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Enjoy the ABUSE

[c0mbicRitt3r]

About Me

.I'm a fucking poster child.
.....
AND LOOK AT THAT!!!
Attention everyone:
I am doing some freelance hair and makeup work. Anyone who needs makeup or hair done, come to me. I need work for a portfolio. It will cost [unless I like you or I'm feeling especially sweet], but we'll work out the details depending on what I do to you. Seriously. I can do: prosthetic/special FX, street, any makeup you need for a party/dance/etc. For hair: Cut, dye, style...you name it. Let me know.
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get your motherfucking body beat..
and live in your combichrist, play in ours :)
9.30.06 Best fucking day of my life. Meeting and hanging out with Combichrist in KC with my best friend. Who could ask for more?
I'm Jezebel. I'm gonna be a star someday. You just watch me.
Zombie Squad kicks more ass than you do.
I'm completely addicted to COMBICHRIST
Andy LaPlegua is quite possibly my addiction. my GOD.
A complete GENIUS: Icon of Coil, then Combichrist, then Panzer AG, THEN DJ Scandy. I couldn't live without these four
I'm a space cadet
I've got the attention span of a puppy
And the memory of a gold fish
I'm a model.
I've got a medical fetish, man it's bad [ha].
I love body modification.
I'm a dancer.
I only like a few local bands.
I love life and I live it fast.
I'm pretty vicious.
I am always told I'm pretty. People fucking lie
My interests scare people.
I'm a loser.
I design my own clothes half the time.
My hair never stays the same & it's fried [but always pretty =>
I want to be happy in the situations as they are thrown to me.
I hate the band HIM, with a brutal passion.
I love industrial music WAY too much to be healthy.
I'm going to New York and Toronto next summer, for sure.
I buy too much music...
I dance at every chance I get.
I love black with bright colors.
I love my sister. She's the best person I know. She's so pretty :(
I love my best friends, Andi, Audrey, & Staci, they means the world to me
If you wanna buy me stuff I'll love you forever.
If you know any photographers, hit me up!
[will update soon]
okay, so it does take me forever, but i'm trying!
So remember how I had that My life soundtrack thing and it was on the side of my page all ugly like? yah I redid it...
My Soundtrack for life


Opening Credits: Panzer AG - Introduction to the Damned
Waking Up: Icon of Coil - Everlasting or IFNTK - Essence of Purity...
Average Day: Panzer AG - Paper Angels
First Date: Icon of Coil - Activate
Falling in Love: Scandy - Puppy Love
Love Scene: Combichrist - This Shit Will Fcuk You Up
Fight Scene: Combichrist - What the Fcuk
Breaking Up: Icon of Coil - Remove/Replace
Getting Back Together: Panzer AG - Monster
Secret Love: Scandy - Touch It
Life's Okay: Icon of Coil - Come Alive
Mental Breakdown: Icon of Coil - Former Self
Driving: Scandy - So do Eye
Learning a Lesson: Combichrist - Human Error
Deep Thought: Combichrist - This is My Rifle
Flashback: Combichrist - You Will Be The Bitch Now
Partying: Icon of Coil - Thrillcapsule [moonitor rmx]
Happy Dance: Combichrist - Get Your Body Beat
Regretting: Panzer AG - Filth God
Long Night Alone: Icon of Coil - Dead Enough for Life
Death scene: Panzer AG - When Death Embrace Me
Closing Credits: Combichrist - The Line to the Dead
I created my own profile using nUCLEArcENTURy.COM and you should too!

My Interests

BDSM, extreme body modification, bloodshed, dance, my ambitions, jewelry, tango, my friends, satin, PVC, vinyl, boots, corsets, skirts, fishnet, makeup, rope, whips, chain, industrial (and the subgenres) music, my car, driving, neon colors, black, pale skin, dark hair, light eyes, collars, pictures, modelling, alice in wonderland, etc.

I'd like to meet:

My bands.....I'm slowly starting to list it.
E~N of [DYM] he's my boooy!
Andy - Icon of Coil; Combichrist; Panzer AG; Scandy DONE! And he's a fucking sweetie
actually...all of the guys from CC are amazing!
KMFDM
DONE! They're awesome, too!
Grendel

Open minded people, intelligent people, tolerant people, understand people, photographers, people with a TRUELY unique personality and/or style, people who inspire me, people who are into extreme body modifications, musicians, artists, people who are truely themselves

Oh and Paris Hilton...but just so I can punch her in the face :]

Music:

industrial;ebm;darkwave;neogoth;techno

#:

16 Volt - 20goto10 – 7 Cycles

A:

Absent Without Leave - Acumen Nation - Afterchain -Alphaville - And One - Android Lust - Angels and Agony - Aphasia - Apraxia - Arc Gotic – Asphyxia – Aesthetic Perfection – Accessory – And One – Apotheosis - Architect’s Eye - Apocalyptica - Absurd Minds - Apocalyse Theatre - Asche - Aenima - Ayria - Acid Bath - A Murder of Angels - Aenima – (the) Azoic – And Also the Trees – Ataraxia – Andraculoid - Adema - Akaisha - Anal Cunt - Alien#six13 - Aphex Twin - Apoptygma Berzerk - Ascii Disko - Assemblage 23 - Atomic Puppy - Android Lust – Angeltheory – Aghast View – Alien Faktor – Ant Z/en - Attrition - Attila Csihar – Alien Sex Fiend – Agonize – Army of In Between – A moment of Silence – Amduscia – angelspit

B:

B! Machine - Bahnitier - Battery - Battery 9 - Bozo Porno Circus - Brighter Death Now - Bauhaus - Beborn Beton - Bella Morte - Black Tape for a Blue Girl – Battery Cage – Bel Canto – Bile – Bigod 20 – Birmingham 6 – Brain Pilot - Butterfly Messiah - Birmingham 6 - Black Heaven - Blank - Blessed Virgin Larry - Bloodhag - Blind Faith and Envy - Bloodwire - Blue Eyed Christ - BlutEngel - Boole - Boundless - Bozo Porno Circus - Brandi Winks - Brunderschaft - Boytronic - Brand New Sin – Blindbeforedawn

C:

COMBICHRIST! - Chemical Taint - Chemlab - Chemical Brothers - Clan of Xymox - Christians - Crossbreed - Christ Analogue - Cesium 137 - Culture Kultur - Cut.Rate.Box – Core Transmission - Conetik - Chiasm - Claire Voyant - Crucifix Nocturnal - Client - Clock DVA - Carphax Files - Coil - Collide - Colony 5 – C-Drone-Defect - Centhron – CeDigest – Cybertech – Cybertron – Chemical Angel – Cenobita – Chaingun Operate – Clock DVA – Coil – Consolidated – Christian Death – Cocteau Twins – Crematory – (the) Cure - Contagion – Controlled Bleeding – Crash Worship – Crocodile Shop – Cubanate – Cyanotic - Cosmicity - Croc Shop - Converge - Code 64 - Cruciform Injection - Curse - Cobalt 60 - Christopher - Converter - Codec & Flexor – Cindergarden – Covenant – Cyberaktif – Cabaret Voltaire – Chandeen – (Children on) Stun

D:

Dope - Die Krupps - Dark Tranquility - Distorted Reality - Diorama - Davantage - Deadsy - Decoded Feedback - Decree - Die Warzau – Divider – dunkelwerk – Dyskonnect – DAF – Das Ziechem – Diva Destruction – Dawn of Ashes - Demonicon D – Digital White Noise – Diorama - Diabolic - Die Symphony - Days of Fate - Dismantled - Dein Schatten - Dekoy - DollFactory - Declaration - Dimension Zero – Dioxyde – darvoset – Defence Mechanism - - Desiderii Marginis - Diskonneckted - Das Ich - Davantage - DeVision - DJ Shadow - Droom - Dulce Liquido - Diva Destruction - Diverje - Dkay.com – Decoded Feedback – Deus ex Machina – Death & Horror, Inc. – Deathline International – Darkseed – Dead Can Dance – Death in June – Dein Schatten – Deine Lakaien - D.A. Sebasstian - Dia - Diary of Dreams - Dope Stars Inc. - Dream Theater - Drowning Pool - Dwelling - Dreamscar - Death Elektro – Dym – Dekoy - Die Warzau – DAX – Distorted Circuitry – DOD – Death Under Siege – Doomsday Refreshment Committee – Digitally Compiled Madness – Die Form – Disown – Decoded Feedback – Dethkultur BBQ – Die Form – Dies Irae – Digital Factor

