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ruebi

then you came along with your siren song

About Me

I used to visit all the very gay places Those come what may places Where one relaxes on the axis of the wheel of life To get the feel of life... From jazz and cocktails.The girls I knew had sad and sullen gray faces With distant gay traces That used to be there you could see where theyd been washed away By too many through the day... Twelve oclock tales.Then you came along with your siren of song To tempt me to madness! I thought for a while that your poignant smile was tinged with the sadness Of a great love for me.Ah yes! I was wrong... Again, I was wrong.Life is lonely again, And only last year everything seemed so sure. Now life is awful again, A troughful of hearts could only be a bore. A week in paris will ease the bite of it, All I care is to smile in spite of it.Ill forget you, I will While yet you are still burning inside my brain. Romance is mush, Stifling those who strive. Ill live a lush life in some small dive... And there Ill be, while I rot With the rest of those whose lives are lonely, too..I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 9/23/2005
Band Website: myspace.com/mothspye
Band Members: Ruben..MOTHSPYE, Adie beatty, brianna lea, sarah bethe nelson, eric talley,rusty miller, james finch jr, jacob chilton, chris cook, justin haney,darin coehlo, jacob mingle, scott sowa, and so on and so forth, lots of people you may or may not know. basically anyone who is nice and out of tune. oh, and sparrows and hobo's too, whenever possible
Influences: MAUDE: A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they are not dead, really. They're just backing away from life. *Reach* out. Take a *chance*. Get *hurt* even. But play as well as you can. Go team, go! Give me an L. Give me an I. Give me a V. Give me an E. L-I-V-E. LIVE! anna pavlova Bessie Smith!! Bessie Jones!! Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Sounds Like: turpentine and dandelion wine
Record Label: lunatic works --With Moth Spy Eros
Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

for my mother

the song of her hairthe way the woman moves is grace ,graceful in the way ballerinas execute a plie on hardwood floors, between chalk and sweatgraceful in the way cranes move accross the sky, swans m...
Posted by ruebi on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 12:28:00 PST

the service industry

Tips on Waitressing, A waitress on tipsWaitressing is sex work,Cleavage, social gracesThe more scandalous the outfit, the more tips you will get(as a rule)If you make eyes at someone, you can pay your...
Posted by ruebi on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 12:23:00 PST

modern day guernica

..Yes, art is dangerous. Where it is chaste, it is not art.Every act of creation is first an act of destruction... -Pablo Picasso 1.How will we paint this? The sea will swallow us one day.Beca...
Posted by ruebi on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST

remindind myself to take a breath and drink a glass of water

  sensationalism become smallbecome baby's breathbecome tiny laughminiature tears, newborn lotus fall in love with god by chopping off armsdiscontinue listening to heargauge out eyeballs to see ...
Posted by ruebi on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:32:00 PST