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Tears of Blood

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About Me

I spend most of my time in my own mind, thinking about nothing in particular yet everything at once. I keep my thoughts to myself mostly and if you catch me on the rare occasion I share then get ready for a long discussion about ... as I said before, nothing in particular yet everything at once. I strangely enjoy having friendly debates on different subjects such as death, the afterlife (or if such a thing exists), religion, the human mind and other such interests. though I do cut and people think I am stupid and therefore not worthwhile, I have my own philosiphy of the way I think about cutting and death and basically any subject that usually repels the "normal" human lifestyle. I am also very opinionated and although I stay firm in my beliefs and thoughts I am very open to any such being that tries to motivate me into learning or seeing something in a new light. death greatly intrigues my wandering mind though because of it, most think I need counselling or some sort of help. I despise any kind of authority unless its one of my twisted ways of higher status. I have strange ways of thinking and if you'd like to know more than ask because this is beginning to bore me.
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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My Interests

Silver, Blood, Knives and other sharp objects, cutting, music, culture, cars, 4x4, designing clothing/jewellery/makeup techniques, Singing, dancing, talking with my friends, mythology, writing, reading, art, death, the art of death though it seems as if I've said it before.. (there's a difference you know).
Mors

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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I'd like to meet:

non-boring, preferrably no twinks (twinks = happy cheery annoying people), blood and gore are good... ummm... oh yeah, and if you criticize me, prepare to be ignored for the rest of your miserable life!!!
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
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**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Music:

Evanesence, lately some Tupac, Story of the Year, The Abyss

Movies:

copy cat, darkness falls, and Raaz

Television:

Telivision turns your mind to mush. you sit there and stare at an electronic box while a program that relates to nothing in real life plays before you and you begin to get into the story, wanting to know what happens and soon thats all you can think about. and with my train of thought as a child... they send crack waves through the TV listings channel -.-;;

Books:

I'm currently reading up on my friend's beginning novel, its quite interesting as the main character is a young girl in the time nearing the salem witch trials.though its in the beginning stages, I think I'm in love with the storyline already :P

Heroes:

.... too many to name ... most of them are dead. so to all my heroes out there. I just hope your in a better place than what you left. your friends and families miss you
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged."'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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My Blog

Dedicated to my gurlz n boiz

The Angel's watch over me as I sing my last song I weep as my heart bleeds for where I truly belong. My mind scatters thoughts randomly in my head I think of my life and I think of the dead W...
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

..Braidi..

my thoughts have become a whirling tempest of loneliness... I long for those that I cannot see and I hate those that prevent me from being with them. I miss Braidi.. but at least I know that he's in a...
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just a thought open for debate

I've noticed in the past week or so that people seem so sad about death.I myself have cried over the fact that someone I don't even know.. but have been spoken quite highly of..might not make it throu...
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tadeja's Poem

Tears are falling like drops of rain. Imperishable tempest of merciless pain... ...Hurting me...Killing me... Invulnerable sorrow- I long for death! I need to die as I`m taking this breath. ...
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

......

its rather funny when your own friends tell you your stupid or your worthless isn't it?? of course then they must not be friends but either way you believe they are. sometimes friends go behind eachot...
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

..... riiiiiiiiiight.....

whoo hoo!! this thing's funneh. I am reaaaaaaally hyper right now so don't mind me. umm... oh yeah. no wait.... umm.... Trin me wuvs you? lmao
Posted by Tears of Blood on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST