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Red on Porcelain

I am the movements of what they call expression.

About Me

Wouldn't You Like To Know
A Little About Me


Sickness and Cigarettes (unaltered version)(From Hebba)
So I had a hard childhood...who didn't? I love the arts, film, music, laughter, smiles, photographs, kitty cat kisses, rain clouds, thunder, pop tarts, and the little plastic things on the end of shoelaces. Hey I never said I was sane :D. For the most part I live in three places ...two most of the time. I am a floater I suppose. I ramble...I laugh like a retard :D. I am extremely ticklish...and my hair has a mind of its own. I like to sing...and paint...and sculpt...I love technology and old skool video games! tee hee...I am the monkey in the middle...I am ZEE ZILLA! Sometimes I wish I was far away but for the most part I try not to stress about the little things...(I am a work in progress)...eh One day I won't have Sex Dwarf stuck in my head...(although I highly doubt it :D teehee)oh and...random thoughtYou're a... you're a complex Freudian hallucination having something to do with my mother and I don't know why you have wings, but you have very lovely legs and you're a very nice tiny person and what am I saying, I don't know who my mother was; I'm an orphan and I've never done drugs because I missed the sixties, I was an accountant.
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My Interests



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Right about now is when I would start talking about some crazy bullshit that is me but I would rather say....I am me I am you I am the world I am this energy I am cold I am hate I am love I am music I am art I am family I am independence I am a best friend I am a daughter I am a sister I am an aunt I find sarcasm funny I hate the fake I want a real smile I want honesty I want love I have issuses I have faults I have innocence I have experience I have maturity I have sillies I laugh I fidget I scream I cry I hurt I love I wish I wander I love animals I want to bathe in rainbows I want to watch the sunset in your eyes I want to catch fireflies in a jar I like snow between my toes I am obsurd I am sincere...

LNZ ZILLA MI NILLA

Movies:



Television:



Vampire Freaks.com: Giving the completely fucktarded a place to call their own since 1999

Heroes:



KITTY I can't even express how thankful I am to have you as my best friend. I love you more than you could possibly know.

My Blog

the no one

I'm uneasy...those of you who don't really know me and some that really do may not know that I suffer from social anxiety...I am always pessimistic about new people...If I didn't blatantly choose to b...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:50:00 PST

Confessions

... my confession because i'm diluted & perfectly flawed i shall live by passion and not by law and i'm insecure ...i need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and i'm supposed to be str...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:58:00 PST

all of the sudden

I feel deathly ill...I have had the worst headache on the planet that nothing seems to cure...and its too fucking hot over here...I want to go out but I have no money and no friends...so that sucks......
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:57:00 PST

My constant...

It is my sister's birthday...and for someone so special...requires very special words...here are a few...of those very special words...SISSYMy sister is my heart.She opens doors to roomsI never knew ...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 09:53:00 PST

freezing in April

Its too cold outside...burrrrr...I am ready to get away...you know even if it is only for a minute...or even just a day...this town is getting to me...I am about to complete my first year of college....
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 12:48:00 PST

End of the semester...

and I wish it was over already...I am stressed :(blah
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:01:00 PST

my apologies

So I feel horrible...go figure eh...last night I was feeling depressed...which seems to happen every time I stay at my house. The walls seem to close in and if I do not pass out early at about 11-2 I ...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:12:00 PST

Ode to Moving Poo...

Like most of you know already I had a really bad wreck two months ago which has since confirmed that my family is all kinds of crazy. But you know they are family so its like really hard not to love t...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 05:03:00 PST

Sometimes things just make sense! :D

Never apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, or move across country, always do what you really want. Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:00:00 PST

Ebizzle!

Sooo.Kitty and I are selling things on Ebay.You guys should go and check out the awesomeness... Lovez from ZEE ZILLA!Click the Pictureor...Copy and pastehttp://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZlindsey9651QQh...
Posted by Red on Porcelain on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 08:35:00 PST