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♥Melissa♥

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About Me

shit happens... sometimes big shit happens... not much you can do about it but just roll with it. let's just say that this year has been a really big life lesson. people are not always who they say they are and the only person you can really count on is yourself. it's a big world out there and you only get out of it what you put into it. i'm a simple person and right now my only goal is to be happy. i've spent a lot of years unhappy and unfulfilled and quite honestly, i'm tired of it; tired of all the drama and unnecessary bullshit. if you can't accept me for who i am and what i believe in, well, i don't have time for you... life's way to short to waste it on lost causes. it took me a long to realize it, but some battles in life are just not worth the effort. i don't ask alot of people, just be yourself and don't play games. games are for children. for the first time in a long time, i'm really finding out who i am and what i want out of life. if you want to know more, all you have to do is ask.Myspace Graphics
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Your Personality Profile
You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.
While you may not be a total hippie...
You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around.
You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.
However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.
Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time! The World's Shortest Personality Test"Her beauty cannot be measured with the standards of a colonized mind. Her features are broad and striking. She caresses him, her fingers stretched endlessly into his world of pain. She loves him, even though his existence is predestined to be one of no remorse, no compassion. Nor is it clouded with the delusion of equality. He loves her, cares for her, protects her. Adores what he can never, ever be. There's such purity in a love that's essential to the loving of ones self...." Me’Shell Ndegéocello
You're a Playful Kisser
Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

My Interests

i'm into anything, i'm into everything. you live only once so what's the big deal??? i'm 38 and haven't come close to doing all the things i'd like to have done by this age. it's time to make up for that. i'm trying to live my life day to day as i don't really know what tomorrow holds and it seems the harder i try, the harder the peeps around me try to stop me. get outta my way. it's me time. i've put me on the backburner long enough.

I'd like to meet:

anyone not afraid to take a chance--- you never know what may happen
You Are The Moon
You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams.
You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness.
Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies.
Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part.

Your fortune:

You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one.
Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares.
Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses.
You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover. What Tarot Card Are You?

Music:

i listen to it all, i love live music, i'm very flexible in this area, depends on whom i'm with and what i am doing....

Movies:

where to start, i love movies, all kinds of movies..... forest gump, boondock saints (nothing beats hot irish guys w/accents), full metal jacket, charlie and the chocolate factory (both versions), love and a .45, natural born killers, kalifornia, scarface, donnie brasco, scent of a woman, pulp fiction, four rooms, practical magic, pink floyd the wall, platoon, raising arizona, the exorcist, the evil dead, texas chainsaw massacre, braveheart, too many to name them all.... horror flicks are my favorite, but love to laugh, love to cry, no particular preference....

Heroes:

anyone bold enough to be themself...

My Blog

friends or rather ex-friends

obviously some people do not know the concept of friendship. they go through the motions and as soon as something happens turn their backs to you and run their mouths. run their mouths about the thin...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:05:00 PST

what kind of a man???

what kind of a man treats a woman like she's nothing?? what kind of a man treats his wife he's been with for 19 years like she's nothing?? what kind of a man wakes up everyday calling his wife a cunt...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 11:39:00 PST

epiphany 88

so i'm having a little fun these days.... it's been a while. i've also actually been happy.. new concept for me but anyone who knows me will tell ya it shows... i finally realized that i'm better o...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:11:00 PST

reality

so my husband of 19 years left me. told me everyday that i wasn't good enough. i guess he's right. i'm not good enough. not good enough for him, not good enough for my daughter, just not good eno...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Sun, 20 May 2007 09:28:00 PST

ephiphany #87

happiness is a figment of the imagination.. it's not real and in no way, shape or form does it really exist. it's the carrot in front of the rabbit.. something your always looking for but will neve...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:27:00 PST

epiphany .86 (only just recently started counting)

true friends are really hard to find. you know, the kind of people that are enough like you that you enjoy being around. the kind that share your same interests. the kind that you feel completely c...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:11:00 PST

i want a new life

seems the harder i try, the worse things get. i just can't seem to get it right. for every step forward, i'm taking two backwards. never making any real progress. i suppose progress depends on how...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 08:13:00 PST

Thanks.

For those of you who are truly my friends, thank you for being so and thank you for all the moral support you've lent me in the past few weeks. Things haven't exactly been going as planned and I've h...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:39:00 PST

:)

today was a better day. first decent one i've had in weeks. i laughed, i smiled, i had good company for a little while. got a better grip on everything today.... had to crawl through a little sludg...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 05:18:00 PST

blah

so my meds are all screwed up again. my head is not on straight. i've lost control over everything in my life. not that i ever had control or that it was ever "my" life. i'm half a mile behind whe...
Posted by ♥Melissa♥ on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:33:00 PST