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ambuh!

About Me



i just wanna help. i just wanna love. i just wanna dream. i just wanna hope. i just wanna pray. i just wanna play. i just wanna joke. i just wanna hug. i just wanna go. i just wanna drive. i just wanna be. i just wanna see. i just wanna understand. i just wanna be well planned. i just wanna tell you. i just wanna be you. i just wanna stop. i just wanna listen. i just wanna speak. i just wanna shout. i just wanna sleep. i just wanna go back. i just wanna get out of here. i just wanna take the picture. i just wanna be left alone. i just wanna be in the crowd. i just wanna feel. i just wanna dance.i just wanna sing.

My Interests

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status: single
occupation: starving artist
education: life

I'd like to meet:

DNC

Heroes:

jonnie cline.
intelligent, artistic, charming, mysterious
lyndsay kay
she's a silly girl. she's a hippie. she's a friend. and i just love her so!
haley bby
we've shared so many experiences, no one could come close to what this girl means to me. i love you haley
nikki p!
this girl is the best hairdresser and the coolest to go to plays with :] haha.
allison
i love this kid :] all those times on the bus. things tended to get 'sexuallll' hah.
annie!
girllll, together we be dancing, crazy, gay, gothic fools :] haha.
seannnnn!
this boy is amazingly funny and he's one of the best guy friends ever. i love em!
gabbzzz!
i run to this girl when i need advice or anything. she is so amazing. i love her a whole lot. i trust the girl with muh life :]
debbbb!
this girl is so stinkin cute. this right here is a reason to love kentucky :]
shelby stinkface :]
this little girl makes me smile all da time :]
ily phelps!!
this girl has mad skills on a board. i adore her for it.
momo!
she's my texting buddy during school, she gives me hugs between classes and shes just the cutest little thign ever ;]
crystal graham!
this girl is GORGEOUS on the outside and gorgeous on the inside. we had a lot of the same struggles with boys and it made us become good friends. the silly boys we had are long gone but our friendship remains strong :] i love you girl
chriss!
killer polish friend? CHECK!
kaylaaaa honeyvagina
now this lady has done some damage. pee'd in my tent. named a girl cat with a boy name. and became way too prettyyyy! i still love her though :]
katelynnnn!
pretty lady whos one of the sweetest girls ever. i love her! :]

My Blog

skydivin.

It was like a skydive. I was afriad but i got on the plane. I had on my gear, they told me it was perfectly safe to jump, even though my gut told me not too. "It'll be the best thing in your life!", t...
Posted by ambuh! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:28:00 PST

the earth.

it's about time. the dust has cleared and the storm has become a calm field of rubble. stop. plant your feet in this mess. feel what the earth is saying to you. let it rise up in your being.tingle wit...
Posted by ambuh! on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:50:00 PST

daily writings.

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Posted by ambuh! on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 07:47:00 PST

mes photos!!

this was the actual house i helped clean out and gut in Louisiana. we were about 100 feet from a levy that had broken refrigerator on roof. lol. i love that. house flattened. this is actually...
Posted by ambuh! on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST

turn to THE right.

sitting here in this cold stale room for the millionth night. thinking, even though thinking never makes things better. it only complicates and makes things worse. Listening to the songs i used to ha...
Posted by ambuh! on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:26:00 PST

the thoughts

what is this life? but another routine maintenence. never sure of when the screws will just come out and then out falls every single part. Reaction is next. We look at it. We all will gasp. Some of us...
Posted by ambuh! on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:21:00 PST

21.

this is a list (if you can't tell) you think of 21 people and you write something about each one beside a number. it's some new fad. ha. 1. i envy your intelligence and  your wit2. i feel like i...
Posted by ambuh! on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:14:00 PST

the rain.

sleeping through the night, woke up at a shake, looked outside and seen that rain, heard it as it beated stronger by the minute, stronger by the second, i can feel it in my chest, like its the beat of...
Posted by ambuh! on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:55:00 PST

the hunger.

these are my confessions.i want my daddy.i want to see him.i want to hug him.i wanna tell him thatno matter how much hehas made my life a livinghell, that i would walkthrough hell for him.i want to kn...
Posted by ambuh! on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 09:43:00 PST

a chair

sitting waiting for you. i find an empty chairin this empty town. i see the radio and i hear its beats. you are standing, talking, waiting for a reply. but i simply dont care anymore. nothing matters ...
Posted by ambuh! on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:52:00 PST