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Algolagnia

Tis in my memory lock'd, and you yourself shall keep the key of it.

About Me


I am the one with the darkened sun
Such a slave and a sucker for observation
[A] corrosion of emotions
I'm a legend, a gift from the gods
[A] self-absorbed egotistical fuck
A great pretender, a face of an angel, [a] misanthropical friend
A face with a smile, that's been shut down for years
I'm forced to build my life upon this hidden path I just can't find
I'm a part of a fallen machine, which reflects my life of misery
A diary of a tragical life in this nest
This machine creates what in some people's mouth is called “art”
Crestfallen
If I would turn myself inside out, would I find peace of mind?
Shattered into fragments
Hold[ing] back [those] tears
If I ever should fall from this earth, would there be anything left of me?
There's no turning back once you've tried
Aim at my chest, fire at will
I'll never die and I’ll tell you why
Look at the inside and tell me that everything there is so sane
My mask of sanity was slipping off again
My memory start[ed] to crumble
Possessed by a lethal redeemer
The demon[‘s] out of its cage
It doesn't matter somehow, what it does to me
The sane and insane strikes together as one
[My] conscience leaves without a trace, a silent departure to a silent place
Where am I now?
On my way to a created perfection
The journey's just begun
You give me strength to break my chains
Will I ever be the same again?
Every time I lose my judgment, you try to grab a hold of me
One final option, a senseless adoption of a self-made confidence
Never surrender

AOL Instant Messenger:
Empress Libitina
Yahoo! Messenger:
lady_novembre

My Interests

    Alternative modeling. Friends. Humanities. Metal concerts. Music. Philosophy. Romance. Sex. The Internet. Writing.

I'd like to meet:

Mikael Ã…kerfeldt of OPETH

&

Björn "Speed" Strid of SOILWORK

Music:

[. SWEDISH METAL IS ♥ .]

Amon Amarth
Arch Enemy
Axenstar
Blinded Colony
Carnal Forge
Coldworker
DARK TRANQUILLITY
Darkane
Edge of Sanity
Grave
Hypocrisy
Katatonia
Naglfar
Nightrage
OPETH
Scar Symmetry
Sepia Dreamer
SOILWORK
Taetre
Terror 2000
ThisEnding
Unleashed

[. Musician Friends .]

Bergtagen
Canopy
Neil Kopicki
Scourge

[. Local (San Diego) Bands .]

Calabria
Condemned
Hellhound
Life Or Death
OliverReigns

[. Individual Projects .]

Assemblage 23
Dominion Of Hatred
Fall Of Every Season, The
Grayson Millar
In The Silence
Mason Tikl
Myrkgrav

[. # .]

36 Crazyfists

[. A .]

A Perfect Circle
A Perfect Murder
Aborted
Above & Beyond
Absence, The
Affliction
Agalloch
All That Remains
Aphex Twin
Arsis
ATB
Atsphear
Awakened By Dreams

[. B .]

Backmask
Behemoth
Benevolence
Blu Infinito

[. C .]

Caipt
Caliban
Carcass
Cenotaph
Chimaira
Coldseed
Contravaso

[. D .]

Daath
Damarill
Dead To Fall
Death
Deeply Confused
Defiant
Deject
Despised Icon
Disarmonia Mundi
Divine Empire
Dreams Of Damnation
Drowned

[. E .]

Empyrean Sky
Epicurean
Explosions In The Sky

[. F .]

Final Plague, The

[. G .]

Garbage
Gojira
Gym Class Heroes

[. H .]

Haunted Shores
Hypodust

[. I .]

Iced Earth
Ikuinen Kaamos
Immiserate
Immolation
Impaled
Inactive Messiah
Incantation
Infected Mushroom
Insomnium
Internal Bleeding

[. J .]

Jealousy Curve
Jesu
Jungle Rot

[. K .]

Kataklysm
Karmic Wheel
Killswitch Engage
Krisiun

[. L .]

