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Dreamer

Welcome to an artist's insanity

About Me

Darkfaery Subculture MagazineSo a long time ago I was lost. I was nothing, I was the shit on the bottom of your shoe. I was never sought after, never looked at, never thought of. I was never first, always last. And I wondered why. I became something I hated. I withdrew from society and buried everything within myself. I was dark and I was cold.
My senior year of high school I was becoming better. Near the end of my first semester my father died. It set in a place within myself, that for so long I needed to go. It was then that I turned to God for answers. Though it would take a while before I returned to grace.
A year and a half went by and gradually I stepped towards the light. Prayers being answered in little ways, but still I was alone. And then the day came that I met her. My future wife. My life, my eternity. And I found my grace. I proclaimed my savior. For the life I live now I could not live if it hadn't been for Jesus.
My name is Matt. I have not lived the best life, but I can't say it was all bad. There are only a few people in this world who understand. I'm 5'9" and I am not fat, but I'm not skinny. I wear glasses and have longish hair. I have a goatee which my woman loves, and if it wasn't for Jesus and her I probably wouldn't be sitting here talking to you today. I am friendly, good-hearted, fun loving, a smart ass, smart, funny, and even though you may not think so I am a kind person.
Buried at PhotoCasket.com

My Interests

Friends, cars doing extreme things, writing, music and lots of music.

I'd like to meet:

Artists and interesting people with intellect and don't mind to have fun.

Music:

Love it. All the bands I like are my fav bands and there are to many to list, but here are some:

The Cure NiN Iron Maiden Iced Earth Marilyn Manson Soul Asylum Hammerfall Smashing Pumpkins DMX Tupac Dr. Dre N.W.A. Nirvana Zombie Tool KoRn System of a Down A Perfect Circle Blue October Cyndi Lauper Disturbed Slipkont Vanessa Carlton Helmet Corrosion of Comformity Ian Van Dahl Moby Saul Williams Alice in Chains Ace of Base KT Tunstall Enigma Enya Duran Duran Depeche Mode Rammstien on and on and on.

Movies:

Mallrats, Rent. And a load of other movies.

Television:

WWE Raw, and probably anything that interests me.

Books:

Star Wars, Harry Potter, Stephen King, Any that interests me I guess.

Heroes:

My dad, my mom, and anyone who works there asses off day in and day out for the paycheck that keeps a roof over their head and food on the table. Hardworking poor people.

My Blog

I wonder if this could be it for me

I wonder if the end is just a figment of my imagination or is it just a reality I do not want to grasp? I think no longer can I just sit here and wish for it all to be better or for it all to just go ...
Posted by Dreamer on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:56:00 PST

Fading dreams

She would always sing in the shower She always knew how to make you cowar This was her life So young and so bold She would make you feel cold   The pain and the hurt The lifeless living in the d...
Posted by Dreamer on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 07:07:00 PST

Cryptic Last Breath

Painful Misery Tearful Memories Flaming inside of me Your love fleeing thee Cannot hold on Your already to far gone   We'll remain now We'll figure it out somehow Stay together even in death Your...
Posted by Dreamer on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:46:00 PST

Attitudes of the golden age

Too young? No. Does it matter? No.((Inside  to someone))   Profile the sacralige Take away the numbness I cannot seemingly stand by I will always try Here is to my shy All those who wis...
Posted by Dreamer on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 09:45:00 PST

Recalled religion

To much time and effort is put into a seemingly preverse for of praticipation by the standereds of our ananomized youth. We take all our resources and squander them about in other factions that help o...
Posted by Dreamer on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 10:54:00 PST

I shall always be......

Thursday, April 17, 2003 .... I shall always be: Dead inside Pained A cutter A lifeless enity A darkening figure A causeless person Someone no one cares for Someone that needs help A pr...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:46:00 PST

For the Pain

Wednesday, March 26, 2003 For the pain we hold, for times we tell, for the gods we hate, for the lifes we take, for the things we do, for the hate we cause, for the pain we hold. Sometimes we d...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:43:00 PST

In your Sky.(Bongfire Re-mix)[song]

Tuesday, March 25, 2003   Here we are/ looking so far Time hits me/ like a brick Pain hates me/ suffering again I watch the sky/ I feel nothing I see your life/ I see nothing I see your fac...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:40:00 PST

Cutter

Cutter (song) Sunday, March 23, 2003 Iam nothing/ Pain in suffering Iam shit/ Godless bitch Iam death/ Shitless life We are now/ Time again We bleed to live/ Our arms to our ears We cut to ...
Posted by Dreamer on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:38:00 PST

Alone in Darlness as I fall from grace

Help me stand I cannot see I would trade a life of honest liberty Just to breath I want to feel your touch and kiss your lips The angels of hevean no not of this I would give up eternity Just to have...
Posted by Dreamer on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:16:00 PST