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never underestimate the importance of spirituality

About Me

the internet is kind of like a lot of things in life. you can use it to fuck your day away on myspace, or you can use it to get shit done more efficiently.
____________________________________________________________ __________________________whenever i have been confused/disillusioned to the extent that it causes me to behave in a manner which is contradictory to what my natural predisposition would imply i have found the result to be highly problematic. then again there have been times in my past when i placed myself in situations that involved a level of applicative self-knowledge which at the time was beyond my level of understanding. but through the tribulations these situations led to, my self-knowledge has consequently expanded, as has my self-acceptance. so these numerous tribulations i have lived through over the years were ultimately what brought me to a state of inner peace. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________
i would say that i prefer to look at the inner essence of things, rather than forming opinions on them based on what understanding could conceivably be derived from whatever degree of knowledge one might have of the outer framework(s) which stem from their respective source. i could apply this to basically any topic; there are often universal methods of logic and reason which have the same relevance even when applied to categories which are seemingly unrelated. this is due to the fact that they have a common source.

My Interests

praying, meditating, being spiritual, connecting to God, i believe that is why we exist and that is why we are here.

I'd like to meet:

preferably people who are interested in making friends and holding conversations and stuff like that

Music:

the Smashing Pumpkins, the Prodigy, DJ Clear (I'm a fucking Ragga fiend all the way) Blutonium Boy, Ak1200, Rainmaker, Neo and Farina, Anamorphic, Thomas Trouble, DJ R. Fishbone, Norman DJ, Shage, DJ Micro, Raiden Offkey, Tech Itch, DJ X-Ray, Paul Oakenfold, DJ Keoki, Patchie-C, Tiesto, Dub Reggae

Movies:

Memoirs of a Geisha, Batman Begins, Collateral ( the part where Tom Cruise asks the cab driver if he ever heard of Rwanda in attempts to calm him down as he was flipping out over the dead man in the trunk of the cab- classic) those are just a few that jump to mind. I saw Nacho Libre the other night and it ROCKED i laughed my ass off.

Television:

Animal Planet, the History Channel, History International, Food Network, TvLand, the Discovery Channel, Discovery Times, National Geographic Channel, the Travel Channel

Books:

on the Elvenbane, and will start on the Miko. reading rulezzzzzzzzzzzzz

Heroes:

my parents, my grandparents, Nabil-I-Akbar, Ismu'llahu'l-Asdaq, Mullah Ali-Akbar, Shayk Salman, anyone whose lives have been spent earnestly striving to attain the Light of God, and to bring it to those around them.

My Blog

competitive mentality

in a sense, you could say that, hypothetically, freedom from a competitive mentality is the purest form of invulnerability. what conflict/competition would seem to often devolve upon is the need to pr...
Posted by x on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 12:37:00 PST

chillin in Savannah

Savannah definitely has a spirit to it which most of Atlanta lacks. i think Atlanta is quite possibly the most materialistic city on earth. but Savannah is cool. why is it that all night i felt painf...
Posted by x on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:52:00 PST

Dubya, also American Arrogance vs.

I think that Bush and the reasons for which he is rather unpopular on a global scale are symbolicly referential to the extreme arrogance of Americans in general. Thinking that you have the right to b...
Posted by x on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

Clinton

I'm just Mr. Politics tonight lol.I just watched Larry King's Interview with Bill Clinton and i was pretty damn impressed with Bill's intellect, among other things. things which he has been accused of...
Posted by x on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:20:00 PST

yeah i've decided

that i am not going to be staying in Atlanta. i've been in a damn depression ever since the damn idea took precedence and talking to my mom about going to China sooner rather than later (ok some pop-o...
Posted by x on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 09:42:00 PST

too many blogs

i have too many blogs on here, many of which are no longer me. i really don't know who views my profile anyway but i may end up deleting them cause many just aren't me anymore.
Posted by x on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:52:00 PST

the myth about alchohol

i post alot of crazy shit on here so it may be commonly believed that i'm abusing drugs left and right but i'm not. I don't need drugs to be wierd. i just thought i'd state that so this blog didn't ...
Posted by x on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:48:00 PST

15 minutes later

guess who's still here. but i'm about to get off and go for a walk. did you ever think about that. did you ever think about that. did you ever think about that rat tat tat. actually i may end up n...
Posted by x on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 09:44:00 PST

hmmmmm.....life

i think i'm gonna say that again. hmmmmmm....life. i'm thinkin bout the very first blog.... well it's not the very first one but it's the oldest one on my blog history. brings back some very interes...
Posted by x on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 09:15:00 PST

spirituality

spirituality is really what gives me balance in life. without it i feel hollow regardless of whatever physical pleasure i may be experiencing... it just isn't the same. i did a lot of praying last n...
Posted by x on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:26:00 PST