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m@rk

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.

About Me


Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. (Anais Nin)
I seek balance in life, I also seek awareness and try to realize that now is the only real time we have. I try to remind myself of the fact that death is a reality.... with that in mind, I try to live my life fully aware of it's fragile balance,... "There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness" (Jung) .....


You are looking at nothing...



Dimestore glances of interest - lost in the clatter and the clang... The night falls like a thick blanket - steam billows from sewage grates....


My latest drawing.... as in I drew this with my own 2 hands


Everyone has the right to make an ass out of themselves. You just can't let the world judge you too much.


Some may never live, but the crazy never die. Hunter S Thompson

Leave me in cold silence
ears ringing
naked in the sun
so cold
sew my eyes shut
I see all
cut out my tongue
I still speak
pincushion punching bag
I still live



Ive driven this stretch of highway before.....


Mission San Juan Baptista...CA


I have not failed, I have just found 10,000 ways that don't work...


A drawing of mine...


My Interests







I'm curious as to the mysteries of our past and uncertain of our future, but as they say, curiousity killed the cat...



Conflict should always be so managed as to remember that the only true end of it is peace... Alexander Pope



We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us...Charles Bukowski.

The Pact

Music, Art, Drawing, Snowboarding, Photography, Graphic design, 'Zines, Tattoos, playing music, laughing, playing pool, going to concerts, spelunking, good beer, red wine, sleeping in, snuggling, reading, sushi, cheese cake, strawberries, chocolate, cooking, organic food, steak, martial arts, lock picking, nunchaku, throwing knives and hatchets, excercising, basketball, camping, friends, philosophizing, hanging out, mythology, fossil hunting, travelling, road tripping, the snow, building snow forts, snowball fights, wandering in the heart of the city at night, being lazy, oddities, the strange and unusual, being a complete dork, people watching, graveyards, crossword puzzles, cooking, movies, working on cars, muscle cars, motorcycles, cheesy coffee dives and dive bars..

A new project



creativity is my coping mechanism...

A Photoshop piece I created





Our existence is as transient as autumn clouds. Our lifetime is a flash of lightning in the dark sky, rushing by like a torrent down a steep mountain....

I'd like to meet:



Myself... in a dark alley of sorts. I want to see myself from another perspective than the one I have for the past 37 years. Musicians, artists, dreamers, philosphers, eccentrics, free thinkers, freaks, the musically inclined, odd sorts, geniuses.....idiot savants or other 'interesting' sorts...

If you want to add me as a friend.... message me first and say something

Music:



Yes I like music a lot... Way too much to list, Rock, Funk, Avant Garde Jazz, Heavy Metal, Alternative, Blues, Americana, Hip-Hop, Old School Rap, love Chopin, Liszt, Beck, Ween, Primus, Herbie Hancock, much much more.......

Oingo Boingo... the dashing and creative Danny Elfman



More Photoshopping...



"Everyone says we've come such a long, long way. We're civilized, isn't that nice? We've gotten so smart, we know how to blow the whole world apart. But when it comes to the simple things, like living together?... Ha!" Danny Elfman...



Silly rabbit. Trix are for kids.





Movies:



Yes I love movies... well good ones that is. Which ones are good? The ones I like... at least from my perspective anyway, for example... Freeway, Dead Man, Down By Law, Ghost Dog, Sin City, Mystery Train, Coffee and Cigarettes, Drugstore Cowboy, My Own Private Idaho, Kalifornia, Dog Fight, Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, the Outsiders, The Fisher King, Natural Born Killers, Benny and Joon, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Star Wars, Kingpin, the 9th Configuration, Pootie Tang, Austin Powers, Big Fish, Stand by Me, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, The Gangs of New York, The Departed, City of Lost Children, Boondock Saints, Office Space, High Fidelity, One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest, Walk the Line, the Royal Tenembaums, Kill Bills, Back to the Future, the Goonies, Blue Velvet, Mullholland Drive, Pulp Fiction, Soylent Green, Jackie Brown, Resovoir Dogs, Taxi, Deer Hunter, Serpico, Buffalo 66, Lost Highway, Beetljuice, Edward Scissorhands, Nightmare Before Christmas, the Corpse Bride, Planet of the Apes, Bruce Lee movies, the Big Lebowski, Donnie Darko, Indiana Jones, The Mosquito Coast, Star Wars, 12 Monkeys, Big, Cast Away, The 5th Element, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, True Romance, Donnie Brasco, Chocolat, Ed Wood, Platoon, Apocolypse Now, the Godfather, Scarface, Casino, Goodfellas, Carlitos Way, Dog Day Afternoon, Amelie, Amores Perros, Harold and Maude, Camille Claudel, Jean de Florette, Le Retour de Martin Geurre, etc... A great combo is Tim Burton, Danny Elfman and Johnny Depp.... fuck yeah! Oh, and I just started getting into Twin Peaks... it is not a movie, but it is no longer on tv....