Lamb of God
Latent Notion

[. M .]

Machine Head
Manslaughter
Martriden
Massive Attack
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misery Signals
My Ruin

[. N .]

Napalm Death
Negura Bunget
Neurothing
Nile
Noltem
Nonexistence
Norse
Novembre

[. O .]

Obilvio
Obituary
Old Dead Tree, The
Otep

[. P .]

Pantera
Pelican
Persefone

[. R .]

Rage Against The Machine
Red Hot Chili Peppers, The
Red Sparowes
Richard Cheese
Rise Against

[. S .]

Salem
Samadhi
Schiztome
Sea Of Nectar
Shade Empire
Shaolin Temple of Boom
Sil Veth
Skinless
Slipknot
Solace Of Requiem
Solefald
Sonic Syndicate
SpitBlood
Stark Raving Calm
Still Remains
Suffocation
Sun Of Weakness, The
Symbiontic

[. T .]

This Time It's War
Thoughts Lost
Threat Signal

[. U .]

Ulver
Under The Abyss
Undercroft

[. V .]

Velvet Acid Christ
Voodoo Prophet
Viatrophy
Vintegaas

[. W .]

What Keeps Us Alive
Will Of The Ancients
Woods of Ypres

[. X .]

-

[. Y .]

Your Enemy Closer

[. Z .]

Zero 7

Movies:

300
Anchorman
Anger Management
Bruce Almighty
Clerks II
Dodgeball
Encino Man
Hitch
Interview with the Vampire
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Land of the Dead
Lara Croft: Tomb Raider
Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life
Liar Liar
Life or Something Like It
Mr. & Mrs. Smith
Napoleon Dynamite
Ocean's Eleven
Office Space
Pirates of the Caribbean (1st)
Shaun of the Dead
Take The Lead
The Boondock Saints
The Invisible
The Lord of the Rings (2nd)
The Matrix
Underworld
V for Vendetta
Wayne's World
Wayne's World 2
What Dreams May Come
Zoolander

Television:

America's Next Top Model
Arrested Development
Beauty and the Geek
Boy Meets World
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
Comedy Central Presents
Daria
Friends
Grounded For Life
Hogan Knows Best
How I Met Your Mother
Metalocalypse
Mind of Mencia
Mystery Science Theatre 3000
Myth Busters
Ripley's Believe It Or Not
Saved By The Bell
Scrubs
South Park
Spongebob Squarepants
That '70s Show
The Colbert Report
The Daily Show with Jon Stewart

Tru Calling
The Twilight Zone
The Wonder Years
Whose Line Is It Anyway?

Books:

Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist

Heroes:



"Dimebag" Darrell Abbot (ex-PANTERA)
Aug. 20th, 1966 - Dec. 8th, 2004
Rest In Peace

Chuck Schuldiner
(ex-DEATH/ex-CONTROL DENIED)
May 13th, 1967 - Dec. 13th, 2001
Rest In Peace

Otep Shamaya
(OTEP)
"Five lifetimes old"

Mikael Ã…kerfeldt (OPETH/ex-BLOODBATH/ex-STEEL)
April 17th, 1974 - Present

Björn "Speed" Strid (SOILWORK/DISARMONIA MUNDI/COLDSEED/TERROR 2000)
Sept. 10th, 1978 - Present

Mikael Stanne
(DARK TRANQUILLITY)
May 28th, 1974 - Present

Angela Gossow
(ARCH ENEMY)
Nov. 5th, 1974 - Present

Tairrie B
(MY RUIN)
Jan. 18, 1965 - Present

My Blog

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[. Concerts .]

1. PANTERA'S "EXTREME STEEL" TOUR(w/ Skrape, Static-X, Morbid Angel & Slayer)Saturday, July 21st, 2001 in San Diego, CA @ The Cox Arena (SDSU)2. KITTIE'S "ORACLE" TOUR(w/ Dry Kill Logic, Ill Niño ...
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