Hello. I am Jillian McCormick. I live in Riverton. I like meeting new people and becoming friends. I am not a very shy person. I am kind of loud, but usually if I am not around alot of people I am quiet and I enjoy my time to think by myself. I enjoy thinking. I also enjoy reading. I could sit in library for days just reading all the books that they may have there. I love music. Listening to it, thinking about it, writing it, dancing and singing to it. I actually don't mind school too much. I enjoy learning and I thrive when I am learning something I am interested about that I have never heard before.
I love cemeteries. I love reading about them, drawing them, and being in them. I don't find them creepy at all. Just peaceful and, well, romantic. I am thinking about getting a job as a Mortitian. Or at least someone who works n or owns dead bodies. I think they are very fasinating. Death fasinates me. I wonder what it might feel like, what it feels like when you are dead, if you feel at all. Do they think? Do they smell? Do they know when someone is comming to visit them? I wonder if they ever get lonely. I also am interested in life. How the minds work and curious on what people are thinking. I also love Haunted Houses. If they are good ones, I love the thrill you feel that someone is staring at you, waiting to see what you are going to next. I love the smell and the way they look with their lurking shadows and rotten windowsills.
I enjoy drawing. My favorite medium to use is either charcol or ink. Or even sometimes both. Maybe I'll put some of my artwork on here. My father draws and I love to sit by him and just watch him paint with jazz in the background and the smells of oil paints filling the air. Definatly one of my favorite childhood memories. I also enjoy acting. As I child my one goal in life was to be in the lime light. Either acting, or being in a band, or just being famous. Everyone knowing me. I love that.
I love the sun shine. I enjoy being able to walk outside and feel the warmth on my face. Even though it may make me squint my eyes. I enjoy rain as well. Wether it be dark outside or light. But I expecially enjoy it as the sun is setting so the sky is orange and warm and the rain drops fall like dimonds. It makes me want to laugh. I also enjoy laughing. Laughing feels good. It is ok to enjoy yourself once in a while. Remembering memories means alot to me. When someone reminds me of something we have done together before, it makes me feel great to know that one person remembered.
I live to go to concerts. Concerts are my natural high. The loud music, fights, the smells, the way you can feel the bass beat in your chest. How everyone is so close to you. The sweat and blood. I hate it when my music is on... and people turn it down to talk to me. No. Don't do it. If you have something important to say... Talk over the music.
Things I want to do before I die:
--Sky diving
--Cliff diving
--Ride on top of a car going REALLY fast
--To steal every single "support our troops" car magnets IN THE WORLD! MWA HA HA!
-- Eat Monkey Brains
--Own a cemetery
--Experience death.... but then live... try to figure that one out.
-- Become famous SOMEHOW!
I love My Little Ponies. They are my childhood toys that I still keep around with me today. They remind me that sometimes, life can be simple and not everything has to be so dramatic. I hate drama. I really do. And I'm not one to say it and then create drama everywhere I go. If you have drama, I don't want to hear about it. Unless it is important and it is something that needs attention.
I don't believe in love. It does not exist. Wait, love between a family memeber and yourself. Or a friend and yourself, love does exist. But currently, expecially at the age that I am at, love does not exist. Perhaps infatuation, crushes, lust, etc. Those who cannot stand being alone, so they love someone, to make them feel whole. That just makes me sick.
NaXtY.