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live now.



Television:

Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy, Prison Break, M.A.S.H., Nature shows, war and crime documentaries, NOVA, Discovery, PBS, BBC, Archaeology Channel, History Channel......

Books:

Book genres I enjoy are... Sci-Fi/Fantasy, Taoism, Philosophy, Mythology, Poetry, Fiction, non-fiction ... Mystery, love Anne Rice, Edgar Allen Poe, Terry Pratchett, Tolkien, Dr. Suess, Anne McCaffrey, Albert Camus, Jean-Paul Sartre, Jack Kerouac, Stephen King, George Bernard Shaw, Charles Bukowski, Thornton Wilder, Wallace, H.G Wells, Victor Frankl, Buckminister Fuller, Robert Anton Wilson, John Steinbeck, Walt Whitman, Richard Bach, Ernest Hemingway, Lao Tzu, Terry Dobson and Victor Miller....etc



“Simplicity is the key to brilliance” Bruce Lee





A very recent creation of mine.....

Heroes:

My grandpa, Special Agent Dale Cooper, people that take responsibility for their actions, and anyone that can pick themselves back up after they fall down, dust themselves off, and keep going.

My Grandpa, coolest guy I ever met....

My grandpa was an astonomer, thinker, dowser, artist, photographer, writer, rock hound, gold panner, bird watcher, philosopher, nature lover among other things.... he wrote a lot and here is one of his poems that I think was his favorite...

ECOLOGY

I am a part of ecology
More than I give is returned to me
Compost to soil, joined in the rain
Flowery trees strong in the breeze
Busier bees, eager to please
Birds flying by, pausing to see
Down from the sky, join in the spree
Singing their song of prosperity
All are a part of ecology Aurle B. Martindale

A painting my grandpa did

My Blog

Dreams of eating live sharks

Ok... I don't believe I have ever posted a blog about something I dreamed about, but it was just strange and realistic.... so here goes. Part 1 of aforementioned dream:  I owned a sweet Volkswago...
Posted by m@rk on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:36:00 PST

Back in Dodge...

Well, it was a long drive, but I am back.  I made it.  Got back in time to paint the town red last night... yeah... we used all the paint too.  Going to play some music today... but of...
Posted by m@rk on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 10:25:00 PST

Not by the hair of my chinny chin chin...

So I barely squeeked by in court today.  I was told I could face jail time, then told the DA wasn't going to seek jail time.  What an ass! I got 2 charges dropped and was fined for the other...
Posted by m@rk on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 03:52:00 PST

One Week...

Yep... one week from Saturday.... I will be rolling into town.  The following Monday I have a job interview.  I gots me fingers crossed on that one... Back in the Eug..... never thought I w...
Posted by m@rk on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 11:30:00 PST

egads...

Yeah, whatever that means.... it's just a title, a hook if you will.  You are here and that is all that matters.   Yes... you are here, and so am I.  At least I have been... as thi...
Posted by m@rk on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:10:00 PST

2 Weeks and counting...

Yeppers... not much going on on my end.  Just sitting here in limbo, waiting to get outta here.  It's raining today, but usually only rains for a short bit then quits. Work pretty much sucks...
Posted by m@rk on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 01:16:00 PST

musickles

Sweet.... can't wait to start up another band project back in Eugene.  Looks like my old band has been doin just fine... kudos to them. My goal when I get back is to work my way up to getting som...
Posted by m@rk on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:28:00 PST

The Eug...

Yep, It's official.  I am heading back to the Eug.  I have to appear at court Sept 19th for the flogging (aka getting fined)  and then the 21st my mom is picking me up from this highlan...
Posted by m@rk on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:28:00 PST

So Sue Me... bitches!

Yeah, got a certified letter today saying that I might get sued from the wreck.  By 2 Fucking Lawyers?   Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....ha.....hahaha......ha! If they think they...
Posted by m@rk on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 02:47:00 PST

The Plot Thickens

How about this for a piece of irony? So the wreck I was in.... I was looking in the phone book to find a lawyer and see about a free initial consultation to see if I really even need a lawyer.  ...
Posted by m@rk on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 02:12:00 PST