**MiSeRaBLe pRiCk** RANT |
Gossip is like THE most DESTRUCTIVE force on Earth excepting molten lava and flowing water (a little levity goes a long way). I was a topic of gossip recently and I have come to be flattered by it. Wh... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Tue, 15 May 2007 01:13:00 PST |
Conflicted Heart |
There seemingly is no gravity at all. That is, until you test its mettle with an attempted escape. Such is my experience over the past few months. Not in my relationship, and not in my music... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:19:00 PST |
FeAR AnD tHe TiDaL WaVe |
stream of consciousness
Scary dreams. Most of the week.
Yesterday, during an afternoon nap, with "her" in my arms. The girl in my pictures. The woman of my dreams. "It," the dream, was about death in... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:10:00 PST |
Where does the Second find you? |
Can you hear the clock, as it tick tocks? Where does the second find you? Are the minutes kind to you? Are the hours blind to you? Tomorrow is now yesterday and yesterday is a previous life.&nbs... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 05:28:00 PST |
The Art Of Selfishness......A Life Undone |
A Random Rant on Self Overdose
The Art of Selfishness is a vicious lie...this, time will reveal. Youth lasts but a moment, and a moment by definition, is brief. Alas, so many of us LIVE for the moment... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 07:12:00 PST |
Tomorrow is my Birthday and I am an emotional WRECK |
though my birthday is tomorrow, my gift came a year ago. There I was, the selfish one dwelling in a land of self flaggellation, idolatry and was hard of heart. and then
slowlywalkingto me from t... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 07:37:00 PST |
To those who DO NOT have a Valentine on this day |
Close your eyes, and listen to your heart beat. Somewhere out there, the heart of another beats JUST for you. You arent too old, too young, or too far gone to enjoy the love that is surely on its way.... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:56:00 PST |
The Victory is Mine |
It was a thought that came out of nowhere, which is why I consider it a gift. It was given to me, and was of no effort of my own. Standing in the middle of my home, in the midst of attempting to achie... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 08:19:00 PST |
Fake is not Real and Real is not Fake |
I write this from the vantage point of BEING LOVED. I stand upon a ROCK.Life is short. If its time to go, put on yo runnin shoes and go. Fake is not real, and real is not fake. Be it fam, Friends,&nbs... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 03:56:00 PST |
Plasticine Dreams and Alcohol as a Means. Thank you GOD! |
In vivid hues of blue and gray I recall where I was this time last year. Plasticine Dreams and Alcohol as a means proved a misstep to many including me. Petty jealousies over luxuries and ... Posted by Janus Wilde *tHe ReLeVaNt RoCkStAr* on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 05:02:00 PST |