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About Me


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The Loves Of My Life:

My baby Marley
My Jonny Creature
crazy
in love
I found The One
♥The guy who calls me beautiful, instead of hot
♥The guy who'll call me back if I hang up on him
♥The guy who will stay awake just to watch me sleep
♥The guy who kisses my forehead when I'm stressed
♥The guy who wants to show me off to the world even when I look like crap
♥The guy who holds my hand in front of his friends
♥The guy who's constantly reminding me how much he loves and cares about me
♥The guy who turns to his friends and says, "that's her."

About Me:

I am: in love
I am: a sad girl
I am: morbid
I am: painfully shy
I am: weird
I am: quiet
I am: creative
I am: timid
I am: tough
I am: dark
I am: mysterious
I am: half hispanic
I am: half middle eastern
I am: an animal lover
I am: tattooed
I am: pierced
I am: a piercer
I am: suicidal
I am: depressed
I am: a cutter trying to recover
I am: easily addicted
I am: crazy about music
I am: the biggest book worm
I am: a proud nerd
I am: dorky
I am: chemically imbalanced
I am: a pain sometimes
I am: a lover not a fighter... now
I am: fiesty when i need to be
I am: scared to death...
Things I like
♦alcohol
♦alt models
♦alternative
♦androgeny
♦art
♦beauty
♦being held
♦biting
♦black and white pictures
♦black eyes and red lips
♦blood
♦bloody kisses
♦blunt force trauma
♦boys in make up
♦brass knuckles
♦burlesque
♦caffeine
♦chocolate
♦cigarettes
♦concerts
♦crime
♦cute underwear
♦cutting
♦darkwave
♦dirty talk
♦dreads
♦explosive devices
♦falling in love
♦fetishes
♦film noir
♦forensic sciences
♦gaudy rings
♦good conversations
♦gratuitous violence
♦guns
♦holding hands
♦horror
♦hugs
♦hurt
♦industrial
♦keeping promises
♦kisses
♦knives
♦love
♦making music
♦making out
♦marijuana
♦mass murder
♦medical instruments
♦misery
♦mohawks
♦pain
♦penguins
♦pet names
♦philosophy
♦photography
♦piercings
♦pin ups
♦poetry
♦porn
♦rain
♦scratching
♦screaming
♦self pity
♦serial killers
♦sleep
♦spoken word poetry
♦suicide
♦tattoos
♦tea
♦techno
♦the 80's
♦theatre
♦thunderstorms
♦vespas
♦vodka
♦wallowing in self pity
♦water
♦writing
♦zombies
~AFI~
We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

[Acid Bath performing Scream of the Butterfly live]
one of my favoritest songs of all time
brian molko, robert smith, gerard way, eddie izzard, morrissey, ville valo, che guevera, mike ness, zack de la rocha, angelina jolie, davey havok, brody dalle, john lennon, bob marley

DAX
I met him. 2/4/08

Music:



DAX! PLACEBO, AFI, BLAQK AUDIO, THE CURE, MISFITS, HORRORPOPS, Voltaire, My Chemical Romance, She Wants Revenge, Son of Sam, AcidBath, social distortion, Matisyahu, buddy holly, the animals, the zombies, atari teenage riot, danzig, samhain, yeah yeah yeahs, murder dolls, Angelspit, I loves me some Neil Diamond. what are you gonna do about it? ICP, tommy james and the shondells, the ramones, kmfdm, ben kweller, finch, helium vola, at the drive in, portishead, modest mouse, the rasmus, the start, aimee echo, morcheeba, metric, NoFx, coal chamber, KoRn, velvet revolver, drop kick murphys, john frusciante, black dahlia murder, cky, dream theater, hot hot heat, ][-][ ][ ][Y][, iced earth, in flames, mars volta, symphony x, the velvet underground, butterfly boucher, yngwie malmsteen, mahavishnu orchestra, mindless self indulgence, miles davis, propagandhi, goldfinger, suicide machines, toasters, operation ivy, reel big fish, against me, mad caddies, atom and his package, catch 22, less than jake, aquabats, mustard plug, aesop rock, atmosphere, double helix, heiroglyphics, old skool punk, hard core punk, pretty girls make graves, echo and the bunny men, bob marley, ziggy marley, the distillers, rancid, transplants, saosin, skindred, operation ivy, tiger army, lady tron, red hot chili peppers, yeah yeah yeahs, postal service, NIN, rage against the machine, dj shadow, dj q-bert, mix master mike, lords of acid, dead kennedys, sleater-kinney, black flag , alkaline trio, joy division, minor threat , the stills, the shins, clinic, dandy warhols, white stripes, chemical brothers, the streets, jamiroquai, led zeppelin, areosmith, afrocelt, rolling stones, it's a beautiful day, kinky, puya, mana, him, linkin park, u2, the roots, jurassic 5, ozomatli, fischerspooner, santana, the darkness, outkast, mos def, talib kweli, black star, tesla, necromantix, otep, nirvana, green day, herbie hancock, john coltrane, ella fitzgerald, a guy called gerald, etta james, billie holiday, dynamite mc, diesel boy, nobody special, handsome boy modeling school, dj andy smith, the crystal method, method man, red man, beatles, john lennon, orgy, system of a down, sublime, long beach dub allstars, felix tha house cat, oasis, interpol, stevie wonder, michael jackson (before he flipped,) fab 5 freddy, shakira, neptunes, nelly furtado, ozzy, black sabbath, jane's addiction, heart, journey, old KoRn, lo fidelity all stars, john spencer blues explosion, peaches, brassy, liam lynch, mxpx, veruca salt, the cure, dead or alive, remy shand, norah jones, peter tosh, queens of the stone age, morrissey, the smiths, hanoi rocks, faster pussycat, sneaker pimps, air, death in june, specimen, INXS, air supply, no doubt, hole, depeche mode, dave gahan, kittie, koop, dynamite mc, cibo mato, ill nino, deftones, de la soul, sex pistols, tribe called quest, bootsy collins, run dmc, prince, cake, tito puente, ben harper, ben lee, ben kweller, the bens, jack johnson, massive attack, delirium, deee-lite, tawa tai, daft punk, tenacious d, splashdown, k's choice, guano apes, george clinton, paliament funkadelic, paul oakenfold, orbital, rabbit in the moon, monk, dj die, zao, aphex twin, goldie, ming-n-fs, faith no more, mr. bungle, radar, the pixies, bow wow wow, cut chemist, beck, pink floyd, sinatra, g love and special sauce, lovage, save ferris, reel big fish, psychadelic furs, sick of it all, life of agony, queen, duran duran, culture club, billy idol, new york dolls, fiona apple, bjork, flaming lips, squarepushers, neil diamond, foo fighters, box car racer, gorrillaz, yes, rush, s.t.u.n., desendants, our lady peace, tea party, pj harvey, cypress hill, manu chau, janis joplin, jimi hendrix, eric clapton, cream, cowboy bebop theme, danny elfman is a god, how many more you want? cuz there's so much more it's not even funny!

Movies:


Iron man, silent hill, velvet goldmine, Labyrinth, true romance, trainspotting, nightmare before christmas, Hated: GG Allin and the Murder Junkies, 300, Six String Samurai, teenage mutant ninja turtles(1,2,3), TMNT, V for vendetta, 300, X-Men 1, 2 & 3, Ice Age 1 & 2, May, Saving Silverman, Batman, swingers, pulp fiction, from dusk til dawn, any quentin tarantino flick really, interview with a vampire, the basketball diaries, little mermaid, jungle book, lord of the rings trilogy, independant films, E.T., b-movies, house of 1000 corspes, finding nemo, super troopers, bend it like beckham, my first mister, harry potter(all), little monsters, monsters inc., monsters ball, any and all adam sandler, joe dirt, eve's bayou, road to perdition, gangs of new york, friday, anything by angelina jolie, silence of the lambs, hannibal, red dragon, enter the dragon, dragon: the bruce lee story, anything with jack black, look who's talking, die hard, truly madly deeply, undercover brother, rat race, death to smoochy, star wars trilogy, space balls, airplane, all monty python, resident evil, run lola run, amielie, mi vie en rose, amores perros, y tu mama tambien, arthur, hear no evil see no evil, tron, war games, life as a house, batman, stand by me, it, high art, teen wolf, back to the future trilogy, porn and chicken, angel heart, way too many more...

Television:


INVADER ZIM!!! Metalocalypse!!! Trigun, Inuyasha, Thundercats, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, golden girls, reno 911, simpsons, family guy, futurama, cowboy bebop, serial experiments lain, courage the cowardly dog, ahhhh! real monsters, are you afraid of the dark, chappelle's show, powerpuff girls, dexter's lab, samurai jack, robot jones, teenage mutant ninja turtles(old school only please!), teen titans, inspector gadget, wuzzles, alot of anime, a freakin' ton more!

Books:


The Hellbound Heart, Clive Barker, Franz Kafka, The torn Skirt, The Story of O, 120 Days of Sodom, Marquis De Sade, The Dark Tower series by Stephen King (so damn good!), Heavier Than Heaven, Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson, H.P. Lovecraft, guerrilla warfare, che guevera biography, edward gorey, lewis carrol, william s burroughs, george orwell, bram stoker, poppy z brite, sylvia plath, allen ginsberg, anton lavey, irvin welsh, charlotte perkins. winter's tale, Helprin, bunnicula, a wrinkle in time, a wind in the door, a swiftly tilting planet, many waters, the chronicles of narnia, a night without stars, the little critter series, the pokey little puppy, Dr. Suess is the shit!! anthem by ayn rand, electric kool-aid acid test, the prophet, all stephen king, a confederacy of dunces, green eggs and ham, the lorax, stranger in a strange land, Stephen King, Anne Rice, Kafka, Poe, interview with a vampire, anarchists cookbook, can't think, but alot more...

Heroes:


First and foremost, my Jonny for giving me life. I can never repay you for all you've given me, but I'll spend the rest of my life trying.

Che Guevara, Emiliano Zapata, Zach De La Rocha, john lennon, bob marley, and anyone that's willing to die for what they believe in.

My Blog

I want to be happy...

I really do. I just don't know how. I am fucked up in the head. I know this, I'm not saying that to be oh so tragic, and chic. Screw that. I don't wanna be the sad girl that everyone assumes is goth b...
Posted by so spoke misery on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 03:04:00 PST

What doth life?

I have no idea what that means, I saw a show on Adult Swim a few days ago with this wierd ass hawk man thing with a snake for an arm, yes I was sober... anywho, so I haven't talked to my father since ...
Posted by so spoke misery on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:05:00 PST

I got your answers right here!

Who knows a secret or two about you?A couple peoples. Three words to explain why you last threw up?Too. Much. Booze.Who do you want to be with right now?Someone deeper than the surface.Your motivation...
Posted by so spoke misery on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:06:00 PST

I hate myself and want to die.

ok so Jonny and I moved out of our apartment, and are currently staying in a tiny ass trailer with his mom, his kid (who's not there all the time, but almost, he goes a block over to stay with his gra...
Posted by so spoke misery on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 09:38:00 PST

I LOVE this song! but no one will know what the hell it is.

The Promise -When in Rome- When you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be therre. But when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, an...
Posted by so spoke misery on Fri, 19 May 2006 11:57:00 PST

Whoever wrote this, you're awesome.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister w...
Posted by so spoke misery on Fri, 05 May 2006 06:05:00 PST

self discovery

You are a Self-DiscovererYou're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.You are distrusting of all forms of...
Posted by so spoke misery on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 12:29:00 PST

*HAPPY*

  I'm 23, and I have only discovered that I can be happy. It took this long for me to find this out. It took me finding my Jonny, for me to find this out. I was so scared to pick up and move 900 ...
Posted by so spoke misery on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 03:02:00 PST

Scared Little Girl

I'm moving in two weeks. 800+ miles away from home. i'm twenty fucking two years old and have never been away from home before. i'm scared out of my mind. as much as i hate living with my mom, it's t...
Posted by so spoke misery on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

confused

 my father who i haven't talked to in about eleven years just called me. my little brother and sister are 14, and 12 now respectively. wow. i feel so old. i'm 21. i'm his heart and he loves ...
Posted by so spoke misery on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST