-Taller then me
-Not a damn twig, got meat or built
-Dark hair
-Nice smile/teeth (dimples are a plus)
-Can dress/ stay fresh
-Have to always smell good
-Can always protect me
-Independent
-Can make me smile/laugh
-Very sweet personality
-A freak but can be gentle and soft at times
-Love me for who i am
-Honest
-110% Loyal to me
-Loves to have fun but can spend a day in the house once in a while to spend with me
-Protective of me, but not over the limit
-Shorter then me
-Bad breath/dirty teeth
-Dress like a damn bum, or cant dress at all
-Body like a damn twig, i like meat, even a lil belly i think is so cute
-Immature
-Really short
-Cant satisfy my specific needs (u know wut im talkin bout)
-A complete asshole
-When you too serious, or play around too much, be both but not too so much of one more then the other
-Liar, i can always find out if ur lying one way or another, so dont even try it
-Playas,dont think i wont find out,im a smart girl
-Not Independent
-Never trusts or believes me
-Act completely different with me around his bois
3 | | | Luis | | | 43 | | | Mi Amor | | | 4
Da love of my life...it's so hard to have seen you just walk out of my life. I never thought me and you would end, but i guess things change and the word forever dont exist. I miss everything about you. I mostly miss being your girl. Im trying so hard just to stay strong since that is what you want me to do, but let me tell you...its not easy. I jus wish i knew what it was that made you want to go, i know you've explained this to me before, but im still jus as lost an confused. I never knew a pain could hurt so bad, until the day you left me. You are still apart of my life, and you forever will be, and you can also know that you are permanently in my heart forever as well. Just know that there will be no other like you, no one can compare to you, and im sure of that. I know it's said that "no one is perfect" but to me you were more than perfect. I always told myself that you were too good to be true...i guess i was right. Im missing you more and more each day, i hide the way i feel all day almost everyday, because i hate having to explain to someone why im upset, because just mentioning your name starts to make me cry. You told me to move on, and im trying with everything i can to do so, because that is what you want me to do, but it's just so damn hard. Everything i think about just reminds me of you, going to the movies, i think of when me and you went to see "The Hills Have Eyes," listening to music somehow i always think of you no matter what the meaning of the song is, watching tv reminds me when you an me was in my aunts basement laying on the bed together jus watching tv or a movie, dancing reminds me of when me and you at my party an wen we went to Krista's party. If i had a dollar for everytime i think of you, i swear i'd be a billionaire. I wish i could turn back time to when i was your girl, and do everything with you before you had a chance to leave me, now that your gone, i wish i would have taken advantage of it, because now im left with nothing. I'd give anything just to be your girl again, damn papi we had so much planned, an its like it jus ran down the drain. I just hope that your happy with your choice, i dont want you to regret anything. All i want is for you to be happy, even if that means living in pain all my life for you to be happy, then so be it. I just wish you were happy with being with me. I prayed for a mircale, i had a miracle, and now my miracle is gone... It's like a fairytale gone bad. I just want to wish you luck, in all that you do, even though we're just friends, you know im always here for you. I know your going through a lot, just as i am, and i want you to never hesitate to come to me with your problems. Im going to be here for you just as i was when i was your girl. If you find another girl, i want to know about her, i want to know how she makes you feel, if she makes you mad, if she's the best thing that has ever happened to you, i want you to come to me with anything and everything as i will do for you. I do want you to know one thing though, that NO GIRL WILL EVER LOVE YOU THE WAY THAT I DO & thats a promise i can keep forever. I love you so much Luis, with all of my heart and soul, i just wish you loved me back...It's so hard to say goodbye, but i guess its time i do,even though we wont have a title, you will forever be mine, no matter what, and I'll never forget you for as long as i live. Te Amo mucho Luis, con todo mi corazon...
♥Tiffany♥