E:

ECO - Echo Image - Eisbrecher - E-Craft - Enya - E? - Endanger - Einsturzende Neubauten - Elktronik Sciety - Electro Synthetic Rebellion (E.S.R.) – Eliminate the Body – Endanger - Endemonia - Emotional Violence - E-nomine - Emergence - Ez3kiel - Entluften - Epsilon Minus - Erasure - Evil’s Toy - Era Nocturna – Electra-Kill – Eye Butterfly – Euphorik Frenesie – Edge of Dawn – Esplendor Geometrico – Evil Mothers – Eve of Destiny

F:

Fear Cult - Flathand 5 - Final Selection -Fusspils 11 - Feindflug - Fiction 8 – Flux – Fragile Human Organs – Frequency Construct - Faith & Disease - FGFC820 – (the) Fragile Path – f/a/v – (the) Fair Sex – Fear Factory - Frequency Construct - Fictional - Faith and the Muse - Front 242 - FR Action - Flesh Field - Front Line Assembly - Full - Funker Vogt - Fertile Reality – Faith No More – Flesh Field – Frequencies E.D. – Frozen Plasma – Feature – Filter – Ford Proco – Fields of the Nephilim

G:

Ganymede - Goethes Erben - Ghost in the Machine - Girls Under Glass - Garden of Dreams - Gary Numan - Gewalt Kubikzahl - Gene Loves Jezebel – GASR – Genitortures – God Flesh – (the) Gallery – Garden of Dreams – (the) Gathering – Goethes Erben - GOA - God Module - Grave Diggers (1-800 suicide) - Gor – Grendel – Glis - Gothrixus – Greater than One

H:

Headscan - Hammers of Misfortune - Hanzel und Gretyl - Hungry Lucy - Headscan - Human Drama - Hate Dept. - Haujobb - High Tone - Himinbjorg - HOCICO - Human Aftertaste - Hypocrisy – Holocaust 427 – helltrash - Hybryds

I:

IVOUX - I, Parasite - Iris - Ivory Frequency - In Strict Confidence - I:scintilla - In Memoria - Idiot Stare - Ionic Vision – Interlock – Infekktion – Image Transmission – In the Nursery – Illuminate – Into the Abyss Isenngard - Information Society - Inure - Inger De Fier - Imperative Reaction - Impossible Recording Machine - Intuition - Infected Mushroom - Ictus - Interlace - Ikon - Infused - inExtremo - Iambia - Icon of Coil - Implant

J:

Joy Division - Juno Reactor - Jenn Vix - Jailbird - Jackalope - Jared Louche and the Aliens – Jesus on Extasy

K:

KieTheVez - Kidney Thieves - Kubix - KMFDM - Killing Ophelia - Kevorkian Death Cycle - Kittie - Kill Switch…Klick - Kaos – koRn – Kubickzahl – Kubrick – [-] kOiL [+] (experimental DJ, amazing person) – Kold fusion – Killing Floor - Kraftwerk

L:

Laertia - Luxt - L'ame Immortelle - Latrodectus - Luxt - Level:Denial - London After Midnight - Lords of Acid - Ladytron - Leaetherstrip - Lycia - Lights of Euphoria – Low Distortion Unit - Lunarclick – Lost Signal – (the) Ladder – Laibach – Lard – Legion Within – La Solitude – Lacrimosa – (the) Last Dance – Lestat – Love Like Blood – Love Spirals Downward – Lycia

M:

Malice Mizer - Mindstate - Mindfield - Mindless Faith - Melotron - Michigan - Mortiis - Mind.in.a.box - Ministry – Monotone Corrosive – (the) Machines (of Loving Grace) – Melotron – (the) Mercy Cage – Merge - Mesh - Mlada Fronta - Mimetic - Massivivid - Mentallo and the fixer – Mesh – Moev – Morgue Mechanism - Modern Angel - Mirabilis - Moulin Noir – Melotron – Morfiouz – Mind:state – Modf - Monolith - Mortal Void - Mercury Tide - Megadump - Midnight Syndicate - Moi Dix Mois - Mono Chrome - More Machine than Man - Massiv in Mensch – (the) Machine in the Garden – Miranda Sex Garden - (the) Mission - Monstrosity - Moonspell - Manny Molecular - My Ruin - My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult –Man and Machines – Mordacious – Mass Grave Masquerade – (the) Monitor – MORTllS – (the) MooN – mortal Abyss - Mindless Self Indulgence

N:

Neuroactive - Nekromantix - Noxious Emotion - Ncor - New Order - Neon Dream - Null Device - Nymph - NamNamBulu – Nicodemus – Neikka RPM – Nebula H – Needle Sharing – Negativland – Nosferatu – NamBulu - Neotek - Nasa - Neurotic Fish - Neptune Crush - Neurosis & Jarboe - Nicodemus - Nightwish - Nine Inch Nails - Nitzer Ebb – Noistatik – neuroactive – (the) Neo Judgement – Nocturnal Emissions – Not Breathing - Numb

O:

ohGr - Orgy - Oneiroid Psychosis - Oomph! - Opeth - Observe and Control - Opus Majestic - Orbital – Ontal – Outerspace Overdose – Ordo Equitum Solis – Of Skin & Saliva – Omnibox

P:

PBK - PaX - Peter Murphy - PIG - Pigface - Penumbra - Planet-X - Psyche - PTI - Punto Omega - Prager Handriff - Pride and Fall – PitchNoir – Pitchshifter – Plastic Assault – Plastic Noise Experience – Palace of Worms - Poe - Purr Machine – punkteMatrix - Penal Colony - Perfect Exile - Psyclon Nine - Powerman 5000 - Project-X - Projekt 2501 - Psychaestetic - Panzer AG – Panzer Division – Provision – Pound of Flesh - Prick - ProTech - Prodigy - Project Pitchfork – Prognosis - PlastiCChristT – Porcelain and the Tramps – Project Death Glam – Project 9

Q:

Qntal

R:

(the ) Residents - Rammstein - Rasputina – Reckonin - Razed In Black - Rowena - Redemption - Rob Zombie - Rob Dougan - Ravenous - Re/Work - Red 7 Fury - Restrukture - Revolting Cocks – Rotersand

S:

Shell Shot – Sero.Overdose - Shadows in the Dark - Society 1 - Sir Alice - Saint Vitus Dance - See Colin Slash - S.P.O.C.K - Skinflick - Schaft - Skinny Puppy - Sleepwalk - (S.I.T.D.) - Siouxie and the Banshees - Slick Idiot – Silent Auction – Sever – SMP – Seven Trees – Skold – Society Burning – Sucking Chest Wound - Syrian - System Syn - Seabound - Seize - Something about Vampires & Sluts - SPF1000 - Sister Machine Gun - Sphan Ranch - Snake River Conspiracy – Stormdrain – Sanguis Et Cinis – Siouxsie and the Banshees – Sisters of Mercy – Sol Invictus – Sterile – Swans - Subliminal Self - State of Being - Static-X - Somegirl - Stereogimmik - Stochastic Theory - Subatomic Glue – Statemachine – Shadows in the Dark – Sic Mynded - Sielwolf Syrian – Synthetic Effect – SMP – Soil & Eclipse - Splendid Isolation - Suicide Commando - Swarf - Stromkern - Switchblade Symphony - Systematic - Sneaky Bat Machine – Snog – Self Loathing Under Guidance – Silicon Soul – Single Gun Theory – Sister Machine Gun - State of the Union - Sunday Munich – Shady Meadow Medical Center – Still Life Decay – Schattenschlag – servo.hatred – SPK – Survival Reseach Labs

T:

The Tea Party - T. Raumschmiere - Talla2XLC - Tidfall - The Apocalypse - the Apocalypse Joy Segment - The Birthday Massacre – Trash Vanity – Tamtrum – Test Dept. – Testify – THD - The Black Dahlia Murder - The Creatures - The Cruxshadows - The Mercy Cage - The Strand - The Damage Manual - The Electric Hellfire Club – Terminal 46 – This Mortal Coil – Two Witches – Type O Negative - Temple of the Times - Terminal Bliss - The Echoing Green - The Fair Sex - Terminal Choice - The Empire Hideous - The Forsaken – Transmitting End - The Dignity of Labour - The Haunted - The Last Dance - The Tea Party - The Azoic - T.O.Y. - Trigger10d - Tristesse de la Lune – Throbbing Gristle - Technoir - The Hungry Ghost - The Klinik - Thyrane - Tactical Sekt - The Last Dance - The Machine in the Garden - Tesseract 7 - The Quantum Dots - The Union Underground - The Unquiet Void - Theatre of Tragedy - This Ascension - TATU - ThouShaltNot - The Faint - Tristania - Tool – T3CHN0PH0B1A – Torso – Tragic Black

U:

Upon Eventual Collapse - Unhilig – Ultraviolet - Unfinished Thought - Uranium Orchid – Unter Null – Ultraviolence – Unto Ashes – Uranium 235

V:

Voice Industrie - Vox Celesta - Velvet Acid Christ - Venereal Injection - Virtual Server - Voltage Control - VNV Nation - Void Construct - Vox Populi - V01d – VNB – vx.exe – Viral Lode

W:

White Zombie - winterchylde - Wolfsheim - :wumpscut: - Waste Disposal Machine

X:

X-Fusion - XP8 - XPQ-21 – Xotox – Xmal Deutschland

Y:

Y Wolf - Y-LUK-O – Yazoo – You Shriek

Z:

Zeromancer – Zombie Girl – Zwart – Zombie Nation – Zeitgeist

Theres more. I just dont care to write them ALL

Movies:

zombie movies. horror movies. thriller movies. action movies. anything i like.

Heroes:

tep. myself. my momma. Christopher, i love you brother, with my whole heart.
pretty much anyone who inspires me.
artists. music. people who open my eyes into the real world. my friends. family. anyone who rocks. and guys who are hot that AREN'T jackasses//stuck up.

My Blog

this week...

I feel SO accomplished...yet not. It's kinda odd... I'll explain myself. accomplishments: -John's hair looks immaculate. I bleached it last night and he and Jordan finished it by cutting and dying it ...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 12:25:00 PST

:snickers: it's SO ture :giggles:

I am so Industrial... I'm so Industrial I use K instead of C. I'm so Industrial I'm mistaken as Goth or Punk. I'm so industrial Genesis P. Orridge is my God. I'm so industrial I am a piercing. ...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 12:59:00 PST

Fucking Look. We're CUTE!

  Yes, Staci and I were camera whores thsi morning....HEY! We haven't had new pictures since my hair was blonde and 1 inch long, ok!??!?! LOVE US!!! Yes, we are best friends, and yes, we...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 01:10:00 PST

stupid survey thing out of boredom?

105 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? no. a promise ring though. i gave it back. didn't mean shit to me. 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 1 year 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? alex gave me l...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:25:00 PST

Happy much?

Ok so yah... Happy much? I got another raise at the job. Second one in 2 weeks. That's right, being the boss' favorite DOES have perks. Thus, because daddy is proud of me...he's letting me do a lotta...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:51:00 PST

Zombie Nation!

Well as I put in my bulletin....the Zombie Flash Mob on Saturday (3/18) was just fantastic. I woke up early and got ready to go over to John and Jordan's to get ready and brought Alex with me. Jordan ...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:53:00 PST

answer it.

what if..... » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I were drunk around you: . » I lived next door to you: » I started on a downward spiral of drugs & alcohol: » I was ...
Posted by Enjoy the ABUSE on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 03:38:00 PST