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IM GONNA BE AN AUNT!

you broke my heart once shame on you, you broke my heart twice shame on me! i loved you so much, but

About Me

GOODBYE When thoughts of you run through my mind, I can never keep a steady face. My heart begins to beat so fast, My pulse begins to race. My face turns red,and my eyes light up, I know what it is about you that gets me worked up. I''ve been told that im being ridiculous, But in reality they are jealous. Our realtionship,is the strongest its ever been, So I have to say that im torn because its coming to an end. You say our futures look bright, And im for sure your absolutley right. You are the most positive thing in my life, So im proud to say that I want to be your wife! We have to go our seperate ways, Its time we depart...i love you always, And you will stay within my heart!so that is a poem that i wrote awhile back. thats one of the many hobbies that i have... i love to write... i find that i write best when im down about something. anywho. i live in a very small town in tennessee. its good ole woodbury. its def not my fav place. i have many friends but i only trust a few of them with my life. i don't really get along with girls, so i have alot of guy friends. i can be very girly and i am very sensitve. but there is nothing better than sitting down and watching football and drinking some beer. i've been told by many people that although i have a tough exterior i am a very down to earth, sweet, loving person. but me being tough all comes with how my parents raised me. they always told me to defend myself. i have the best parents in the world. after i graduated high school i joined the navy... soon after i joined i left for bootcamp. i was there for 4 months due to a severe injury and then i was sent home. when i finally got here things started going down hill and my parents stood by my side no matter what. but they didn't let me just sit around and do nothing with my life. and i love them very much for that... my family means everything to me. my dad is my hero, my mom is my best friend and the only person i know that will tell me like it is without hurting my feelings, and my grandma is my guardian angel. i don't kow what i would do without her. im just me and thats all i can be. i've gone through all of the phases of trying to be somebody im not, and i don't like how i felt and the people that i met. then i realized that pretending to be someone your not isn't cool and you can't make real friends that way. i am who i am, and if you don't like it, tough shit, cause i ain't changing for no one!
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Name: Desirea
Birthday: 03NOV85
Birthplace: macon, ga
Current Location: woodbury, tn... aka woodvegas!
Eye Color: blue...very blue
Hair Color: naturally blonde, right now its light brown
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: irish, french canadian, cherokee indian, black foot indian.
The Shoes You Wore Today: my blue and white reebok's
Your Weakness: my family
Your Fears: losing my grandmother, spiders, snakes, thunderstorms, tight spaces.
Your Perfect Pizza: peperonni, bacon, cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: do something productive with my life!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol or he he
Thoughts First Waking Up: i really don't want to get up...
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: all of senior year
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: i prefer single dates.. but its nice to go out on group dates occasionally!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: def chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: hell yes
Do you Sing: in the shower, in my car, in my room when im getting dressed.. i love to sing, but that doesn't mean im very good does it?
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes.. but i don't want to go to a big university
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: not really
Do you think you are Attractive: depends on what kind of day im having
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part...
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell no
Do you play an Instrument: i used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: um... YES!
In the past month have you Smoked: YES!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no....
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not that i can remember
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWWW! NEVER!
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.. but i will soon
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: OH YEAH! too drunk to function
Ever been called a Tease: yes..ask DonDo
Ever been Beaten up: that will never happen
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i'll let you know
What country would you most like to Visit: france
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: as long as its not red or some unnatural color
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me!
Weight:
Best Clothing Style: comfortable
Number of Drugs I have taken: one
Number of CDs I own: to many to count
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: um.. i think i've lost count!

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I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet real people.. i hate those who try to be somebody their not... i'd really like to meet someone who knows how to have good time or to show me how to have more fun than im already having.. i'd like to meet new people and become great friends.. and to better the friendships that i already have. SO,peace, love, and send me a message if you want to know some more!~*THE FAMILY PRAYER*~"And Shepherds we shall beFor thee, my Lord, for thee.Power hath descended forth from Thy handOur feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.So we shall flow a river forth to TheeAnd teeming with souls shall it ever be.In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."~*Il DUCE'S PRAYERS*~"And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints .""Whosoever shed last blood. By man shall his blood be shed. For immunity of god make he the man. Destroy all that which is evil. So that which is good may flourish. And I shall count thee amoung my favoured sheep. And you shall have the protection of all the angels in heaven.""Never shall innocent blood be shed. Yet the blood of the wicked shall flow like a river. The three shall spread their blackened wings and be the vengeaful striking hammer of god. "
Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher
Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest. What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Music:

i love to listen to music... its just something i enjoy while im sitting in my room, in my car, in a bar, by the pool. it doesn't matter as long as i can really get into it. my high school music teacher actually got me listening to everything from rock and roll, country, pop, jazz. you name it... these are just a few of what i enjoy listening to...panic at the disco~ pussycat dolls~ james blunt~ bubba sparxx~ mariah carey~ ne-yo~ fall out boy~ black eyed peas~ keith urban~ kelly clarkson~ beyonce~ alanis morissette~ american hi-fi~ 3 doors down~ 30 seconds to mars~ aerosmith~ anna nalick~ hawthorne heights~ him~ garth brooks~ carrie underwood... and those are just a few!


Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com


You Are 90% Psychic
You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic?

Movies:


Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

Books:

i've always liked to read....but i didn't really get into books until my junior year... my english teacher had us reading books all the time. and thats when i stumbled upon my favorite book.... "Scribbler of Dreams". its about a young woman who has fallen in love with the forbidden fruit. she tells one lie, and has to tell a million more to cover up the first one... but in the end everything works out for the best and the two live happily everafter.....!.....HERE IS A POEM THAT I LOVE.... My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart.To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you.My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real. Yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel.As I lay here my body aches for your nearness. I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine.Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given. And make this life of mine worth living again

Heroes:

My heroes are my mom of course, because she is one of the most amazing people i know. my grandma, because she has never quit anything that she has started... and she has taught me that i can do anything if i set my mind to it, and if i want it bad enough. and then my step-dad....who i call "daddy". if it weren't for my dad i would not be where i am today. he saved my mom, brother, and i from a hard life that we were headed for... i love him so much, and i tell him every chance i get....!

My Blog

some of my weirdest.....

weird things or habits..... Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about you". People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird habits/things as well as state t...
Posted by IM GONNA BE AN AUNT! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:41:00 PST

OMG!

ok. so i've discovered that myspace is the best thing in the world.. i've found friends from bootcamp that i haven't seen in over a year... i am so happy... i've missed them all so much... so i guess ...
Posted by IM GONNA BE AN AUNT! on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 07:18:00 PST

breathe

As I lay down in my bed, I think of HIM... My body aches for HIS touch, and my mind needs HIS soothing words. I slowly drift off to sleep, and as I take my last BREATH I say HIS name!...
Posted by IM GONNA BE AN AUNT! on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 10:26:00 PST

2 a.m.

Two o'clock in the morning, and I can't sleep. The memories of you and I keep flashing before me. Its been weeks since I had a decent night's sleep, and I can only wonder how you a...
Posted by IM GONNA BE AN AUNT! on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:20:00 PST