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c h i c o

...give me something for the pain!

About Me


...sometimes, don't you just want to pack everything up,
leave a goodbye note, and be somebody else?
... just for a short while?
... just to see,
... how far you'd go.




to remember is a chore i abhor
of pacing the floor
wondering if you thought of me
the sparks and the lies
questions of again and again

as i look for a better day
i am not having a good one
what did i expect from you?

-chico pissings oddments and tweaks


and the wild regrets;

and the bloody sweats;

none knew as well as i

for he who lives more lives

than one

more deaths

than one must die

-oscar wilde from the ballad of the reading gaol


fairy tales out through over my head

uppity, uppity, straight down to bed

ebony hair, magic beans, gold thread;

beauty all around you, feel that instead

unrequited love, love aches to be said.

their lives i build as my life is bled.

-chico pissings oddments and tweaks



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"tempus fugit...

tempus bloody fugit"

My Interests

spirited debates, sowing factoids, hi-cholesterol pacham, pirate monkeys, the flash medium, thlingan Hol, complaining aloud, unexpected plot twists, movies w/ no plots, and almost all forms of gaming

I'd like to meet:



just about anybody who'd have me...

[email protected]


hey... what's the use of a social networking site if you can't meet new people... right?




Music:

my current songlist includes: Inhaler, Fallout Boy, Alkaline Trio, the Faders, the Offspring, the All American Rejects, Yellowcard, Bowling for Soup, the Vandals, Superdrag, and Dashboard Confessional...

www.warnerreprise.com

Movies:

big fish, mirrormask, kiki's delivery service, legendary fighters of china 1(the sequel ruined it), death to smoochy, fight club, lock stock & 2 smoking barrels, the life aquatic with steve zissou, lotr, the stand, mom & dad save the world, & volcano high



Television:

iron chef, just for variety, invader zim, isumbong mo kay tulfo, millenium, futurama, beavis & butthead, aqua teen hunger force, and anything stamped star trek



Books:

pratchett's discworld, modesitt's recluce, mandino's salesman, alighieri's comedies, carrol's alice, jordan's wheel of time, sun tzu's art of war, reichart's renshai, borchardt's devoted, tolkien's lotr, bushyager's master of hawks, gygax's gord the rogue, herbert's dune, and everything & anything by neil gaiman...



Heroes:

neil gaiman...

My Blog

oddments: abject delight...

It was an interesting revelation how people can uplift your mood with just a simple, wholehearted greeting in the morning. There is that unmistakable power in hearing your name uttered from someone el...
Posted by c h i c o on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:47:00 PST

oddments: babbling like a brook...

FREE   I seek The way To know The truth Of how The way This thought Will soothe The mind That knows Of how To dream The way To find The truth It seems Its strange To think Of how I mind To s...
Posted by c h i c o on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:19:00 PST

oddments: try consonance with a pierced tongue

soothing consonance she shakes asunder a seemingly serene sceneassuring shivering nerves with soft smiles,a smile that sifts the sorrows from your marrowsand harrows the furrows into the burrows.her ...
Posted by c h i c o on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 09:37:00 PST

tweaks: realizations in patchwork solitude...

Epiphany  Street Alone, step step step; looking for who?Single serving friends, self-serving for twoNull, blank, void. Just wanting you.Bare and abandoned; and empty too.One night stands. 30-minu...
Posted by c h i c o on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:35:00 PST

pissings:... learning about me.

i quit smoking   this girl walks up to me, asks "do you have a light?" i replied i did... patting down my jacket, looking for my lighter... the girl  leans closer, smiling, she continues.....
Posted by c h i c o on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 11:01:00 PST

oddment: amuse... muse... use...

but there comes a day... alone again, thinking way to much about itof having to find a way to communicateinstead of letting you aggravateand let me make you just a line in a song such a mean thing to ...
Posted by c h i c o on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 12:11:00 PST

oddments: frantic panic

season finale a couch. a huge couch. big, fluffy, comfy, filling the center of a room; a man and a woman walk in. husband and wife? apparently, transparently looking for something. frantic searching....
Posted by c h i c o on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:25:00 PST

pissings: erase erase erase...

epistemology it's been two weeks, i thought i forgot howbut i was too weak, i can remember now i wasn't smart enough to completely knowit smarts that i have had to let you go for i was tried and was...
Posted by c h i c o on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 12:47:00 PST

oddments: bones

alea jacta est ad infinitum    I feel like these words...  I am a language long dead  that so few try to learn  or take time to understand  two phrases working per...
Posted by c h i c o on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 06:54:00 PST

tweaks: beaming smile in dim light...

sweet things come to those who wait, but why? For six months now, or what could be half a lifetime but really feels like two weeks, I sit around on my ass all day doing nothing particularly...
Posted by c h i c o on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 06:05:00 PST