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♥Krystal♥

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About Me

Layout made by LadyAlina*Likes* ~Drving around town window down blaring music with friends. ~Getting together with friends watching them get drunk. ~Conventions: Need I say more? ~Random pictures just for the hell of it. ~Laughing at the world, no room for drama. ~Fishing, camping and swimming. ~Single night out, Girls Night Out. ~Playing pool and listening to "Sweet Home Alabama". ~Running around parks like a kid. ~Midnight Walks. ~Long night talks. ~Friends who spend the night only to stay up all night with no sleep. ~Getting lost in Sacramento. ~Trips to Chico for nothing. ~Sonora, and going on 15 mile hikes. ~The beach, having a bon fire...sitting around it with people you just met. ~Sitting under the stars talking about your dreams. ~The past and the funny times growing up. ~Toys R Us: Playing with toys, laughter, and family. ~Confusing people, just to see their reaction. Priceless. ~Walmart just to buy panties. ~Getting motels to get away. ~Dancing like a retard. ~Trying to sing on Karokee. ~Falling down the leeve. ~Sarcasm wars. ~Mudding at the river, 4wheel drive fun. ~Watching the guys sing to Madonna's "Like A Virgin". ~Bicycle rides to the next town and around then back. ~Crazy webcam times. ~Insane rides at the fair. ~Canada, Ireland, Santa Cruz, Universal Studios, every where that memories are made. ~Volunteer work, meeting new people. I AM THE GIRL WHO WILL TELL YOU WHAT YOU DO OR DO NOT WANT TO HEAR. SRY BUT I'M ONLY HONEST. I'LL KEEP THE STRAIGHT FACE IN AN ARGUMENT, NO NEED TO DISCLOSE MY EMOTIONS. I AM NOT AFRAID OF ANYONE, AND TO ME THAT IS MY DOWN FALL. I USE TO HAVE A HUGE HEART THAT WAS WILLING FOR EVERYONE, BUT I'M A LITTLE UNAFFECTIVE THESE DAYS. I'M NOT BROKEN LIKE MOST GIRLS GO AROUND SAYING. I'M JUST NOT PERFECT. I SOMETIMES SPEAK TOO MUCH, AND FIND MYSELF IN A ROUGH HOLE LATER. I STICK MY FOOT IN MY MOUTH CONSTANTLY. THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME ARE: I ENJOY HELPING PEOPLE, MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE IN THAT. I FIND COMFORT IN GOD EVEN IF I DON'T GO TO CHURCH ANYMORE. HE IS STILL MY NUMBER ONE IN MY LIFE. I CRY EASILY EVEN THOUGH I HIDE THAT. I HATE PITY. MY BELIEFS ARE UNKNOWN TO MOST BECAUSE I CAN BE CONFUSING. I HAVE BEEN IN DANCE SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL, AND EVEN THOUGH I LOST MY STEPS I STILL CONTINUE TO MOVE TO MY OWN BEAT, DANCING IS ONE OF MY TOP PASSIONS. A LITTLE INTO MYSELF LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I CAN'T HELP BUT POST MANY PICTURES OF ME, MOST ARE MISLEADING AS PEOPLE SAY. I'M A BIG GIRL WITH A CUTE FACE, AND RARELY SHOW MY BODY. I'M INSECURE ABOUT THAT, AND I APOLOGIZE. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD SURPRISES ME, NOT EVEN IF I FOUND OUT MY BEST FRIEND USE TO BE A MAN BUT GOT A SEX CHANGE TO BE WITH MY FATHER WOULDN'T SURPRISE ME. MAYBE I LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD STILL. I CAN BE IMMATURE AND A LITTLE GIRL TO MOST, THAT IS BECAUSE I STILL HOLD SOME PURITY I REFUSE TO LET GO OF. YOU CAN DEAL WITH IT FOR A FEW MORE YEARS. I LOVE TO READ AND EVEN IN HIGHSCHOOL I WAS THE NERDY GIRL WHO ALWAYS HAD A BOOK OR PENCIL IN HAND. I WRITE AND EVEN THOUGH MY GRAMMAR IS SLACKING IN THE YEARS I PLAN TO GO TO COLLEGE SOON. I'M SENSITIVE BUT I LIKE TO HIDE THAT WEAKNESS TO MOST. I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH ONLY ONE MAN IN MY LIFE. THOUGH HIM AND I ARE GREAT FRIENDS NOW AND ALWAYS WILL BE I HOLD NO HATE OR ANGER FOR HIM NOT ACCEPTING ME. I'M PROUD OF MY HERITAGE, MY FAMILY IS KIND OF EMBARRASSING, THOSE WHO AREN'T CLOSE FAMLIY. SO I DON'T MENTION THEM MUCH.I HAVE FOUR BEST FRIENDS. MEGAN WHO HAS A BABY, SHYANNE, THSE TWO IN MY LIFE BRING ME GREAT JOY SO I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT THEM. TONI WHO JUST FLEW BACK INTO MY LIFE AFTER THREE YEARS OF MISSING, EVERY DAY IS AN ADVENTURE. JAYSON MY ONLY CLOSE GUY FRIEND WHO MOVED AWAY BUT STILL IS HELD IN MY HEART. THEN MARIA THE ONE I LOOK TO AS A LITTLE SISTER, I MISS HER MUCH SINCE SHE MOVED.

