So... Im still here... |
does this Hell never end? I keep hoping for a break in the weight of life...
no such luck...
The winter finally goes away... just in time for gas prices to go through the roof. I'm trying to clean hou...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:00:00 PST |
the new deal |
I am, therefore... ah fuck it. The only thing that matters now is getting ahead of my bills. Maybe even making some money for simple things like cigarettes, new clothes, even some ice cream once in a ...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:40:00 PST |
did you ever think it would come to this? |
Who would've thought? I am semi-myself, and unsure how long I'll even be that.
But hope endures... I have found old friends who were great a help to me in another of my crises. And I have been in a m...
Posted by Bear on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 07:14:00 PST |
the next voice... |
I have been silent for a long time. I have been unwell, at best, for a bit. Dyslexia comes and goes for me, randomly. I have had a frustrating time of things; trying to either read or write any long, ...
Posted by Bear on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:55:00 PST |
the last words of the Bear |
This is going to be my last blog. I have too many times where I can't read or write to make any real sense of what I'm trying to relate to everyone. My memory fades more every day. I've forgotten all ...
Posted by Bear on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:21:00 PST |
another day in paradise, NOT |
What the Hell!!! Why do the gods hate me so? The entire area is covered by a sheet of ice! ICE! This place is like a bad dream... just when I think it can't get any worse, it proves me wrong. Now here...
Posted by Bear on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:05:00 PST |
A Bright Day, Yet Bitterly Cold |
I woke up early today... and it's freaking cold!!! Just more snow and winter stuff. Icicles are hanging off the vans. Yea! But other than that, the sun is bright... so it could still be a beautiful da...
Posted by Bear on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 06:57:00 PST |
once and again |
Here I am once and again, adrift in a sea of despair. There seems to be no end to the drama of this world. The suburbs are a trap of promised riches with no realization. There are no jobs to...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:56:00 PST |
day 4 and the walls came down... |
Madness! All is Madness! I remain trapped within the citadel. All around stand the opposing armies, waiting to strike. The eyes stare from the depths of the catacombs, beseeching me to lead the huddle...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:41:00 PST |
RESCU is rescuing me |
RESCU has contacted me recently. They're doing all they can to help. I'm glad for it. Much love for the foundation and all the people who are working with me. Much love to all of you who have contacte...
Posted by Bear on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:47:00 PST |
