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Rayne

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About Me

Profile edited with CricketSoda's Myspace Editor Finally free and enjoying my life and my kids and friends! Through all the hard knocks in life, it's the family/friends you find when you open the door.....Talk to me only if you are really willing to get to know me. Respect me and I will respect you. Be nice to me and I will be nice to you. I'm tired of false pretenses and people who lie just to get me to like them and believe in their bullshit lies... that they call intelligance, so please don't take me for a fool coz I am not... don't take me for just a pretty face, there's more to me that meets the eye.... don't try to befriend me just to make one more number on your friends list...If this happens you will be deleted..I am not depressed, I am just tired of the bullshit people do to get their way in life, no matter who they hurt or how their actions affect those around them... If you get to know me, I could share what has happened in my life and my kids life to fully understand why my page looks so dark. Life has been shitty for so long and now its getting better. The only way to go from here is UP! I know life is full of good people and bad people..... Isn't that what makes the world go round? Sad to say that but it is so true....... True friends need only bother with me coz if youre a bullshitter... my kids will have you for dinner then its my turn......

My Interests


..Mona Lisas & Mad Hatters
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Add to My Profile | More VideosShe moves naturally and with ease... she takes flight, moves upon the world with the breeze... Her wings can expand the depths of time... to flow through the crisp blue skies...She leaves a trail of beauty in ones eye... they yearn to capture her to keep her inside... fluttering from place to place.... dance upon the flowers gently settling upon them, then she leaves and flies away with such grace...Freedom calls her name , she is gone within minutes.... she left before she even appeared.... as she happily glides through the skies..... never knowing the reasons why.......the flight of the butterfly......Tell me what to do you know I can't see through the haze around me and I'd do anything to just feel better I can't find my way God I need a change and I'd do anything to just feel better any little thing to just feel betterLife is not easy... I'm just waiting for the world to stop spinning...learn to balance life, when the entire world gets lost... looking to the distant future never knowing what it will bring, I just wish for a better life... for my kids and for me.... I am not depressed, if you truly read my words, just so much bullshit was handed my way.... I always seemed to get burned. I know life has it's struggles and I see a better future near.... I know it will come way before the entire sun disappears......Silence is golden.... so shut the fuck up!

I'd like to meet:


The deminsions of ones mind, heart and soul can leave one thinking.... is this all there is to life.... death precedes the invitation to a new beginning......Sometimes the bad things that happen to us.... really sets us free.....Do not get stuck in painful experiences and traumas of the past. Let go of the failings and pains that others have caused us and the mistakes we have made. Allow God to extend to us His great freeing power of Divine mercy....written by a friend of Pixx (my wonderful friends-friend)

Music:

Ville Vallo..Kool ass pic... this guy is HOT!Lukas Rossi Nikki Sixx Mmmmm...Dave Navarro Dancing is medicine to my soul!Worlds greatest belly dancer....Rachel Brice! Sharon Kihara... another beautiful belly dancer...classic!

Movies:

Why does it hurt to live and all living does is hurt? The kiss of death.... kiss me now....

Television:

Through it all I struggled to find myself... regain control of who I am... and in the struggle you lost.... never could imagine... what life could be until you looked in the mirror and saw nothing... maybe next time you should be careful in who you try to fool coz a fool always loses...you'll end up with nothing at all....

Heroes:

In the midst of it all I wonder what the future brings.... I just hope and pray for peace...and love.... Lord knows my family is long over due for such gifts in this life...A woman's strength is found deep inside her soul...dare you touch it, try to destroy it... she can devour you within minutes....Breath in, release the power within you...look to no-one else for your own happiness... there is power all around you, protecting you...look inside yourself...

My Blog

American Idol Gives Back 2008 Fergie and Heart " Barracuda "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MhM1tF2CGXc ...
Posted by Rayne on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 10:22:00 PST

I saw Love

I saw a love in my sons eyes today! And saw the mystery of what people refer to as "unconditional love" and I was yearning of the answers to him being a miracle.. As I lay on the floor, talking with m...
Posted by Rayne on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 02:24:00 PST

Sweet Caress

Bellowing out of the tigers mouth, his eyes capture my soul... I need to run ...yet stay froze in  stone....wanting to be set free ....wanting for him to devour me...inbetween the here and now .....
Posted by Rayne on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:26:00 PST

Struggles in Life

I can’t breathe, I can’t see my face I wake up each morning, just to live the same day I can’t seem to know what it is that I must do Where is the "light" that is supposed to guide y...
Posted by Rayne on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:15:00 PST

Light My Path

Time seems to have the essence of taking us back to where we have been what am I doing when all I feel... deep in my heart I just don’t win I can not decipher between what is real .... if I...
Posted by Rayne on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:06:00 PST

My Night With Gretta

She came to me.... whispered quietly into my ear...."I am scared to death... all I feel is fear....He won’t let me  go, who do I turn to now? I didn’t mean for this to happen... I rea...
Posted by Rayne on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:49:00 PST

Reality?

It’s only a matter of time, when your eyes will look into mine.... only to realize what I truly see are the hidden lies         &n bsp;  &nb...
Posted by Rayne on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:45:00 PST

An insite of me... just a small part of me

A friend of mine asked me about my head injury when I got hurt at work and hurt my back and neck... Although things are getting better now, as to my memeory loss.....I still deal with it but not to th...
Posted by Rayne on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:13:00 PST

Voices In The Night

..> Through the darkest skies, I see a shadow of lightpast the purple haze.... the road is narrow ... don't know whyI stumble , fall to my feet, is this all too realor am I living in a dream where I...
Posted by Rayne on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:42:00 PST

Do You?

The day has come to an end and what do you have to say about it?Did you hug your kid or kat or partnerdid you stop to say a kind word or a gentle gesteror just past through today thinking nothing real...
Posted by Rayne on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:54:00 PST