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Big Papa

Please always remember and never forget I Don't Give A Fuck !

About Me

Dreaming of that face again. It's bright and blue and shimmering. Grinning wide and comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes. On my back and tumbling down that hole and back again rising upand wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye. In Out In Out In Out A child's rhyme stuck in my head. It said that life is but a dream. I've spent so many years in question to find I've known this all along. "So good to see you. I've missed you so much. So glad it's over. I've missed you so much. Came out to watch you play. Why are you running?" Shrouding all the ground around me. Is this holy crow above me. Black as holes within a memory and blue as our new second sun. I stick my hand into his shadow to pull the pieces from the sand. Which I attempt to reassemble to see just who I might have been. I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar. Like phosphorescent desert buttons singing one familiar song... "So good to see you. I've missed you so much. So glad it's over. I've missed you so much. Came out to watch you play. Why are you running away?" Prying open my third eye. So good to see you once again. I thought that you were hiding. And you thought that I had run away. Chasing the tail of dogma. I opened my eye and there we were. So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me. And you thought that I had run away. Chasing a trail of smoke and reason. Prying open my third eye

My Interests

I am working on completeing my first tattoo it's A half sleave I started about 4 years ago. I have atleast one more session to go on it. I have also been working on designs for my other arm and my back. I have a picture of my next one in with my photos. Hopefully it will be done by summer!

I'd like to meet:

Who i would like to meet? thats a good question. I love to meet new people lets face it life is boreing if you dont put yourself out there. i'm the kind of person that goes into a bar and by the end of the night have made friends with half the bar. granted the other half wants to kick my ass lol so if your reading this send me a message and add me to your friends list i'm under too616 on yahoo meassenger

Music:

I enjoy all kinds of music, but prefer the heavier stuff. There are two bands out there that are the best bands i have ever heard unfortunatly i and only a few others have ever heard of them "dryer lint on fire" and "garmonboZia" My musical lisning changes from week to week right now i have just rediscover the J Geils Band, the worlds ulitamite party band. i also have in my collection everything from tool to BB King. to me there is no situation in life that there hasent been a song writen about. and depending on what mood im in is what i listen too. some of the cd's in my player right now include Tool J Geils Band Cheep Trick Jethro Tull Staind Pink Floyd the early stuff Rolling Stones Disturbed Drowning Pool Korn there floyd covers kick ass ween dont even know were to start with these guys you have to check out there live stuff These guys rock!

Movies:

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Television:

there is not much good on television any more. like there ever was. when i do sit down infront of it to kill a few hours, I find myself either watching south park, or the history channel.

Books:

have not had a chance to do much reading in a while

Heroes:

I would have to say i dont get into hero worship, but if there is one man I admire it would be Lenin. also a few of my bass heros mike dirnt john entwistle getty lee and the dude from the james gang (no one seems to remember who that is)