this kid is my heart.
its true.
leaving love notes on cars and in lockers. sour belts. candy of any gummi nature, especially sour gummi worms. singing at the top of my lungs. plotting with poodle. lounging on the couch watching 90210. playing in the pool with my siblings. rum and cokes. crown and cokes. road trips. spontaneous adventures. color all up my arms. scars on the tops of my knuckles from point cutting. chocolate covered hob nobs. red lipstick. late night text messages. youtube. google. diagraming headsheets and actually understanding it. date nights with sophie. club big red with dj sopha-gene. learning how to dance. family. friends, both old and new. scissors. skating. bruises. cars. vintage stuff. sleep overs. cooking. hollywood cemetary. second hand stuff. sharing things that excite me. seasons. noise. dirt. exposed brick. fire escapes. comedy central. sense of community. diy. grassroots projects. learning new things especially when friends become your mentors. pinup photography. rollerderby. being girly and strong, both at the same time. lip gloss. cuban heeled stockings. fake eyelashes. reading. writing. painting. laughing. loving. living.
people who aren't afraid to go out of their comfort zones for others. that's true heart. that's vulnerability.
... and maybe shannen dougherty. she's such a bitch. i love it.
as of lately, LOTS of brit pop. jamie t. the streets. lil wayne. tim barry. amy winehouse. the cure. death cab for cutie. leonard cohen. art brut. the ataris. bloc party. blur. journey. minus the bear. the postal service. sex pistols. the smiths. the white stripes. afi. bad religion. the decemberists. the hotdamns! billy joel. the bangles. beastie boys. elton john. jets to brazil. mad marge and the stonecutters. horrorpops. girl talk. wu tang. nas. modest mouse. yeah yeah yeahs. billie holiday. billy idol. blondie. bouncing souls. gwen stefani/no doubt. boy sets fire. arctic monkeys. chromeo. the clash. decendents. johnny cash. madonna (old madonna. not that new shit). dying fetus. cradle of filth. bright eyes. dirty pretty things. the fratellis. alkaline trio. the killers. lily allen. guns n roses. justin timberlake. method man. nightmare of you. peter, bjorn, and john. hard-fi. jawbreaker. subhumans. strungout. tilt. rancid. a perfect circle. dead kennedys. the vandals. hole. the lovely jennifer aka pink's awesomely rad comps. random indie comps put together for me. random old jazz/swing bobby darin type stuff. super awesome 80's stuff. random hip-hop, r&b, and rap. though preferably not the crap played on the radio. a little hardcore. i miss listening to music in christina's car. :(
i love old black and whites. john hughes films. one of my favorites is 16 candles. love actually. about a boy. arsnic and old lace. life is beautiful. amelie. finding neverland. marilyn monroe movies. boondock saints. talladega nights. anchorman. really anything will ferrell. i also love cheesey teen girl movies like: she's all that, cinderella story, drive me crazy.
90210. hells kitchen. will and grace. rock of love (i hope they come out with another season). america's best dance crew (SUPER CREW!). forensic documentaries. documentaries of any nature really. coupling. not going out. absolutely fabulous. really i just love the bbc channel.
humble pie (gordon ramsays biography). a long way down. valley of the dolls. the fuck up. flaming iguanas. lovely bones. the true story of killing pablo. the little prince is my favorite book ever. i think every adult should be required to read it. also, i'm currently reading crank. and i pretty much live to read missbehave only the world's greatest magazine.
my mother. she is an amazing woman.