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The Phoenix Divergence

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About Me


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.."I myself have never been able to find out precisely what feminism is; I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a doormat." -Rebecca West"The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep." -Robert Frost"Why are there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side? Rainbows are visions and merely illusions. Rainbows have nothing to hide. So we've been told and some choose to believe it. I know they're wrong, wait and see! Cause some day we'll find it. The rainbow connection: the lovers, the dreamers and me." -Kermit the Frog"O let the solid ground Not fail beneath my feet Before my life has found What some have found so sweet; Then let come what come may, What matter if I go mad, I shall have had my day.Let the sweet heavens endure, Nor close and darken above me, Before I am quite sure That there is one to love me; Then let come what come may To a life that has been so sad, I shall have had my day." -Alfred, Lord Tennyson"Time is a slow sword that can pierce any armor as we drown our hearts hiding from the ghosts of one another." -Andrew Osenga"When I am dead, my dearest, Sing no sad songs for me; Plant thou no roses at my head, Nor shady cypress tree: Be the green grass above me With showers and dewdrops wet; And if thou wilt, remember, And if thou wilt, forget." -Christina Georgina Rossetti"The glory of men must always be measured by the means they have used to acquire it." -Maxim 157 Francois, Duc de La Rochefoucauld"There's only now There's only here Give in to love Or live in fear No other path No other way No day but today" -RENT"Much madness is divinest sense, To a discerning eye, Much sense the starkest madness. Tis the majority, assent and you are sane. Demure, you're straightway dangerous And handled with a chain." -Emily Dickenson"Stand my ground, I won't give in No more denying, I've got to face it Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside If I don't make it, someone else will Stand my ground." -Within Temptation"If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end: if you look for comfort you will not get either comfort or truth--only soft soap and wishful thinking to begin with and, in the end, despair." -C.S. Lewis"Don't dream it...BE IT!" -Rocky Horror Picture Show"A new dream - I have one I know That very few dream! I would like to see That overdue dream - Even though It never may come true! A new love - Though I know there's no Such thing as true love - Even so, Although I never knew love, Still I feel that One dream is my due!" -Jekyll and Hyde"I won't explain or say I'm sorry I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar Give a cheer for all the broken Listen here, because it's who we are!" -My Chemical Romance

My Interests

Music (Gothic, Classical, New Age, Singer/songwriters, Opera, Emo, Post-hardcore, Ska, and Punk), Musical Theatre, Archaic Weaponry, Crocheting, Quilting, Drying Roses, Playing Guitar, Writing Fantasy Fiction and Poetry, Psychological Research, Sci-fi/Fantasy, Feminist History and Pre-Raphaelite Art and Romantic Poets.

I'd like to meet:

Thoughtful, creative, intelligent, compassionate people who care more about others than their own egos or comfort.

Music:

Within Temptation, A Fine Frenzy, Beth Nielson Chapman, Amy Winehouse, Brandi Carlile, K.T. Tunsdal, 30 Seconds To Mars, Blue October, Jan Arden, HIM, Panic At The Disco, RENT, My Chemical Romance, Andrew Osenga, Sara McLaughlin, Loreena McKennitt, Stavesacre, Jill Scott, Ani Defranco, A Perfect Circle, Rilo Kiley, Chasing Furies, Sixpence None The Richer, Over The Rhine, James Blunt, Bebo Norman, Diana Anaid, Alison Krauss, Nine Inch Nails, Pat Benatar, Lacuna Coil, AFI, Phantom of the Opera, Jekyll and Hyde, Soul Arson, Breaking Benjamin, My Chemical Romance, Five Iron Frenzy, Stavesacre, Plumb...

Movies:

The Illusionist, Snow White: A Tale of Terror, Donnie Darko, Under The Tuscan Sun, RENT, The Family Stone, Underworld (both), Emily Bronte's Wuthering Heights, School of Rock, Benny and Joon, Cold Mountain, To Wong Foo Thanks For Everything Julie Nemar, Naploeon Dyamite, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe, Corpse Bride, The Upside of Anger, Around The World in Eighty Days, Serenity, Pirates of the Caribean, 28 Days, The Explorers and anything Muppet-centric...

Television:

Blood Ties, Smallville, Law and Order: SVU, Gilmore Girls, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Charmed, Charm School (oh the shame), Southpark, Family Guy, Sex In The City, Firefly, Kyle XY, Psych, House, The Soup, The Sara Silverman Show...

Books:

The Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer, When Neitzsche Wept by Irvin Yalom, The Dark Hunter novels by Sherrilyn Kenyon, Why Can't I Make Them Understand by Lisa J. Copen, Without You by Anthony Rapp, The Problem of Pain and The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis, Legend and Phantom both by Susan Kay, Vindication by Frances Sherwood, Pilgrim by Timothy Findley, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Myofascial Pain: A Survival Manual by Devin Starlanyl and Mary Ellen Copeland, Worlds of Power, Lines of Light by Devin Starlanyl, A Cry To Heaven by Anne Rice, A Stranger At Wildings by Madeline Brent, Angelwalk by Roger Elwood, The Christian Culture Survival Guide by Matthew Paul Turner, The Yada Yada Prayer Group by Neta Jackson, Sir Apropos of Nothing and Q-In-Law by Peter David, Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte, Dream Thief and The Pendragon Cycle by Steven R. Lawhead, Amanda/Miranda by Richard Peck, The Demon Lover by Victoria Holt, Memory and Dream by Charles de Lint, Suffer A Sea Change by Celeste De Blasis, Alas, Babylon by Pat Frank, Flashbang: How I Got Over Myself by Mark Steele and The Man Comes Around: The Spiritual Journey of Johnny Cash by Dave Urbanski.

Heroes:

Mother Theresa, Pat Benatar, Loreena McKennitt, Belinda Creed, Queen Elizabeth I, Oprah, the Warrior Queen Boudica, Eddie Izzard, Princess Grace and C.S. Lewis.

My Blog

A Christmas Question

Ok, this blog is interactive. I have a question that I want you guys to answer. I am not all that materialistic...apart from my books...and shoes... and my guitars... Okay, let me rephrase. I care mor...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 07:35:00 PST

See me morph into Nicole Kidman!

www.myheritage.com...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 10:58:00 PST

Mandy makes a press reel for youtube

Inspired by my anime loving youtube fan, I decided it was time to learn how to create a video. It is just a basic slide show plus music, but hey, I'm still learning. Check it out if you care to, if no...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:27:00 PST

Im on youtube? Awesomeness.

It is days like this that I realize just how small the internet has made the world. I was messing around looking at videos on youtube and typed my own name in, just out of curiosity. I don't know who...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:56:00 PST

The concert went really well...

I HAD THE BEST CONCERT!!! My repeat exboyfriend/childhood friend/one time muse/occasional bandmate Beau went with me. He's always been like a safety blanket for me, you know? It was also nice that I d...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:12:00 PST

Extreme social anxiety and public performance....

Extreme social anxiety and live performance... They don't go together real well. I'm playing a show this Saturday. I'm nervous. I'm already nervous. How pathetic is that? It annoys me because I wasn't...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 01:40:00 PST

I GOT TAGGED!

1.) Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. 2.) People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things as well as post these rules. 3.) At the end of...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:20:00 PST

Stolen from a sexy...ummm, what is your natural hair color, Amanda?

You Are a Hunter Soulhttp://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/hu nter-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeedActively working t...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:16:00 PST

Marginally opening up.

I know I haven't written lately despite several people asking me to update. I have had a hard time lately. The last year and a half was kicking my butt. I was grieving hard for my grandfather. I still...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 02:26:00 PST

I'm done.

I have come back to my original conclusion. Blogs are a horrible idea. I have deleted every blog I ever wrote and I am placing this verse up here not necessarily to preach at anyone but myself. T...
Posted by The Phoenix Divergence on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 09:09:00 PST