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Naeryn

Abuse me; I don't care - I'm already broken

About Me

I enjoy looking outside of time, outside myself. I spend a lot of time there, I've been accused of being distant, and yet I am so inside me that I can't get out, I am trapped, whirling in the tidy chaos of eternity. I quote so many lyrics that my life's become a song, one that I can't write down because then there'll be no me but for what lies on the page, the crisp, clean page so easily destroyed, that is all of me, my entirety. Some have called me insane, blinded by my fear of life and the hidden joy in loneliness. They don't understand my burning, my longing for true solitude, for I am never alone, the spirits of friends, of family, they hover here around me forever. I speak to the souls of those who will listen, the blackened ones, the ones who have nothing left but to listen to the pristine silence resounding through the air. I love the angels, they carry me to see him, see him there? Standing there, so beautiful, shimmering white that Angel of Death. Some say I am the distant one, hiding in the corner and scared to love and be loved. I do not hide, I do not run, but I lay there immobile, struck down too often by a wanton heart. Time has no meaning here in this endless river, blackened by the spirits of the dead. Will you reach for me? Would you die for me? I thought not.
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Magical Romantic Kiss
What Anime Kiss Are You?
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You are every goth-kid's dream!
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Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged."'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying."And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian). The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire. Her sign is the eclipsed moon.As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
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You're a tortured Soul. You're soul has been lost
and darkness is to follow.
Tortured Soul?
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You have Purple Wings! Lost and Confused, when your wings are purple, it's difficult to see ahead because the fog is clouding your vision. You can never decide easily, and even the simplest choices are difficult to take. A quiet, kind person, you have a very sharp mind and can do anything if you set your mind to it. But something probably very sad happened in your life, and now you question anything. Lost in your trance and afraid to peek outside your box, right now your life is very frustrating. But don't forget this very important thing: Purple is made from blue and red, and with just a little bit of pushing, you can go back.
What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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My Interests

Music forever dances in my mind, taking me on journeys. I write it, I play it, I sing it, I live it. I pluck the strings of my guitar and send a river flowing out. I am carried in the endless flow of time, enhanced by the baleful tunes and sorrowful melodies locked in my heart.

I'd like to meet:

No one. I would meet no people, but I would know everyone in the crystalline world. I learn, I do not teach, and yet so many learn from me. I know souls, I burn to speak with the spirits of life.

Music:

Evanescence & Sarah McLachlan! I listen to what I will, when I will. I fall into it, Guitar riffs and piano strings carry me along, dancing through the stars at the edge of the universe. Where has my heart gone? Trapped in the eyes of a stranger...

I'm Amy Lee!

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Your theme song is "Past The Point Of No Return".

What Song From The Phantom Of The Opera Is Your Theme Song? (Pics)
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Movies:

The Mists of Avalon, Tomb Raider, they speak to me. So different and eternally the same. Strong women, so alone, forever alone. Like me, chanting, chanting my soul away.

You are LARA. . . calm, cool, and able to take on
any guy she wants and win, Lara Croft is one of
my personal favorites. You have the added bonus
of being able to use any type of weapon with
ease and skill and looking hot and being able
to fight in a bodysuit and a casual dress!
Deadly abilities notwithstanding, you're smart
and multicultural as well. *sighs. . . *

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Television:

I watch that which speaks to me. Angel, the solitary one, tormented by his past. Such a name, a taunt in itself, to one so unholy, cast away.

You're Sailor Saturn! You possess the power of the
planet Saturn. You are a very concealed, and
lonely person. You are a very special and
powerful too. Unlock yourself to the world and
the world will bring happiness to you. All the
planets especially the Moon are very fond of
you.

Which Sailor Scout Are You?
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Books:

Anne Rice, The Mists of Avalon, Dragonriders of Pern, First North Americans, Mother Earth Father Sky/My Sister the Moon/Brother Wind

My Blog

I Am

I am Artemis. I am Astarte. I am Bast. I am Hecate. I am Freyja. I am the Virgin Mary. I am innocent, I am pure. I am wild, I am untamed. I am whole unto myself. I hold my virginity close to me, And I...
Posted by Naeryn on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 12:08:00 PST

Lovely Paranoia Today, Isn't It?

I've had an emotional roller-coaster of a day. First, I'm giddy. I don't know why, but I woke up in a really good mood. Kaie is supposed to call me around two or three. Five o'clock rolls around, and ...
Posted by Naeryn on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:41:00 PST

Gaia

Anyone here on www.gaiaonline.com? Anyone remember the old www.go-gaia.com? Anyone else miss it as much as I do? The administrators just uploaded an entirely new layout. Previously, it was light blue ...
Posted by Naeryn on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 12:02:00 PST

Reflection - Poem

Everything is my reflectionI see myself in all the shattered lightA black rose lying in the gutterWeeping as the day turns into nightThe earth is made of mirrorsSharp and broken 'neath my feetThe empt...
Posted by Naeryn on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:56:00 PST

Gleh. Thing.

Here's another one. Just for the hell of it. What would you do if: [1] I took my own life: [2] I said I liked you:[3] I kissed you:[4] I lived next door to you:[5] I started smoking:[6] I stole somet...
Posted by Naeryn on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:52:00 PST

Fill It Out, Lovelies

1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Favorite Color:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Most Embarassing Moment:8. Are you a virgin?HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Are we friends?2. Do you h...
Posted by Naeryn on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 09:53:00 PST

Heaven Queen, Carry Me Away From All Pain...

Well shit. For background information on what I'm about to post, see Your Faithful Servant's blog. Because I'm not about to explain it all. Long story short, Heather found out. Now she wants to beat m...
Posted by Naeryn on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 11:49:00 PST

Some poems of mine

EXHAUSTION It seeps into me, like ice raining down Crushing me, breaking down my strength Destroying what will I have What will I have to live Which is not much, not now, not ever I feel so br...
Posted by Naeryn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Rejection

hurts like a bitch. There's this girl that I've had an uber-crush on for two LONG years, and she just totally rejected me. It's funny, I knew it would happen when I finally told her... but somehow I w...
Posted by Naeryn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Marijuana

Personally, I don't go in for it. But one thing I can't understand... what exactly makes it wrong? I know a lot of people who might even be classified as "potheads" but they're perfectly nice people. ...
Posted by Naeryn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST