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Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.~Albert Einstein

About Me


I have lived my life fearlessly. I have not only lived it but I have survived it. And as a society, we are so much more alike than unalike. We all have indescribable pain, pain that has created gaping wounds, wounds so great we never thought would heal. And from those wounds, we carry scars that remind us of the battles we've won or lost but somehow, nonetheless, overcome. And this life we live IS a mountain. Sometimes rough and steep but also a place filled with experiences of glory, high and unyielding. It is this mountain that we climb one by one together, bound by time. It is in this understanding that we should find compassion among thy brother and thy sister. And judge not, but only look upon each other as warrior's of the same purpose. Warrior people that live to conquer the same mountain and for the same reason: to find peace in its existence. So, may we all find common ground in this painfully, beautiful journey.



My Interests

I love my daughter, big fluffy pillows, pillow fights, white milk, the moon when its full and when it's a barely a slit of light. I love boys with nice mouths, I like men with bad mouths, I love HOT shower's, new magazines, a good worn book, people with awesome laughs, the color of apples, asparagus, fresh powder, shiny snowboards, the sound of lapping waves, biceps, quadriceps, fuck, the whole human anatomy, but especially hands, I love water, obedient dogs, unagi, chopsticks, perfect margarita's, perfect kisses, hotair balloons, fields of grass, wild berries, a fresh homegrown tomato (with saltines),the scent of fresh cut grass, hugo boss, aqua di gio, new leather, vanilla, tide, the crisp outdoor cold air coming off "someone's" body. I love the sound of church bells, I love the sound of my name. I love good dancers, bad dancers, and people that sing to me. I love sharing a good story with an old friend and sharing a "bad" story with a new friend. I love winning a good pool game against a good player. Fuck, I just love winning. And lastly, I just love , LOVE...

There's something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tomorrow frees you to appreciate your life now." ~Angelina Jolie
Chloe Sevigny... Through her paintings, she breaks all the taboos of the woman's body and of female sexuality. [Diego Rivera on Frida Kahlo]

I'd like to meet:

.. "Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves." ~Albert Einstein
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Ancient sources do agree on associating Virgo with the maiden aspect of what's called the "tripartite Mother Goddess" (maiden, mother, crone).

Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the shadow darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee." ..

~Mary Magdalene~

Gary Jules - Mad World

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Music:

"When one finds himself, one finds God. You find God, and you find yourself."
"Truth is like the sun. You can shut it out for a time, but it ain't goin' away"~ Elvis Aaron Presley "It's better to burn out, than to fade away."~Neil Young
"My spirit is bent and there's blood on my hands,..."~Zakk Wylde
~Ani DiFranco

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe No matter what I say or do 'cause you're to good to fight about it Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go You wont stoop down to battle but you never turn to go~Sarah McLachlan

"The me that you use to know is now made up of wires"~Trent Reznor
"And if you don't want to be down with me, you don't want to pick from my apple tree"~Erykah Badu

"Everybody's at war with different things...I'm at war with my own heart sometimes"

SIMON CARLY lyrics
"You had to sneak into my room just to read my diary"~Morrissey

"Can't help it if I'm full of fire"~Alison Krauss

Movies:


"You hold on and I don't know how"~The Way We Were
"I've got this incredible chick on the side you see, and she is so hot, I can hardly believe it. She's got one of those heart-shaped asses."~9 1/2 weeks
The Graduate~Anne Bancroft and Dustin HoffmanRob Zombie and Sheri Moon-Zombie
"Won't you lay me down in tall grass and let me do my stuff"~Stevie Nicks and Lindsey Buckingham
" I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One."~City of Angels
Johnny....
"I see angels, Mickey. They're comin' down for us from heaven. And I see you ridin' a big red horse ..."~Natural Born Killer's
Do you mean to tell me, Katie Scarlett O'Hara, that Tara, that land doesn't mean anything to you? Why, land is the only thing in the world worth workin' for, worth fightin' for, worth dyin' for, because it's the only thing that lasts.
"Though nothing can bring back the hour Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower We will grieve not, rather find Strength in what remains behind."~Splendor in the Grass
Heads you live, tails you die.~Domino
life and death, energy and peace if i stopped today it was fun even the terrible pains that have burnt me and scarred my soul it was worth it for having been allowed to walk where i've walked which was to hell on earth heaven on earth back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it over and above it.~Gia Carangi Legend...Kalifornia...
"If you know you are going to fail, then fail gloriously."~Cate Blanchett "All literature is gossip."~Truman Capote"I'm sure there are a lot of people who think I'm a bitch." ~Demi Moore "I don't love studying. I hate studying. I like learning. Learning is beautiful." - Natalie Portman
"In this country, you gotta make the money first. Then when you get the money, you get the power. Then when you get the power, then you get the women."~Scarface
"Yeah, well, sometimes nothing can be a real cool hand." ~Paul Newman (Cool Hand Luke)
Matthew... "Look here, old sport … What's your opinion of me anyhow?" ~The Great Gatsby (Robert Redford)
"Life, like poker, has an element of risk. It shouldn't be avoided. It should be faced."~Edward Norton
River Pheonix

Television:

Timothy Olyphant~GO
How's it feel to have a wacko for a son?
"Sure, Kill Bill's a violent movie. But it's a Tarantino movie. You don't go to see Metallica and ask the fuckers to turn the music down." ~Tarantino
“Now more than ever we need to talk to each other, to listen to each other and understand how we see the world, and cinema is the best medium for doing this.”~Martin Scorcese
"I've been to war, and it's not easy to kill. It's bloody and messy and totally horrifying, and the consequences are serious."~Oliver Stone
Harmony Korine... "You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn?t really your home any more. All of a sudden, even though you have some place where you put your shit that idea of home is gone."~Zach Braff (Garden State)
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away...
"If you're still in love with her, how come you're here with me?"~from She's Having a Baby

Books:

“The secrets of this earth are not for all men to see, but only for those who will seek them.”~Ayn RandThere must be quite a few things a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them. Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, 1963"A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song." ~Maya Angelou"Energy equals Mass times the speed of light."

Heroes:

In the future everyone will be famous for fifteen minutes.~Andy Warhol

"Nature is my manifestation of God. I go to nature every day for inspiration in the day's work. I follow in building the principles which nature has used in its domain."~Frank Lloyd Wright
"Falling Water~FLW
“I am a red man. If the Great Spirit had desired me to be a white man he would have made me so in the first place”~Sitting Bull "Prove Them Wrong"~Girlfight
"Float like a buttefly and sting like a bee"

My Blog

For my B boy

..> For My B Boy Do not think that I do not know that The Distance between us prevents our friendship to bloom into something beautiful and indescribable Now, all we have is a seed that lies dorm...
Posted by TARA on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 12:02:00 PST

"Man" Defined.

Through all time and space I have been a traveller Passing by or forging Through with great purpose. Then, I came to you. Bright aquiescent lights, strength in conviction, Wholeness, compas...
Posted by TARA on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:15:00 PST

Maybeline

They say give it a break I say I'll give you a break I'll break his arm a kit kat a stick and stones will break those bones no matter what they say on sunday or yesterday or tomorrows last supper ma...
Posted by TARA on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST

Torching

Wordz fall to the floor As they tumble from mouth I am a fueled fire Burning from north into the south Bumble bees and basketballs Bumble and bounce to ground While I burn patiently Everythi...
Posted by TARA on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:35:00 PST

Before I was a mom

Before I was a Mom Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a M...
Posted by TARA on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:25:00 PST

My Man

My words Are a tangled mess But I will try my best To make sense of them Here. My heart is still with you. But my sense tells me to be with him. His love and understanding has made me into a better ...
Posted by TARA on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 02:00:00 PST

Tag

TAG!!The rules are: Once you've been tagged, write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget t...
Posted by TARA on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:11:00 PST

Heaven on Earth

I am walking in the dead of night but that does not even begin to describe the intensity of the moment. The moon beams its full face over the green earth. The tall pines stand still with no wind to pl...
Posted by TARA on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:32:00 PST

Dearest Mommy

Washed and hung to dry his brain is flapping in the wind and shrivelling from the rays of sun it all began and ended at an early age. All Conjured up and executed by his dearest mommy. ~Tara...
Posted by TARA on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:04:00 PST

XX

mercy must not be in your vocabulary you have stolen from me you have robbed what you thought was my grave And you do not see that I am still very much alive and kicking the dust beneath...
Posted by TARA on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:45:00 PST