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nowhere girl.

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About Me

how many times can you stab yourself before you flat-line. feeling your brain telling your hand to pick itself up to penetrate the hate contained within. do you feel the last breath leading to death. life in a bottle or maybe a box. do you like it strait or on the rocks. contentment in a glass. answering all the questions you never asked. all it takes is one more sip. one more line. one more shot. one more trip. one more breath. one more beat. one more stab. it's complete. maybe tomorrow you'll love yourself more. knowing just who your actions tore. like the muscle that swells all your injuries tell your story. will you go out in the dark or in all your glory. explode in the sky not in your hand. blood on the floor. you can't seem to stand. what have you done. don't worry you're not the only one. i've been there too. i guess that's what happens when it all comes unglued.... maybe i should have used tape/style

My Interests

blood, wine, vinyl, drawing, painting, laughing, long walks, sunsets, dreaming, tattoos, photography, slippers, ice, school, sleeping, swimming, riding bikes with my brother, naked juice, sushi, thai iced tea, horchata, golden spoon, dancing, reading, getting dressed up to go dreaming. talking to good people, what goes on in peoples minds...

I'd like to meet:

alphonse mucha.

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Music:

Movies:

i like movies.

Television:

csi, whatever i can learn strange things from and shows about serial killers.

Books:

solipsist & eye scream. by henry rollins

Heroes:

the fedx guy. he's a drug dealer and he doesn't even know it and he's always on time.

My Blog

cant stop

can't stop thinking, can't stop sleeping, can't stop dreaming, can't stop drinking, can't stop feeling, can't stop loving, can't stop hating...can't stop losing my mind
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:00:00 PST

hot pink hot sex hot what

i'm going to be all alone for a while. boo. someone come visit me. my sister and roommate are going to help with the hurricane shit in louisiana. come save me from myself. <3
Posted by nowhere girl. on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 11:23:00 PST

kinda funny

i just remembered...i was in the ER a few days after my birthday this year too, in texas. both times i got huge needles in my ass...this time it was morphine. which reminds me ...this is tough. self c...
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life in the ER

what a way to spend friday night...actually...what a way to spend the entire week following my birthday. about friday night...erin and denise picked me up and escorted me down to the lovely hoag hospi...
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

be careful...

make sure when you put things into your body you know exactly what you dealing with. you may think you know what you're doing but you might want to double check....you may end up with a lump that not ...
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

shit

i think i might be dying right now. if i'm not i want to kill a few people. i am fucking hating everything that makes any typof sound. besides music of course.
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bath, endust, the darkness.

can't get much higher than this.
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

one for the money...

does it ever end
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

two for the bitches...

i'm sick of being at this house. i wish i could have stayed on the greyhound to see the rest of the united states, meet more interesting people, and end up back in texas with my sister. the city she's...
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

three to get ready...

i think im going to become a hermit again.
Posted by nowhere girl. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST