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About Me

well I'm Fred. Where to start on the tangible illusion that is my life..... alright, first off I'm incredibly bipolar. certified and all. I take three horse pills a day to stay sane, plus other various drugs here and there. Needless to say that hampers my life in all sorts of ways. Other than that I'm a crazy mixture of all sorts of crap. Oddly enough, even though I act like a retard at least 75% of the time my IQ is well over 160. crazy huh?!?! I'm also a licensed bartender (no job at the moment though... come over and I'll mix ya all sorts of drinks). I'm a blackbelt trained in sais (those weapons Rapheal uses in TMNT, coooool). Here's a geeky fact, I'm actually an Eagle Scout (that was back in my younger days). I'm also the bass player and I also used to play piano, but those skills are rusty for now. Given the right circumstances *coughgirlcough* I'd learn again to impress them. Some people would call me an emo kid. well that would be most people. but dammit! I will NOT wear girl pants. maybe only for a LOT of sex, but that's it.So basically, most people I meet say I'm actually kinda fun to be around. I can be shy at first if I think you're cute, but that's about it. however, here's the fun disclaimer. cuz of the whole mental disorder thing I also have this horrid ability to create bad mental situations for anyone that's around me and/or cares about me. needless to say that makes for even more mental drama for me. so by all means I insist that everyone stay clear from me at all times. I'm bad for you, nuf said. I feel bad for the people that already have to put up with me. so talk to me if you want, but remember it's at your own risk. feel free to IM me if you want, my s/n is "EmoKidMerp". Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Well, I guess for physical characteristics I'm a sucker for short, skinny brunettes with a cute faces. but I'm really picky when it comes to girlfriends, thus why I haven't dated much I suppose.personality is a bigger deal of course..... but in all fairness the most amazing personality in the world won't help if I don't find you physically attractive. for personality I find myself swaying towards girls with my disposition (go fig?) I love girls that are crazy about music, like playing an instrument. oh man, if I could find a female bass player...... anyways though. this will probably sound weird, but I really want to find a girl that has a few mental problems like me. it's no big deal really, I'd just like to have someone that understands them and won't freak out when they happen. besides that I like girls that are up for doing stupid things, those are always fun. oh! and I like freaky girls :D

My Blog

I can't explain it....

I finally was reminded of something I desperately needed to remember.... my smiles aren't fake anymore.
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 01:59:00 PST

stomach affairs

Well, after another trip to the bathroom, yes most of you know I have really bad IBS, another random outburst sprung into my head. This one has to deal with weight. I don't know how many t...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:56:00 PST

poof

well, this probably isn't a good thing, but I can't think of anything else to do. I don't know why but right now I kinda just want to disappear for a bit. no, not in that oh my god he's gone bipolar...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:19:00 PST

bipolar rant of the day woot

alrighty so I was slightly peeved today. someone was mad that I didn't want to make out with them. ok, that's understandable. however, this person has a boyfriend. therefore in my mind they are o...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Tue, 30 May 2006 06:47:00 PST

ugh

gah, why is it when you haven't eaten in 3 days cuz you have no money does everyone in the world have to tell you about the last time they've eaten and how great it was and how full they are. Jesus f...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Sat, 13 May 2006 01:31:00 PST

lol, I really only have bad things to say

well crap..... looks like I'm dying faster....... and I thought the bipolar was bad enough. looks like I get another surprise from the ole genetics, this time is in the form of an autoimmuno-defici...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:15:00 PST

crud

man, this is getting bad..... I had promised myself I would try really hard to avoid horrendous emotional drama this semester.... but once again it seems to be unavoidable. I was stupid enough to thi...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:03:00 PST

ack, mondays....

man, today was off for me.....let's see how bad off Fred's mindset was this morning... 1) I hadn't slept for a good 20 hours due in part to sleeping too much the night before because of xanax 2) I'v...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 10:56:00 PST

might as well start this up again

ok, so I'm finally tired of writing in my personal journal at home. don't get me wrong, it's great for all that personal stuff that you need to write down so you don't completely blow up.... but at t...
Posted by Bi Polar-Bear on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:10:00 PST