLY KING

MY NEPHEW LARRY BEASLY WHICH IS HIS BIRTH NAME WAS SHOT AND KILLED THE OTHER DAY AT HIS SCHOOL BY SOME FUCKIN LITTLE HATEFULL PIECE OF SHIT I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT THIS BOY WAS MY SISTERS FIRST BO...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:56:00 PST

THE CONTENTS OF YOUR DAILY LIFE

How many hours a day do you spend in front of a television screen? A computer screen? Behind an automobile windscreen? All three screens combined? What are you being screened from? How much of your li...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 10:30:00 PST

DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR 6/8/07

THE DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR SHOW I WENT TO LAST NIGHT AT THE RED BLOOD CLUB IN DALLAS, TEXAS WAS FUCKING AWESOME, COLIN OF ARABIA, FIGHT LIKE HELL, BLACK MY HEART AND OF COURCE THE MONEY SHOT DB4D, I SH...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:14:00 PST

ONE WITH THE UNDERDOGS (TERROR)

BORN WITH NOTHING AND THAT WAS MOST OF US RAISED IN UNEMPLOYMENT LINES GREW INSIDE DOMESTIC CRIMES ALWAYS AGAINST THE ODDS ONE WITH THE UNDERDOGS STEPPED ON SINCE DAY ONE TAGHT TO ACCEPT DEFEAT EXPECT...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:07:00 PST

CURRENT AFFAIRS!

WELL NOW LET'S START THIS OUT BY SAYING I JUST FOUND OUT MY MOTHER HAS LIVER CANCER AND PROBALLY DOESN'T HAVE MUCH LONGER WITH US, NEEDLESS TO SAY SHE DID DO IT TO HERSELF SHE HAS ABUSED DRUGS FOR OVE...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 02:40:00 PST

TRUE TILL DEATH

THIS IS TO ANYONE WHO LISTENS TO HRDCORE PUNK AND METAL: THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT THIS MUSIC AND LIFESTYLE THAT DRAGS US IN IT I ALWAYS HAVE A SONG PLAYING IN MY HEAD LATELY IT'S BEEN TERROR THOS...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:41:00 PST

PUSH IT AWAY

I'LL START THIS TO SAY I FEEL SO FKERS ALONE I FEEL LIKE I GOTTA PUSH IT ALL AWAY CAUSE LIKE TERROR SAYS I STAND ALONE UPON MY ENEMIES.  SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE MADE PROMISES AND NOT KEPT THEM W...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:15:00 PST

SKRAPPIES,TUCSON/ARIZONA

I WANT TO DIVE INTO A LITTLE BIT OF HISTORY A FEW MONTHS BACK AT THIS VENUE CALLED "SKRAPPY'S" IN TUCSON/ARIZONA DONNYBROOK PLAYED A SHOW THAT GOT OUT OF FUCKING HAND THERE WAS ALOT OF HARDCORE AND PU...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:01:00 PST

FUCKING LIFE

MY LIFE IS AT A TURNING POINT RIGHT NOW, I AM VERY MUCH INDEPENDENT AND DOING THIS SHIT ON MY OWN I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF BROKEN PROMISES AND PEOPLE SAYING THEY ARE'NT GONNA FUCK ME OVER AND THE...
Posted by xTESTED AND TRUEx on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:27:00 PST