My Interests

Heroes:


Megan: My number one bitch of 15 years, and moving on. We do a lot of crazy shit together. Even though we are opposite we still get along very well.
Ashley: My cousin and also my twin since we are around the same age and raised together. She moved away when we were 14 years old and just came back into my life. I love her!
Jill: My other lovely cousin not by blood but she is still a lot closer than my blood family. She knows me better than most people despite being a total opposite from myself. We always have great times when we hang out.
Marissa: My sister by marriage, and my home girl for life. We don’t see each other that much but still the bond is strong.
Stephanie: My home girl and my number one drama free beauty. She knows how to keep things low and how to start a party.
Victoria: My morbid beauty and model chicka. She loves the camera and the camera loves her.
Carissa: My best friend and my twin. She is the blonder of us two but she is funny and knows how to bring a smile to my lips.
Toni: My second longest beastie but my first person I run to when I need advice. Mature and like an older sister, she is someone I trust.
Nicole: My manager and my friend, she makes work so much fun. A great person who helps everyone around her she is beautiful inside and out.
Brandie: Older cousin more like a sister. She is a lot like me, loves to have fun not caring about how old she is, always smiling.
Sami: My little cousin who looks a little like me with her blonde hair, and funny personality. Sadly, she is cuter than me! ha-ha
Maria: My little sister adopted into my family, she joined the Marines and I haven't seen her in over a year. I miss you and love you!

My Blog

Beautiful Judgement!

   These flicks are awesome, and I know it is wrong. Forgive me, but this has to be the most beautiful way of dying.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6512Bp3V8g&feature=relat ed...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Mon, 12 May 2008 07:41:00 PST

Dusky vs. Ivory

The light met the night in a contrast of an illusion. Divergent walls enclosed into a space of solitude. It was one to another that went to transgression. Clarity began in time of friendship. The wor...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Sat, 10 May 2008 12:54:00 PST

Covetous

Lets danceA dance of lifeLets take a chanceTo gamble our heartsThe one who losesHas to watch with miseryAs the other eats their heartThe blood of loveDrips ambrosially from pale lips Fingers like iceP...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Sat, 03 May 2008 01:06:00 PST

Abysmal Misery or Human Excogitation?

If I reach out my hand To grasp on to your insanity Will you help me understand Dark corners of the mind Light hours intwined? I yearn to kiss the fire I dream to be lost in eternal hell Inside the sa...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Sat, 03 May 2008 12:46:00 PST

Solicitous Deliberation

I have come to an resolution. I think it funny that most people think I'm benighted. I'm very adamantine when it comes down to inevitable things. !   Okay, I'm going to follow through with some t...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:42:00 PST

TO YOU ALL

Remarkable ObituaryToday we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend,Mr. Common Sense.Mr. Sense had been with us for many years.No one knows for sure how oldhe was since his birth records were long a...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 03:29:00 PST

True Life (In Process of Editing)

The rain was falling harshly against the window as I stare outside into the storm that hit our town not more than two hours ago. This was a daily routine for me lately. The winter weather kept everyon...
Posted by ♥Krystal♥ on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:57:00 PST